~La Vie Extraordinaire~

Birthday Wish List

2010-05-28T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hmm,, it's almost time for my seventeenth birthday. Lets keep the thank you list part for tomorrow, ok? Now I'm gonna post some of the things I wanted for my birthday present.

Ahh,, I feel like a spoiled brat. For the record I didn't plan this on purpose. I did this because many people asked me what do i want for gifts. And when I say a lot, I mean A LOT. seriously, I haven't been asked by this many people before. Usually only some of my relatives asked me this and I only answer with 'hhahaha.. hmm'.

anyway.. I don't even think the people who asked me even asked other friends for their birthday gifts. Some of them even made a fuss about what to give friends who are closer to them than me. I mean, what is it with me that makes everyone asked me that question? is my face's expression like pleading for gifts? should I be flattered by your sincerity? or should I be insulted because it looks like people judged me as a bad person who only respect people who gift great gifts?

Hmm,, I'm just gonna believe that my friends just really cares about me.. kkkk.. besides, the other alternative is WAY too much imagination..

Alrighty then, let's get down too business..

These are the things I want for my birthday...

I'm gonna start with the things that can't be bought or way too expensive for a gift.. So, no, can't make this your gift.. But it can give you ideas, though..

1. Awesome Bedroom Designer

Ahh,, I wish my room is like this, not a shipwreck like what it looks like now..

2. Designer's marker

I checked. The price for 1 marker is rp. 50.000, 1 set costs rp. 3.560.000. Don't even bother.. :'(

3. ...... :)

Do you remember this? Well, some of you probably recognize this from last year's post. Some even there when this picture is taken. Or maybe you haven't seen this? Well, this is from last year's birthday. All were empty cups of coldstone. Well, cheezy aside, this represent all of you. Please, please, please,, never leave me alone. If you have something you don't like about me, just say it. And don't hold grudge to me. I know I can be an ass sometimes. just stare me down and I'll know I did something wrong. I promise I will be a better friend. Love u guys :)

4. Hmmmm..

I put this in not because I want him or something like that. That's just crazy. And stupid. It's just that he's just too hard to forget I want to cry everytime I think about him. Maybe the gift idea is to find a way for me to completely forget about him. But it's nice to see him on my birthday dinner though.. But I don't even invite him.. Ahh,, this sucks..

OK, move on to the things that can actually be bought now.

1. Non-zipper Hoodie

I actually want this for quite a long time. I mean look at her, she looks cute isn't she? the hoodie in the picture is perfect too.. not to tight, not to baggy.

2. Charm Bracelet

This model is also perfect. some of 'em are small, some are big and three dimentional..

3. Super Show 2 VCD???

Nahh,, leave this for my sister. I'll force her to buy this. kkkkk

4. High Waist Skirt

See the skirt Jessica's wearing?? Mmm,, she the one on the far right, for the people who doesn't know. I've been looking for that exact kind of model from like, forever. I can't seem to find it anywhere.. Seriously, you don't even have to actually give this to me. Just tell me where to buy it, and I'll bought it myself..

4. Harem Pants

I can't really find this model worm by a girl. And I usually don't like harem pants too. The models usually just that drapery-over large kinds and the fabric is all strechy and weird. Or the other model is as if it's just come out of an aladin movie.

Then I saw the pictures above.. The pants are cool, aren't they? the fabric's just like a regular one and it's just bigger on the top. But because it's not the regular model for girl's pants it's probably really hard to find.. So I don't really recommend you to give this to me. But present aside, the person who's wearing it does some really great mix-matching.. Ahh,, eunhyuk oppa,, that's why I'm your fans.. you're so stylish.. X)

OK, that would be all.. By the way if you really want to buy me one of these things please discuss this with other people I invite so you don't buy the same thing or you can buy it together with them..

