A beautiful mess

ari ini gw bolos skul~ wkwkwkwk. tpi bukan bolos jga c.. tepatnya lagi sakit, makanya ga masuk..
cuma setelah gw pikir2 kayaknya mubazir banget gw ga masuk hari ini.. emang c semaleman gw ampir ga bisa tidur gra2 meriang n pagi2nya gw masih panas banget.. tapi mulai jem 1/2 10an gw uda mulai baean.. parah bangettt.. uda ari ini ul kimia, ada psychotest, ada ekskul, truz gw inget ada gru jga yg ngomong ari ini jangan ampe ada yang bolos, cma gw lupa alesannya knpa.. ahh, gw jadi nyesel ga masuk..
gw mulai sakit c sejak kmaren.. kayaknya ketularan radang tenggorokannya agus, gra2 bbrapa hari yg lalu gw dengan konyolnya minta makanan agus yg uda terkontaminasi ama virus/bakteri(yang mana c yg bener?? gw lupa.. wkwkwk, ketauan ni jarang ngedengerin pel bio.. :P) radang tenggorokan.. (peace gus, I'm just saying loh.. bukannya nyalain lu..)
cuma binggungnya, gw makan tuh makanan uda lumayan lama, koq baru sakitnya kemaren siang.. truz gw jadi mikir2 lagi..
ada yang inget ga waktu kita kecil,, kalo kita ditinggal ma org2 yg ngurusin kita (misalnya klo ortu ada tugas diluar kota gtu) kta bsa tba2 sakit n langsung sembuh wkt tuh org balik lagi?
well, kayaknya itu yg kejadian ma gw.. tpi bukan gra2 orang tua.. wkwkwk.. klo kalian uda lebi kenal gw pasti pada tau gw kurang terikat ma mereka.. so I think I would survive if that's the case..
Mmm, gw ga bsa bilang c spa yg ninggalin gw.. trust me, if I do, you guys gonna think I'm even crazier than you think I already am..
well, gw cma bsa blang, I said goodbye to 3 very important pieces of myself.. kalo mo nebak sendiri silahkan deh.. wkwkwk..

duhh, kayaknya skarang gw uda mlai demam lagi deh.. gawattt------

ok deh, buat ngahirin posting ini gw mo masukin lgi 1 lirik lagu yg ketinggalan di posting kmaren.. mnurut gw ni salah satu lagu terindah yang pernah ada.. wkwkwk, agk lebai emang pake kata indah.. tapi beneran deh.. kalian baca liriknya, agk hayatin, download lagunya klo perlu, truz bayangin seseorang yg lu sayang (ga harus gebetan ato pacar.. tapi seseorang yang bener2 berarti buat lu) nyanyiin lagu ini.. X)
and actually this is our song, too.. me and my pieces..

NB: ni lagu bikinan Jason Mraz jga.. Mwahahahahahahaha~~~

Beautiful Mess

You got the best of both worlds; you’re the kind of girl

Who can take down a man and lift him back up again

You are strong but you’re needy.

Humble but you’re greedy

Based on your body language and shoddy cursive

I’ve been reading

Your style is quite selective but your mind is rather reckless

Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is

Hey what a beautiful mess this is

It’s like picking up trash in dresses

It kind of hurts when the kind of words you write

Kind of turn themselves into knives

Don’t mind my nerve you can call it fiction

I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear

Cause here we are, here we are

Although you’re biased I love your advice

Your comebacks they’re quick and probably have to do with your insecurities

There’s no shame in being crazy depending how you take these words

I’m paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging

Its a beautiful mess yes it is

It’s like we’re picking up trash in dresses

It kind of hurts when the kind of words you say

Kind of turn themselves into blades

Kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt

Cause here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, we’re still here…

what a beautiful mess this is

It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

Through timeless words and priceless pictures

We fly like birds not of this earth

Tides they turn and hearts disfigure

But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together

And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts

But it’s nice today, the wait was so worth it

Greatest Songs EVER!!!!

With this posting, I want to give an announcement..

