HAPPY 09.09.09 DAY!!!!!

OK, today's really a MUST blogging momment. ironicly this implicitely say that I think today's more important than the independence day that I forgot completely. (not the day, just to post on that day. you know, celebrating and congratulating and stuff..)
well, there are actually some things I need to update.
firstly,, I've been having some bad dreams recently.
Two days ago, I dreamt that I was kidnapped by some kind of vampire or something like that. The dream happened in some kind of old church in england. Also, I think my hair was pale blonde at that dream. So I don't think I'm being me there. Anyway, while I was kidnapped, the vampire (who has a very sharp and pointy nails, by the way) touched the back of my head and made a motion as if he was brushing my hair. After a while, my head in that dream started to hurt and blood started to drip. I woke up instantly. The scary thing was, when I woke up, the back of my head was painful. Just like if someone scratch some sharp thing onto my scalp. Thankfully it doesn't bleed. Dunno what would happened if it did.
Yesterday, suddenly I felt some kind of pressure on my body while I was sleeping. Then, I don't know if this was part of a dream or it really happened, I woke up and I saw a glance of light-weighted dress just flowing above my bed. Then when I pray, I saw another glance of the same dress flowing, getting out of my room. OK, even if that's a dream, It is BEYOND scary!!!! You know what, I don't want to talk about it anymore.. I'm scared. T.T

Secondly,
I'm getting this semi-constant annoyment from a view things at school this week. Most of it came from one particular person that seems just can't leave me alone. I can't really talk about it so I just pray that God would give me strength and patience throughout the whole thing.

And talk about school, I had some funny expirience too today. but I think the highlight was when I was called for the KIR meeting. It was accounting class and the teacher's name is Mrs. Dwi. I kinda noticed from some time ago that she really likes to say my name 'Dwi', not 'Kirana' like I always write on my test sheet. But today is beyond that. When my friend gave her the permission letter, She said with very loud voice, "Kirana! eh, Dwi!!". Her shout was followed by a loud laughter of my classmates. Well, at least they're not laughing because I've done something foolish. :P

Lastly,,
I think I may have found my first chance to have someone. It's been a roller coaster this view days but I think the stakes are high this time. And I feel kinda weird too. Is this how it feels when you know someone you like likes you back?? Well, whatever it is, it is capable of making me constantly smiling at school earlier. Litterally. I tried to cool it of but the grin just bounce back twice as big. God,, please, please, please, make it work this time. X)
But I gotta tell you, even if it's true that he likes me too, I'm gonna use the old 'pull & loose' for a little while. I need to make sure that he really likes me, vice versa. And I think I want to give him a little revenge for a view very annoying things he's ever done to me. Well, he's not doing that intentionally, I suppose. But part of me says that he did. And a trusted source even said that he's not even serious with her all this time!! Imagine all of my wasted time crying over spilt milk that he's with another girl when there's nothing actually happened between them! So, I think to tease him is the most discreet thing to do.
Even so, I think it's still too early to think that. Can't even count how many times I flew to the highest cloud and turned out it's just my overactive imagination. Like they say, The higher you are, the more pain you feel when you fall.

OK then, I think that's it for today. Happy 09.09.09 day, everyone!!!
*btw, I set the clock to post at 09:09 too. lol.

Yours Truly,
K-