*ughh, I really feel like a bad person now.. T.T

-k

Traveling 101

2010-03-13T04:14:00.000-08:00

Travel destination: Thailand
Capital city: Bangkok
Seasons: Rainy season, Dry season, Winter
Approximate temperature: 25-33 degree celcius
Currency: Thiland Baht (1 baht= +-rp. 290)
Local time: same with WIB (no time diference)

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Second post to be made on mobile draft. Scared that I forgot everything from the journey.
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Day 1
Arived at Suvarnabhumi Airport at 9 p.m. Arrived at prince palace hotel at 11 p.m. there's prety much nothing to tell. Too tired to do anything. Frustrated because everything on TV were either in Thai language or dubbed into Thai language.
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Day 2
Woke up at 6.30 a.m. breakfast at 7 a.m. left from hotel at 8 a.m. First went to golden budha. It's a statue made from 100% real gold. the weight is 5.5 tons or 5500 kg. a real eye opener.. We went to Wat Arun after that. Just when I got off the bus I found exactly what Yuki wanted. but stupid me didn't buy it besause we were in a hurry. I thought we were gonna go back to the same spot because it was the place that we're being dropped off. Turned out we were picked up on a totally diferent place. Really lost all of my energy to do anything for that moment. Ate a buffet lunch at a nice hotel. Still pretty upset. Then went to Sriracha Tiger Zoo on the way to Pattaya.Watched a crocodile show there. Too affraid to watch the show because people put their heads on crocodille's mouth and stuff. Then watch super cute tiger cub being taken care of by a mommy pig, vice versa. Weird. But surprisingly cute. Then went back to the bus to continue the journey to Pattaya. Arrived at about 5 p.m. Once again searched for yuki's hat. Again, had no luck. There I decided that I WOULD NOT go home without the hat. Then went to Alcazar show to watch the famous Thai sissy. Seriously, they really do more gorgeous than a real female.
To: Dea
If you read this, you're gonna be very pleased to know that one of them dressed as lady GaGa PERFECTLY and I taped him (her?) if you wanna watch it. lol
Sadly my mother started to be irritating (as usual). Suddenly she said 'you see that? they are not real girls but they really wanna be. That's why you have to be thankful that you are a real girl and you have to be succesful. especially on your academics.' Wow, she actually compared me with a half-girl-half-dude. My mother, Ladies and gentlemen.
Anyway, Arrived at the hotel at 9 p.m. Searched once again for yuki's hat. Found one quite far from the hotel. Sis and mom already got mad by that time. Back at the hotel at 10 p.m. Again, Thai language TV programs.
Highlight of the day: After watching crocodille show, suddenly the song Sorry Sorry was played on the speaker. Sang my way out of the building. Then I heard the song again while I was walking pass a bar in Pattaya at night. lol
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Day 3
Woke up at 6. 30. Felt a bit unease. Already got a shock theraphy around 7.40. Lift door suddenly closed while I was between them. Thankfully my reflexes were quite fast and someone pushed the open button so the closed door was opened again. Suddenly remembered a scene from final destination 3. You know, when a woman's head got stuck between a lift and she ended up being beheaded.
Anyway, first stop that day : Honey store. being lectured there for an hour about the good qualities and trivias of bee, honey, bee pollen, and royal jelly. very interesting. Did you know a pure honey forms the shape of its pentagon nest again whenever you put water on it? And bees are the only creature in this world who are backwards regarding who-gives-milk-to-whom. Turns out bee pollen is made from bees' anthenas to be eaten by the queen. And the most shocking trivia I heard is that queen bees are usually as long as 15 centimetres. Imagine you see a bee at the size of your ruler. XP. Oh, and they also sell ice cream mixed with honey there. I tried milk honey flavour. It was super delicious. But weirdly for me, it gives a cheesy-like flavour lingering on my tounge after I finished eating it.