Today's officially my last day of freedom

I celebrated it by going to the mall.. it's kinda fun.. but still, all that I could think of is "ok, this is the freaking last time I'll be able to have fun, the last time I could hang out with my friends outside of school.. you can't mess this up.. you just can't",, and that pretty much messed thing up.
well, at least now I don't have to make promises and than brake them all the time anymore..

but, enough talking about that. Today, I'm going to talk about songs.. I've been thinking about writing about this for quite some times. SO, today I'm going to write about songs that I love to hear. I also recommend the songs to you. trust me, these songs are spectacular.

NB: You will find LOTS of Jason Mraz's songs from the list. I just bought his CD and I LOVE it!!

FIRST SONG: If it kills me
ne lagu yang bikin jason mraz.. wkwkwk. gw baru denger tadi, dan pertama kali gw denger itu, yang gw tangkep dari lagu itu bener2 bikin gw kaget.. liriknya kereeennnn!!!!!!! dan ceritanya kasian.. agak mirip yang gw alamin sekarang. tapi org yg gw demen lum pacaran n gw ga deket ma dy.. untunglah.. cerita di lagu ini terlalu.., menyakitkan.. been there, done that.. anyway, ni liriknya.. walopun liriknya gitu, tapi lagunya ngebeat koq.. tipe lagu kesukaan lu nih, dey!! wekekekekk

If It Kills Me

Hello. Tell me you know. You figured me out.
Something gave it away.
It would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face.
To know that I know that you know now
Baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
You and I why we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend

All I really want to do is Love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been thru
All I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside it keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it Kills Me…

How long can I go on like this wishing to kiss you?
Before I rightly explode
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught - I could be risking it all
Cause maybe there’s a lot that I’ll miss in case I’m wrong

All I really want to do is Love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been thru
All I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside it keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it Kills Me…
If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I’d tell you from the start how I longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I’ve gone and missed my chance again

Chorus

..it might kill me.


SECOND SONG: ALL ABOUT YOU
lagu ini dinyanyiin McFly.. O MY GOSH, ini lagu adalah salah satu lagu paling perfect yang pernah ada!!!! lagunya singkat, jelas, padat, pokoknya kereeennnn!!!!!!!!! apalagi klo yang maenin diaaaaaa~~ keren banget lohhhhhh.. tapi cupu c.. tapi kereeeeennnnnn~ XD
ehm-ehm, anyway.. nih liriknya..

All About You

It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you

Verse 1:Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

Chorus:And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!

(Guitar solo)

Chorus 2:And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)...
It's all about..
You...


THIRD SONG: GEEK IN THE PINK
more Jason Mraz songs~ lol. hmm, soal artinya gw kurang bisa jelasin.. takut malah salah kaprah.. langsung liriknya deh..

Geek In The Pink

Yo, Brotha A to z,
Yo, wussup B,
Yo, What time is it?
Ha-ha, It's laundry day!

(do do do...)
Well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat for the rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it
Well isn't it delicious crazy way that I'm kissin'
This baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
well like the geek in the pink, yeah (geek in the pink)

Well my relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least when i'm talking about it keep a pattern of flattery and
She was starin' through the doorframe,and
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
She'll get by without me if she wants
well, I could be the one to take her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgettin' what you already know
that I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you com....plete them or not

So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip-flops well it don't stop with the light rock
A shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
I could be the one to turn you on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
I'm the geek in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
so i'm the geek ya'll
in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink

FOURTH SONG: TALL DRINK OF WATER
hmm, pasti skarang kalian lagi berpikir.. "Lagu dari planet mana lagi nehh???"
wkwkwk, well, ini lagu berasal dari novel bestseller "The Princess Diaries". Ceritanya, lagu ini dibikin Michael (pacar Mia-->tokoh utama) buat Mia sebagai hadiah valentine pertama mereka. di bukunya, dicritain klo Michael pertamanya agak anti-Valentine, cuma gra2 Mia ngasih hadiah Valentine yang disukain banget ma Michael, doi langsung luluh.. masih anti-Valentine sih.. tapi dy jadi bikin itu lagu, setengah sebagai permintaan maap gra2 hampir ngebikin valentine pertama mereka ancur.. Michael nyanyiin lagu itu malem2, di kamar Mia, dia manjat fire escape dengan gitarnya truz nyanyiin lagu itu.. abis itu dy pulang lagi koq, ga macem2.. hahaha
intinya: Michael Moscovitz romantis bangeeetttttt!!!! kayaknya dy perfect gtu.. yahh, maklum lah, tokoh fiksi.. sayang banget lagu ini ga pernah dijadiin lagu beneran..
well, ini liriknya..

