sleeping disorder=great instinct?

hi. really in the mood for blogging recently.. lol
I'm doing quite well on the final test until now and there's some highlight that I wanna share.. First is about my sleeps. well,, you can't really say it's a sleeping disorder. it's just a sleeping problem that always occur around tests weeks like now.. It actually started because of my laziness. I always wait until about 11 o'clock at night to study and I always end up falling asleep at about 1 o'clock in the morning and I only study about one fifth of the materials. I know it's stupid, but I keep doing it anyway. It's like my brain refuse to be filled with anything until night time. so I'm trying to make things right today or I'm gonna be sick because I don't get any proper sleep this week. So I'm gonna try to finish this post quickly and have a nice nap. X)

There's actualy something that I really need to tell.. you know, I think my instinct became extremely sharp recently.. I had this crazy expiriences regarding this subject. The first time happened while I was doing history test. The teacher gave us fill in the blanks question and I don't know one of the answers. The question asked about the name of the agreement which said portuguese must go to the north and spain got the south. I completely forgot to study that part so I really got no clue about the answer. So I just thought of cool and elegant name for the agreement like "victoria" or "rose". But while I was thinking about the made-up name,, there was this voice suddenly in my head saying "saragosa.. the answer is saragosa..". I was like 'what? isn't saragosa one of a name from WW1 or something?' but that voice keep saying "it's saragosa.. just answer it.. you don't know the answer, do you? and you know all the names you're making is not the right answer. why don't you give it a shot? if you're being persistent and the answer is saragosa, you're gonna regret it big time..". And so I answered "Saragosa Agreement". I checked the answer as soon as I finished doing the test. And guess what?? The answer IS the saragosa agreement. I'm still a bit shock until right now about it.. how could I think of the name saragosa? I clearly remember that I didn't get to that part because I fell asleep. Is it possible that my subconsciousness woke up and study while I was sleeping?? That's wayyy freaky.. So I guess I'm just gonna think of it as a miracle from God.. X)
The second expirience was almost the same with the first. But it was on geography test and I forgot the term of a bump in the ocean that was made due of a volcano eruption. I already write 'child of a volcano' on the paper when the same thing happened again.. the voice said "Atol.. the term's Atol..". But somehow I didn't believe it (my consciousness?) and just go with my own answer.. But again, when I checked, the answer's "Atol".. oh well..

Oh,, and there's also something a bit stupid happened yesterday.. I was just going downstairs with my friends when I saw O was chatting with his friends. then I reallized that he cut his cool hair! that hair was one of the reason I had a crush on him and he cut it! bummer. but on the bright side I guess it would be easier to forget him.. Anyway,, I told my friends and they wanna look too.. And as they were looking, U came down.. with her. I guess it's really on again with them.. 'twas suck seeing them laughing together like that. ohh,, I don't know..
erhm,, anyway.. U was coming down and I spontaniously shouted (well, not very loud of course.. and it was time to go home, so it was a noisy place) "you see??? he's not that cute anymore because of his new haircut..". U turned his head to me almost dirrectly after I said that, but I don't really know if he heard me or not.. But because of his sudden movement and he was standing right next to me when that happened, my face turned all red, and it's my friends' turn to shout. They said "Your face is red!!", and this time, He definitely turned his head to me.. I don't really know what to react to the occation. What does he think about that? Does he think that I still have feelings for him or does he think that I already find someone else? I think it's pretty clear that he's now return to chasing her.. but somehow I feel that he's still on a crossroad, just like me.. But with him leaving the school next year to follow his brother's footsteps (stinkin' footsteps.. why can't he erase his footsteps so U can't see it? Why can't U MAKE his own steps??? stupid brothers..), I know I really need a closure right away. But I really don't want one.. hmphh.. He really is the greatest puzzle I've ever met.

OK I guess that all for today.. I'm really really really really sleepy right now..
wish me luck on having a great nap X). bubye~