After that we went to thailand culture show and elephant show. All of the elephants were very entertaining. But because I ate a medicine during breakfast, I became very sleepy and slept for a view minutes during the culture show. while standing up. hmm, I'd never been so sleepy that I was able to sleep while standing. lol. After lunch we went to a gem store. It is currently the biggest gem store in the world. After we got of the bus, instead of being lectured with a boring powerpoint presentation, we went into a train to see the explanation. The concept is just like 'the adventure of winnie the pooh' atraction in hongkong disneyland. Well, it's similiar to 'it's a small world' in dufan but WAY cooler. They use robots, lighting effects, projector, laser effects, etc. And they had free bar there. From a nice hot cup of tea to a full glass of beer. We went to dry snack store after that. Had no interest at all. Stayed at bus and read religion school book for the test while listening to songs on mobile. After the bus started moving again, I tried to sleep but couldn't because on of the tour guide started singing (half shrieking, to be honest) and surprisingly the tour party kept asking for more. Well, after I went pass that, we arrived at The Royal Dragon Restaurant, which happens to be the biggest restaurant in the world, with the capacity of 5000 people. The place is HUGE. In the restaurant, we sat next to another tour group. They turned out to be koreans. They were extremely loud. But instead of being irritated, I felf somewhat peaceful. It just felt familiar in this thai-speaking place. We went to Suan Lum Night Market after that. I was quite disappointed with the price and quality of the things. But I did found a giant pocky for 50 baht (+- rp.15.000). Return to Prince Pallace Hotel in bangkok, slept at about 11 p.m.
Highlight of the day: two thumbs up for elephant show. and yesterday I found out that suju's members watched the exact same show when they were in bangkok last december. Kyuhyun even sat on the elephant's trunk and being carried across the field. I don't even know to whom I should be more jealous with, kyuhyun or the elephant. lol
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Day 4
More flexible tour schedule. Usually gathered at bus at 8, that day at 10.30. But because of the demonstration in Bangkok, our route changed. We were supposed to go to MBK mall (which by the way is like heaven for korean singers' fans because it is the source of every kpop merchandise in bangkok) but we went to JJ mall instead. After arrived there, I realized that JJ mal is like glodok, but in lane city(pinggiran kota), not downtown. So it pretty much sucked. I started looking for suju/ shinee's photobook and albums. Sadly, they are none. But I found something extraordinary. In a DVD store I found Suju's first super show concert and their collection of MVs. I was preparing to hear extravagant prices when I heard the sales girl said '200 baht (+-rp. 60.000) each'. I can't stop smiling for 30 minutes after that. Seriously. And it was an original DVD too, imported from china of course. And I also found a shoe store with the price of 100 baht(+- rp. 30.000) for every pair. the models are so cute. But it hurts badly if you wear it for too long though. eh. it's cheap anyway. We had a very early dinner after that. around 4.30 p.m. And there's a funny story while dinner too. I had a friend I've known from a retreat about a year ago. She was my father's friend's daughter. We got along really well but when it's time to say goodbye, I forgot to asked her number or her fs/fb account. And as the time pass by, I also forgot her name. When we're arranging the tour in january, I found out that she will also be joining us in the tour. I tried to remember but I really couldn't remember. I felt really bad and so since the first day of the tour I only smiled at her and greeted her formally everytime we passed by.I knew her name again after a while and I tried to start a conversation with her, but just the general stuff. 'have you eaten?', 'you went shopping?', things like that. In that dinner, we sat in the same table and we finally chatted. But then I was asked with an unexpected question, "I'm sorry, what's your name?" I was like "huh?". Turned out she didn't recognize me all that time because my hair were short last year and I was wearing my glasses. Oh well, we knew both our mistakes now. Oh, her name's Vanessa, by the way. In case I forget again. lol
We went straight to the airport after that. The flight boarded at 8 p.m. And may I tell you that it was the most amazing flight I've ever experience. The cutest boy sat right next to me. And maybe I was delusional but it really seems like he liked me too. View of my friends also said so. But who knows.. I'll probably never meet him again anyway.. I arrived at Soekarno-Hatta at 12 a.m. And 5 minutes after I went in the car, we realized that we had a flat tire. Literally. I've never seen a tire in the bad condition. Thankfully my father was able to fixed it and 15 minutes later we're on the road again. We arrived home savely at around 1.30 a.m. Thank God.
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Alrighty then, I guess that's all. Man, this is a very long post isn't it? Will post again once I have something interesting to tell.. yep, my life is that boring. hmmmm