Tall Drink Of Water

Tall drink of water
Can't tell you how much you want her
How long you've tried to stay cool
But she doesn't even see you

Wait for her in the lobby
Your knees are getting wobbly
She glides by in her pink dress
Towers over all the rest
Hands starting to get sweaty
You really think you're ready
To take a little walk over there
Tell her how much you care

What will you say now
Will she make your day now
She looks this way now
Get moving, don't delay ow

You think you're ready for your close-up
But she's not China-doll made up
Or a picture-perfect teacup
She's more real than any girl you've ever seen

You're not gonna make it
But this is it, you just can't fake it
She's the girl who makes your heart sing
means more to you than anything

She's a tall drink of water
Can't say how much you want her
How long you've tried to stay cool
But she doesn't even see you


FIFTH SONG: I'M YOURS
last but not least.. I'm yours.. ok, klo gw ga masukin lagu ini mungkin gw adalah orang paling bego di dunia ini.. hmm, mungkin nanti gw bikin posting lirik2 lagunya Jason Mraz aja kali yaa.. hahaha. pkkny, thumbs up, J.. You Rock!!!
NB: tahukah anda?? semua lagu2 di We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things lirik dan aransemen lagunya dibikin sendiri oleh Jason Mraz~ mank dia yg paling keren..

I'm Yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

He's a freak, he's a genius, he's Jason Mraz!!

OMG, konser Jason Mraz keren bangeeettttt!!!!!!!!!
hmm, skarang gw akn coba sedikit jadi peliput berita.. wkwkwk
gw baru ngantri jem 1/2 6 sore n tempat ngantrinya uda penuh bangeett.. beberapa saat kemudian qta ud dikasi masuk k tempat konser, gw n semua yg ngantri langsung lari begitu dikasih masuk. sayang walopun gw lari gtu gw masih berada di tengah2.. truz qta smua yg ad disitu nunggu jam konser, jm 6.45.. wktu itu lampu di panggung dimatiin, jadi masih gelap banget. selama nunggu itu, gw n cici spupu gw ampir taruhan, gw bilang Mraz bkalan pke fedora, cici gw bilang dy pke topi kupluk. wkwkwkwkwk
anyway, kira2 jem 6.25, para pemusik uda mulai ngecek sound.. bahkan sekilas Jason Mraz jga keluar dan tentu aj langsung disambut sorakan heboh dari qta2, para penonton..
tepat pukul 6.45 (tumben nga ngaret.. haha), lampu nyala n keluar mc.. bis itu ternyata qta disuru nyanyi dulu lagu 'Indonesia Raya' (gubrak moment banget wkt itu.. :P). lalu, keluarlah para pemusik diikuti dengan JASON MRAZ.. XDD tentu semua orang langsung heboh.. (seperti yg gw kira, dy pke fedora.. n kaos, off course.. :P)
konser dimulai ma lagu 'Make It Mine', n qta smua langsung menggila, 1/2 joged sambil nyanyi bareng.. pokoknya heboh banget deh saat itu.. Mas Jason (cieh, ileh, kyk paan aj gw manggilnya.. wakakakkk~) nyanyi banyak banget lagu hitsnya, kayak The Remedy, Wordplay, Bella Luna, n tentu aja I'm Yours.. bis itu dy jga nyanyi Lucky ma seorang cewe, ga tau spa.. mnurut gw ceweny suaranya kurang bagus ahh.. truz abis nyanyi Jason cipika-cipiki tu cewe lgi.. parahh..
selama konser, Jason Mraz jga interaktif banget ma penonton.. dy bilang betapa senengnya dy k Indo n dy ngomong 'terimakasih' buat kehebohan qta nyambut dy muncul..(yg setelah gw pikir2 adlh modal dasar klo mo bikin penonton konser heboh. pasti tanya cra ngomong 'thanks' dgn bahasa ngara itu.. haha). slaen itu, dy jga ngomong 'thanks dgn bahasa prancis.. 'Merci Beaucoup..', katanya.. tpi kykny ga banyak yg ngerti deh.. haha
dan terbukti sudah Jason Mraz seorang freak sejati.. bayangin aj, dy pura2 ngedance walts(ato semacem itu lah.. haha) n maen air saxophone, n pura2 duel ma slah stu pemain saxophonenya.. wkwkwk.. truz dy jga sering banget ganti2 gitar.. dy bawa gitar klo mo konser brapa yaa.. haha
bis itu, wkt uda akhir2, dy bagi2 foto pemain musiknya + fto dy sendiri.. dy lemparin gtu.. n tebak apa lgi yg dy lempar??
yg dia lempar jga adalah anduk yg abis dy pake buat ngelap keringetnya. ckckck, yang dapet jadiin itu harta warisan kali yaa.. pasti diciumin n ga dicuci2.. wakakakkk..
konserny kelar jem 8.15. n mereka mengakhirinya dengan perfect bangeettt.. gw ga bisa deskripsiin dengan kata2 deh.. pokoknya I luph Jason Mraz~~