Roller Coaster Ride

2010-02-12T23:08:00.000-08:00

It's been like a roller coaster to me recently. And I found out about a shocking news yesterday afternoon and I've been in a bad mood since. there's actually so many things I want to say but it's all tangled up in my mind so I don't really know how to spit it out point by point.
umm..
well, school is starting to get nuts due to the final test for 12th grade that's coming up. there's so many assigments but I really don't want to do it. And this time there's nothing pushing me to study harder and be more dilligent. you know how my mother used to say that I'm so lazy and stupid? that really pissed me off and I studied like crazy because I thought if my grede's are up then she would shut up. As you all know I became the 2nd best in the class on the last semester. well,, she shut up about that, all right but what I don't expect is that she starts whinning about something else. Now she is crazy about keeping my grades and making it better if it's possible. And she just found out that in some university the first and second best in school will get a 50% discount for the admission fee. But what I really can't believe is that she actually uses God to make me obey her. She said that in life we have to obey God and making parents happy is one of the things that God says. And if I save up some money for univ it would make her happy. So to sum up if I save up money I am obeying God's word. Seriously I don't even know what's right anymore after hearing that.
umm,, and the thing that really made my mood drop yesterday.. I still can't figure out a way to talk about it yet. And to tell you the truth, I don't want to talk about it. It's been too long since I first talked about it. I just really don't understand why am I so disturbed when I found out. I want this to end. And I thought it HAD end. Maybe that's why I was shocked yesterday. And maybe the other factor is the way I found out. It's as if he wanted to brag about his victory. But not even his world is that perfect. His plan must take a little detour because of an unexpected inccident. Or maybe not so unexpected if what my friend think is true. Well, me and my friend is having a bet about it. I think his plan would ends well and she thinks otherwise. So we're having a bet and the winner is going to be treated. But if I win, I won't claim my reward. If his plans goes well then it would definitely be the end for all of this disaster, and that's all I'm asking for. But then again, maybe I'm too naive. Maybe it will get worse instead. Well, I guess only time will tell..
In the mean time, I guess I should talk about something that makes my mood good too.
Well,, I think a karma caught up with me.
Since the 8th grade, all of my friends became crazy about suju, DBSK, 2PM, BigBang, etc, etc, etc. And since I could remember, I used to mock them ALL THE TIME. I was the girl who instantly shuts up in a conversation when korean popsingers is on the topic. I was the girl who rolls up my eyes everytime I heard someone talk so eagerly about how gorgeous the band members are. And I never been able to distingquish the faces of the singers. They seemed to have the same face to me.
Well,, I think now I become one of them. lol.
My sister went home from work one day and she suddenly listens to a korean song and laughing crazily at a movie she brought home. Turns out she's infected with the Super Junior desease. And it finally caught up with me too. It's just that they're so funny! They're in many shows and it just makes me laugh non stop. litteraly. what I like best are Exploration of Human Body (EHB) and Intimate note. sadly SuJu is having a rough time recently. There're even rumors that they're splitting up. I hope that will never happen. T.T ugh, if I knew I would be like this I would just be their fans years ago. I'm 5 years late, for crying out loud!
mm, OK then, I guess that's all for today. I'm going to my granny's house to celebrate an early chinese new year. And valentine's coming up too (ugh), so I need to buy some chocolate for my friends. This year, to avoid dissapointment from getting less chocolate than I give, I asked my friends to exchange chocolate with me instead. haha, lets find out how that went. ttyl.
k-

Trendsetter

2010-01-26T06:00:00.000-08:00

OK, I think I gain a little more confidence. I actually uploaded my designs to facebook 2 days ago and I got quite many possitive review. and I already put hair on my drawings so I guess it's time to upload the pictures to here too.. ok then, here goes..

awesome isn't it? especially the last one. you know, the funny thing about the last design was that it was supposed to be the back side of the design above it. and I only do a very rough sketch for the figure. But after making the bow and the skirt, I suddenly thought that it was way to good to be a back side of something, so I made a new design instead.

but despite of all of the satisfaction,, I think this would be the last time I upload my drawings on this blog. I just feel that it's too commercial. And it feels like I boast for something I'm don't even really master. And also I made this blog in the first place to show my feelings and emotion that I couldn't tell or show to anyone else. So IF I am ready to be a fashion blogger I will probably make another blog just for that.

And there's actually something I want to tell you about related to this thing. Well, I think we can established that I am a super-sensitive person who can exagerate even the most unimportant thing. SO lets put a pin on it for a minute and pretend that I wasn't exagerating.

the last view days I felt weird. It's like I'm not even me anymore. I've made way more friends in those very short moment. But I realized that I also became easier to be upset with someone and I wasn't as affraid as I used to to show it. And I actually KNOW why am I upset with those people. I realized that I don't like it when people are childish, selfcentered and inconsiderate. And somehow there are A LOT of people with that criteria. Just with different amount of portion and fortunatelly almost all of them are barely noticable. But the problem is the people with the amount of portion that is hardly bearable. Arghh, I don't even know how to explain it. And I can't. Because every now and then people actually read this blog and if the wrong person decided to read my blog in the wrong time that person is going to tell the person I was dying to tell you about. All that I can say is that I hate people who ACT or even BELIEVE that they are kind but actually hurt people. people that IS kind. ughh,, there's just so much I need tell. I guess I just have to get it out another way. ugh, way to have a blog. you know I made this blog because I was a very unimportant person back then and I thought, "sure, I'll just make a blog. Who am I anyway? No one is going to be interested with my blog". Well that just bite me right back, doesn't it? Ugh, I guess I'll just have to move on to the next thing. Well, it's about the title actually. You know, since I was little, I ever dreamt about being a trendsetter. heck, maybe every girl has ever dreamt about it. I mean, I just thought that it would be cool if everyone doing or wearing similiar things because of me. I just never expected that even the tiniest portion of it would be this... iritating. again, stick a pin to my exageration. and again, I can't really tell you what exactly I'm talking about. I guess there's such thing as insecure people. I just need to find another way to get all of this out. maybe I'll just go to the counceling room.

And there's actually something else I need to tell. I failed to join the student commite. again. And it is mainly my fault, really. I wasn't ready. Or I've been asking my information from the wrong person. You know, I just found out today that there was actually a one-year-plan paper for last year's commite. it got all of the information from all of the area. including the area I applied. there were all this programme and even who's in charge of the programme. I wasn't blaming anybody, really. Maybe the paper mustn't be leaked for all of the applients. And the people who got in really deserve it. It just made me think. If I knew about this paper, and it made me a lot more ready to face the interview, would I be the one who got in? I guess I'll never know. And my chances are up too, anyway. So let's just forget about it.

haha, so much for even try to be possitive, aren't I??

a person who's strugling to be the person she want's to be.

K-

Fashion 101

2010-01-24T03:39:00.000-08:00

hi blog.

today I was planing to make this post about fashion. mm,, I'm having second thoughts.

Actually I want to upload my creations from looket and my own drawings. but the drawings are still screwed and need some touch-ups. I guess today I'm just gonna upload my drawing..

aaa,, confident much??!? ugh, I guess I'm not ready to have anything to do with fashion if I don't even have the confidence to upload my own creations. for all of my friends whom already done this kind of stuff before me, or even have already became a fashoin blogger, I salute you. you girls are just awesome for even have the courage to do it. and you guys are really awesome too..

hmph, you know what, never mind. there's a first time for everything, right? this is my style and I like it. the drawings still coming later, though. there's something that doesn't feel right and one of em doesn't even have hairs yet. And who knows, maybe I'll have enough confedence to put on my own photos..

ok, here goes. the pictures position are based on which I made first.

n.b. ignore the names of the issue. I know I do.. lol

n.b. 2 if you read this, please, please, please, comment. I would mean the world to me. well, I may have slightly exagerate about the world part, but you know what I mean...

OK, then, I think that's all for today.. I'll try to give more of this kind of post to this blog.. and this will be the first post since I made this blog to have tags on them. yeeyyyy~ lol, talk about gatting excited about unnessesary things..