k, skarang gw mo menceritakan beberapa keresean selama konser..
sekeliling gw terlalu heboh sehingga gw malah ngedenger konser penonton, bukan Jason Mraz.. keki jga gw lma2.. swt.. bis itu kiri gw tdinya sekelompok cewe yg sangat heboh n norak, n salah satunya berusaha nyelak gw dengan cara yg sangat gw benci. tpi bis itu entah knapa sebelah gw jadi ganti 2 orang yg lgi pacaran. itu lebih swt lagi.. yg cowo berusaha gendong yg cewe gra2 yg cewe ga keliatan.. (secara semua penonton jinjit n tu cewe sepundak gw.. ), pertma ceweny ketawa2 c, tpi kykny lma2 dy keki jga ma 'semangat' cowonya ngangkat2 dy.. sukurin luu!! lagi konser pke pacaran.. wkwkwk
slain itu abis konser jga kaki gw uda sekarat n gw harus berusaha keras buat jalan ga pincang..
maklum, ad sum1.. wakakakk.. tpi dy malah ga liat gw.. yg liat gw, dan bahkan nyapa adalahh....


well, segini dlu deh.. uda malem banget n kmaren gw bru tidur jem 12an.. hehe

BRACE myself.. XP

dengan ini gw mo ngasi tau sesuatu..

I'm officially a girl with a braces.. lol

hmm, sepertinya gw kurang memikirkan tindakan2 gw.. alhasil, uda skarang gw poninya rata, gw pke kacamata, pke kawat gigi lgi.. duh, udah jadi geek sejati deh..
dan 1 lgi yg gw baru sadar.. kawat gigi adalah alat penyiksa diri paling efektif yang pernah dibuat sepanjang masa.. XP
tpi gw ga tau jga c, gw anti nntn SAW dkk.. hahaha

intinya gw belom siap mental kaga bisa makaannn!!!!! T.T
emang c gw yg maksa2 bokap gw biar gw cepet2 dipakein kawat. bis klo nga kyk gtu yg ada gw bru pke wkt gw uda kuliah n itu lebih madesu lgi. sekarang aj temen2 gw uda banyak yg copot.. gw uda tau c gigi gw bakalan kayak digebuk ma martil 24/7, tpi gw ga ampe kepikiran cuma buat gigit roti yg uda gw potong kecil aj gigi gw lsg berontak.. huhuuu

tpi lumayan c, gw jadi bayi lagi.. dri kmaren gw cma makan bubur n makanan bayi.. makanan bayi jaman skarang enak2 lohh.. wkwkwk

anyway,, bsk Jason Mraz konser!!!!! XD

duhh, sebenernya mo pulang cepet nih dri skul. kmaren aj antrian buat tiket, tiketnya doank loh, ngantrinya ampe 1km. apalagi wkt konserny nanti? ad yg ngantri dari subuh kali biar bsa yg paling depan.. kn percuma jga uda bayar mahal2 truz malah dapet tempat paling belakang.. apa yang ditonton klo kyk gtu??? tpi wlopun bgtu gw tetep cinta Jason Mraz.. makin ari lagunya makin keren aj.. X) nanti dy nyanyi apa aja yaa~~

ohh, ia.. kmaren cici gw ngasi tugas yg bikin gw shock.. gw disuru ngedesign baju seragam guru buat mitra penabur!! ktanya dripada dy ato atasanny yg ngebikin n hasilnya ga tau jdi apa mending tugasny dy kasi k gw.. gw sendiri skarang masih ga percaya.. gw kn masih SMA, belom dillesin ato semacemny, apa bener klo gw design tu seragam design gw bakal dipake?? klo ampe ia..,, wow. Just, WOW..

whad a long story..

ok, karena kmaren gw uda nyoba mo posting tpi inet gw ngelag gila2an, jdi mo nga mau skarang crita gw numpuk-puk-puk-puk..

btw, gw uda mutusin bwt nulis blog lgi, salah satu alesannya adalah, seperti yg gw uda kira, anya bakalan ngoce2 klo gw kelamaan ga nulis2 lgi. wakakakakk.. lagian istirahatny uda lumayan koq.. skarang gw uda agk baean, tpi makin pusing.. ckckck.. binggung jga gw jadinya..

well, gw mulai aj posting gw dengan nyeritain soal

1 hari sblum lustrum

karena, skul ngerayain lustrum n osis nyuru qta pke bju wrna merah ato pink, gw ma anya ma dea ma nyokap gw berburu baju di mal.. dea langsung nemuin baju di polo, truz gw ma anya masih nyari2.. akhirny gw ktmu baju yg lumayan, nih fotonya..

bis itu, qta balik lgi k polo, soalny anya mutusin bli bju di polo aj.. slama di polo, gw berhasil foto c anya wkt lgi nyoba bju.. nii ftonya..
gaul banget kn mkanya.. wkwkwk.. ^^V
btw, gw mo ngasi tips nii buat OSIS,, gmna klo laen kli kasih aja tema? kn itu lebih general n bisa bikin kreatifitas ank2 k5 berkembang.. lagian kn lucu klo ad yg alesannya sbenernya ga nyambung, tpi dibikin nyambung ma dy.. contohny kyk temen gw wkt mos.. yang disuru adalah kue alat musik tradisional. jawabannya adalah roti gambang dan dia bawa semprong.. mungkin gra2 mirip stik drum kali yaa.. wakakakkk~~

lustrum

besokny, gw berangkat dengan semangat, n sesampenya di skul, gw dikagetkan oleh sesuatu..

baju yang gw beli ad yg make juga!!!!!!

beneran gw shock banget n langsung ganti baju gw.. eh, tpi bukanny gw sengaja bwa 2 baju, tpi tdiny tu baju buat temen gw, cma dia ga jadi minjem.. aguuss,, gw berhutang budi ma luu.. X)

truz, wkt perayaan lustrum, ad kejadian yg bikin gw strez, lalu ad kejadian lain yg bikin gw euforia tba2, truz strez lgi, truz jdi lumayan seneng lgi.. ahh, pkkny uda gila lah gw hari itu..