TTFN~
K-

condescendingly

2010-01-22T08:25:00.000-08:00

Hi blog.
OK, maybe today's blog post has absolutely nothing to do with the title. but recently I've been crazy about that particular word. I'll tell you why in a moment.
well, this was actually supposed to be posted right after the post before this.. you know, the one which I said would be filled with loads of idiocity? well, late is better than nothing at all, right? lol
Ok, straight to the main point then.. So, whom could it possibly that I'm telling you about if I'm talking about idiocity? well, the real question is, whom else? He's the only one who can make me feel this weird, sensitive, stupid feeling. you're probably tired of keep hearing about him, and believe me, I'm also tired of typing anything else about him. but this time's quite an important term of event and I really need to get it out.
well,, I think I found out something something about him recently. It's like he's subsconciously keep pulling me everytime I tried to forget about him. It's like he pushed me to keep liking him, then marched his love affairs with her in front of my nose. Let to see my became miserable and alone. the same accident involving this topic happened twice. both including the same three parties, and the same stairs. It would be such a long story if I tell both but in an eggshell, I was both smiling at someone in both incident when he suddenly either right in front of me or walking exactly between the both of us. of course both incident ended with me looked like smiling at him. ugh, I just can't describe his face expression. it's like he saw a dead rat all covered with blood and intestants inside out with maggots all over it. and to top all of these things, I actually done a VERY stupid thing at smak 5 cup. so, basicly I was talking -loudly- about him, half saying that I want to talk to him; half just calling him names for ignoring me. then I didn't really remember why I did it but I looked back, and there he was, staring at me. It ruined me pretty badly. I can't sleep for 2 days and I didn't even dare to catch a glance of him for the whole week.
thankfully the moment had passed for it's been 2 weeks since it happened. surprisingly we're back to our staring state. but this time we are more frontal about our stare. and none of us look away. maybe it's because the reason was no longer fascination but hatred and prestige. I just don't know what to do anymore. it's not like I can be with him if I keep this feeling. And even if there's a miracle happened and we are together, it's not like we're gonna last long. he's leaving next year. every possibilities hit a dead end but I just can't completely get him out of my life.
eh. what the heck.

OK, about the title now.. I'm recently crazy about John Mayer. X) I think he's a really good musician. I was listening to one of his song which I rated weird at first but after I know what it's about, it directly became one of my favourite songs. The song entitled 'No Such Thing'. It has a weird begining because the intro was quite mellow and it suddenly turned into an upbeat song. But it what makes it unique I guess. The song is about just taking it easy and not to be a too obidient person. here, I'll just give you the lyrics so you'll know what it's really about.

No Such Thing

by. John Mayer

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me

Condescendingly

Take a seat

Take your life

Plot it out in black and white

Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings

And the drama queens

I'd like to think the best of me

Is still hiding up my sleeve

They love to tell you stay inside the lines

That something's better on the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs

I just found out there's no such thing as the real world

just a lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track

Faded white hats grabbing credits

Maybe transfers

They read all the books but they can't find the answers

And all of our parents

They're getting older

I wonder if they've wished for anything better

While in their memories

Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you stay inside the lines

But something's better on the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs

I just found out there's no such thing as the real world

Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible (x3)As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school

I wanna scream at the top of my lungs

I just found out there's no such thing as the real world

Just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion

I'm gonna bust down the double doors

And when I stand on these tables before you

You will know what all this time was for

So, you see where did I get this "condescendingly" madness? (check the second line) lol

condescedingly means to behave as if you think you are better than everyone else. it's a retty deep word isn't it? what's what I love about american singers. they take their songs seriously.

Ahh, another thing about american greatness. Their TV series. I watched Gossip Girl recently and I think it was just awesome. I know I'm like 2 years late but, again, batter late than never, right? :P

OK, I thnk that's all for today.. I'm really sleepy right now..

X.O.X.O.

K-

travel "around the world"

2010-01-12T04:45:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year!! sorry I'm 12 days late. I was too enjoying the last days of holiday that I don't get a chance to write on blog. I think today I'm gonna need two post to tell about what happened recently. this part one is the happy part. the part where I told the story about my holiday in malaysia.. the second one will be more dreadful, and full of idiocity. well, here goes..