bedah cumi

ari senen kmaren, qta ad lab bio n qta bedah cumi.. XDDD dri dlu uda memimpi2kan ngebedah2 binatang gtu.. well, singkat crita 1 kelompok disuru mili 1 cumi buat dibedah n kel gw dengan napsunya mili cumi yg paling gendut :P

truz wkt gw mulai ngegunting mantelnya, gw binggung, koq dalem perutnya penuh n putih banget.. kayak ad dagingny gtu. lalu setelah ngegunting mantelny mpe kira2 di tengah2, gw tau knpa u cumi penuh banget.. didalem tuh cumi ad ikan. yaph, IKAN, n ikan itu bukan ikan teri dan kawan2ny.. tuh ikan gedenya hampir sama ama tuh cumi.. spontan gw ma temen sklompok gw tereak2an. secara mulut tuh cumi cma 1/2x kuku kelingking qta, n tenggorokanny setipis benang. gmna caranya tuh ikan bsa masuk di tu cumi gila?? hmm, mungkin itu adalah salah satu misteri yang ga akan terpecahkan.. wkwkwk

"MAK"

di ari yg sama, gw, mungkin untuk yg pertama kali dalam idup gw, ngerumpi a la cewe.. wakakakk

awlny kn agnes ma melinda lgi ngomong2, truz gw nimbrung. jadilah qta akhirnya ngegosip gila2an.. bnran dh, bru pertma kli gw ngegosip mpe tereak2an 'kyaaa~' ato semacem itu lah.. kykny kyaaaa terlalu lebai dri wkt itu.. wakakakk

sekali2 seru jga ngegosip gtu.. saling berbagi pengalaman jga..

ohh, ia, MAK tuh singkatan yg iseng2 dibikin melinda.. Melinda-Agnes-Kirana. haha

Kamp

ari rabu ampe ari ini, gw ikut kamp kepemimpinan.. cape bangeeetttttttt!!!!!!!! T.T

tpi seru c.. n mnurut gw berguna banget bwt gw.. tpi sebelnya hape n semua barang2 elekronik harus dikumpul.. uda ampir gila gw ga denger lagu berhari2..

bis itu, outbondny jga nga kira2.. outbondny tuh ga santai2 kyk outbond2 laenny.. ad games2 yg mengharuskan anggotany buat saling gendong, n bener2 digendong, ampe kira2 1 1/2 meter. jadi yg semuanya harus tabah digendong ama lawan jenisnya.. gila lah pkkny.. n ada lagi 1 games yg nyuruh 3 orang ngangkat sebuah bambu setinggi 1 meteran, truz di itu bambu harus naek 1 orang, truz diangkut ampe finish.. klo yg itu bukan gendong2an lgi.. gw ampe meluk temen gw yg cowo biar gw ga jatoh.. beneran deh, di games2 itu yg nmanya gender uda ga ada.. ckckck

highlight of that moment: dari 4 games, kelompok gw menang telak.. wakakakk.. ga percuma temen2 seklompok gw yg cowo berat2 ngangkatin yg cewe.. kasian jga loh ngeliatnya..

You and I Both(peringatan! dibawah ini adalah salah satu pelampiasan cara pikir gw yang uda gila. kalian boleh bilang gw lebai, kalian boleh bilang gw sinting, kege-eran, ga punya otak,, tapi ini cara pkir gw. lagian gimana cara gw berenti berpikir kyk gni klo gw ga pernah utarain sama skali??)

kmaren gw baru denger lagu dari Jason Mraz ini n gw langsung jatuh cinta pada nada pertama.. XDD

tpi lagu ini jga entah knpa cocok banget ma keadaan gw sekarang..

gw punya temen.. well, kita punya semacem history.. sampe skarang gw masih suka ngerasa dy soulmate gw. dan,, hmph, gw binggung ngejelasinnya..

pkkny, gw bener2 pengen jadi temen dy, tpi kayakny gw satu2nya orang yg garing banget klo ngomong ma dy.. dan, gw ga suka klo gw ngeliat dia demen ma orang laen.. gw bener2 ga suka.. mungkin itu namanya cemburu.. tpi tau ahh..

btw, gw bisa mikir dy soulmate gw gra2 kadang2 qta kyk berasal dari satu otak, satu pikiran.. gw pernah ngerasa gw aj yg lebai, tpi gw uda ngecek.. berkali2 respon kita sama, qta ngomong hal yang sama pada waktu yang sama, sama2 punya nama samaran buat orang2 waktu ngegosip n tu nama ga ad yg kreatif :P.