As I may recall, I went to malaysia on the 29th. After I arrived, the tour guide dirrectly assist us to genting highlands. It was one of the most amazing, and the coldest place I've ever visited. Thank goodness I wore my boots with me.. You know, when I first got to malaysia, it was in KL, and it's like 100 degrees in there so I looked like a really stupid country girl or something. But when I got to Genting, I was the only one in my family who doesn't complain about the cold. well, at least not yet. Genting's really suitable to be called highlands. It is litterally above the clouds. you know, I was actually wondering on the plane what it's like to be on the clouds.. After this trip, there's nothing to wonder anymore. I personally felt what it's like to be IN the clouds. nothing's too special, really.. turns out clouds are simillar to fogs in many way.

anyway, I stayed for two days in Genting and I found some fascinating things there. You know there are SO many cute guys there. And there's one that I particularlly like. he's a waiter at a restaurant. And he's definitely my type. tall, good looking, wear glasses, thin, easy-going, and he has this heavy-calming voice. and he's a waiter so he's very skillful. nice too.

well, with all the cute-boys aside, I really enjoyed my time there.. And my cousin introduced me to the most delicious drink in the world. Blended caramel cream from Starbucks.. mmm...

and I also took some picture and somehow they don't look like malaysia much. It's like I traveled around the world.. lol

Oh, and I also expirienced, maybe one of the dullest new year's in my life. it started out great, really.. me, my sis, and two of my cousin went to a cafe and ordered some drinks. there's even a bit riot because we thougth we were locked in a mall (it was 10.30 and there were nobody else there). But then we found an exit and we laughed in releave. But at about 11.30 we were bored and a bit disturbed by the situation there. in the place the so-called DJ only played up-beat songs like I gotta feeling and boom boom pow and played it over and over again.. Please, even I can do better than that! So we decided to go back to the hotel room and watch the fireworks from my cousin's room because her room got the twin towers view. The plan was actually to celebrate new year together but somehow our parents stayed on the lobby. So, there we are.. three girls who watched fireworks from a hotel room. Try to lightened up the mood by drinking from alchohol glass (it was filled with mineral water.. =P). The fireworks beautiful though..

I also bought a view things on the trip. I buy a new purse, a jeans vest by mango, a t-shirt from esprit, and a very cute velvet bag.

hmm,, I guess that's all I wanna talked about for now.. the second part's coming tomorrow.

night.

This Year's Last Posting. Happy Christmas!

2009-12-27T08:33:00.000-08:00

Hi blog. It's me again. Before I start talking about something else, I just wanna say
HAPPY CHRISTMAS!! GBU all~ X)
sorry I was late to tell this. but anyway, don't you think it's a bit weird that I typed 'happy' instead of 'merry'? well, if you don't know it yet, people from USA said merry and british people said happy. But I didn't typed 'happy' because I wanna follow the british culture (though british english is very unique and the accent is unbelievebly sexy. lol). I just think that happy is a more sutable word to be paired with christmas. when I hear the word 'merry', I think about party, gathering of people. It describes a situation where there's a lot of celebration. I'm not here to preach you or anything, and I'm not saying that celebration is a bad thing, but please! that's completely contast with the origin of christmas itself! what about people that is fighting to survived on the streets? what about people who can't even say to their children that they don't have anymore money to buy food? can they say 'merry'? so I think 'happy' is the right word to say.. and that's what christmas is about. christmas is about the birth of our savior, Jesus Christ. And even if you got a whole bunch of troubles, you can still feel the joy that it brings.
OK, I guess that's all about christmas.. man, what got into me, until I can write all of this. haha
Moving to the next highlight then..
You know, this post is a new inovation for me. This is the first post that was written first on my mobile phone then copied to the web on computer. Why, you asked, did I do such useless thing? Well, that's because I have a weirder sleeping disorder lately. I rarely sleep at night now. Not because I don't want to, but because I'm having such weird dreams, they make me fell so uncomfortable while I sleep. I ended up waking up for several times during the nights. You know that feeling when you're sleeping but it's like your mind is still running so you got the feeling that you're still awake? Yeah, that's what I feel every night. EVERY NIGHT. It really sucks, because now I live like bats. I wake up at nights and sleep at afternoons. I hope this would all just stop. Maybe I should eat some sleeping pills or something..
By the way, I tried to go on detox yesterday. It got screwed up big time. rofl =P. Well,, it actually started of great. I woke up at 11 so I don't have to eat breakfast, then my mother give me some steamed carrot for me to eat. At first I really like the carrots. I felt sweet. But after half of it, I started to hate the taste. It's really really weird. But I ate three quarters anyway. then my mother gave me the biggest fuji apple I've ever seen. And I don't know if it's breaking the rule or not, but I also drink a glass of cold milk too. The first drop of the milk is like seeing an oasis in the desert. haha, OK, maybe I exagerated, but it really does taste good. After that I decided to go for a nap. I woke up about 3 hours later and I really felt sick at that time. my throat is sore, my lips are dry, and my stomach kinda hurt. After about 30 minutes, of struggling, I just lost it. I ran to my mother's room to grab korean instant noodles and cooked it right away. After I finnished eating it, I saw that my father is eating gado-gado and tahu telor. So I just dig in to that too.. To sum up, my detox was a complete failure. lol.
By the way, I think this would be the last post for the year.. I'm going to malaysia on the 29th and will be returned on january the 2nd. Thank you for listening to me fussing and whinning for this whole year. I hope you can deal with me again next year. lol.
I guess I'll be off now. starting to get sleepy. nighty-night my sweet blog.. ^^