tpi, tdi gw mikir. kalo bener kita satu pikiran, kalo bener kita punya respon yang sama, pengetahuan yg kurang lebih sama luas-sempitnya,, kalo bener cara dia berpikir sama complicatednya ma gw, artinya dia juga sekarang musingin hal yang sama ama gw..

dia juga sekarang lagi ngehindarin gw, selalu ganti gaya kalo ketauan gaya kita lagi sama, selalu berenti ngomong klo kita lagi ngomong barengan, selalu berusaha meratiin gw, tapi langsung balik badan waktu dia liat gw jga lagi liatin dia, selalu kayak orang sinting yang ngomongin gw tiba2, truz ganti aluan jadi k orang yg dy suka ke temen2nya..

dan dengan keadaan yang sekarang,, dimana dia lgi pdkt ma cewe n gw lagi heboh2nya ama seorang cowo,, mungkin semua ini juga berarti gw harus ngelepasin dia. gw harus biarin dia bahagia. gw harus ngelanjutin hidup gw. mungkin itu juga yang lagi dia pikirin. walopun mungkin yang terbaik adalah sebaliknya..

so, I think it's time for me to bow out gracefully

tapi, gw berharap, dan gw cuma bisa berharap,, semoga gw bisa jadi temen dia.. karena gw tau, gw bisa ngertiin dia.. dan gw tau dia bisa ngertiin gw, lebih dari siapapun..

YOU and I BOTH

by: Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice

I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

And others just read of

Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words

Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards

More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story

More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

And others just dream of

And if you could see me now

Well I'm almost finally out of

I'm finally out of

Finally deedeedeedee

Well I'm almost finally, finally

Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away

Oh just remember the telephone works both ways

And if I never ever hear them ring

If nothing else I'll think the bells inside

Have finally found you someone else and that's okay

Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.

I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede

well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E

Hey, just wanna drop by for a moment 2 say

Happy Valentine's day~

by the way, do you realize yesterday was Friday the 13th?? how did your day go?
well, mine wasn't much of a holiday.. maybe I'll tell it to you when I have a chance..
anyway, I'm still in recovery,, or what ever it's called.. recovery's a pretty big word for my situation now.. :P
Well, it's not really working right now.. In the last view days I felt crazier then I already did. At one point I really think that I've lost my mind completely.. that's one of the reason I'm using english now. It's preventing me to slip something that I don't want to say..

well, since this is valentine's day, I want to write about a poem that I wrote on Tuesday, if I remember correctly.. It was a task that a teacher gave to the class. and I don't know what happened that time, but I wrote the poem amazingly in less then a minute.. lol
So, the task is pretty simple.. we had to wrote a poem, and every line have to start with the letter V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E,
and this is what I wrote..

V ery nervous I can be
A t this time of year.
L ove is in the air.
E verything seems to be falling in place, I know
N othing can go wrong
T oday I'm going to tell you,
I n my heart there's only you.
N ever break my heart, for you're my
E VERYTHING

I'm really proud of the poem, though it still has some flaws.. XD
well, I guess that's all I want to say for now..
wish me luck..
right now,, I can't even understand the way my thoughts work, the way my brain respond to every problem that's been happening in my life, and the way my feelings react to those problems..
I don't know how much longer I can take this..
I really don't know....

NOTICE!!

ehm,, guys..
kayaknya,,, selama beberapa hari ini gw bakalan vakum nulis blog dlu deh..
gw harus ngejernihin pikiran gw dulu..
tadi gw baca blog yg gw baru bikin..
rasanya uda beda banget ama posting2 gw yang sebelumnya, padahal cuma beda beberapa hari..
gw takut.....
........
ahh, sudahlah.. pokoknya gw harus ngontrol dlu pikiran gw sebelum ga ada yang mo baca blog gw lagi (termasuk gw sendiri) gra2 isinya strez smua..
nanti pasti gw nulis lagi koq.. walopun mungkin lama tapi pasti gw nulis lagi..
gw cuma butuh waktu....

well, segini dulu deh..
gud bye for now, blog..
au revoir~