N.B. my mother just barge in to my room. I thought she was just checking if I'm already asleep, but then she went into my sister's room. Thank God I need to pee suddenly(my room doesn't have restroom so I have to go to my sis's), coz when I got to the room, my mother just flip out and trying to hide something from me. I didn't see it, but I got a very strong feeling when I see the color and how small the thing my mother took. She directly got out from my sister's room, still trying to hide it, and I followed her. She got to her room and tried to closed the door, but I just pushed the damn thing open and I took it from my mother's hands. It was my sister's cell phone.
me and my sister's SO CALLED mother is trying to read every sms and calls from my sister's phone. How snoopy is that??!? ->(snoopy as in 'kepo' in indonesian, not snoopy the dog. =P)
After I got the phone I ran to my room and locked the door immediately because my mother's chasing me.
Now I remembered she and my sister had a big fight about a month ago because my sister saw two missed calls on 4 a.m.(!!!) from her cell to the stupid ridiculous guy that my mother tries to set her up with. My sister clearly said that she doesn't like him from the very begining. And he doesn't seem to be intrested too with my sister (besides the fact that he told his parents that he like my sister. or does his parents tries to set him up too?? ugh, I don't care which, both just make his parents stupid and ridiculous too). At first my mother lied to save her ass. But, as always, her stories changed everytime she tells it and she finally confessed that she "accidentally" called him. twice.
So this means tonight is not the first time my mother stole my sister's cell. and to think that it happened since about a month ago. Seriously, WHAT IS HER PROBLEM??!? She doesn't have the right to do that, even if she's our mother. HUMAN NEEDS PRIVACY. She always meddle on everthing (and by everything, I mean, EVERYTHING) in our live but this is completely over the line.
hmm, I think I'm going to have a new phobia if this keeps on.. Right now I'm already terrified that I'm gonna go through the exact same thing when I'm 22 or so and don't have a boyfriend. But, I already decide that if it does happen, I'm gonna move out immediately. I will be working by then and I can take my own steps. Or maybe I'll be working on other country coz all my dad talks about now is sending me off to aussie for univ.. One way or another, I will not just stand by if I'm treated like how my sister is treated now.
OK, I think I'm too excited to write about this.. It was supposed to be a note and it's probably longer that the actual post. maybe I should rethink on when I could use the term 'N.B.' on this blog..
alrighty then, this time's for real. I'm off now. But I don't think I'll be sleeping a view moments after this. my mother's still checking every now and then if I'm asleep yet so she can continue.. ugh, I don't even know what it's called.

you know what, this is just to much for me. I need some sleep.
bye.
muachh
-k ^^

A letter for my brother

2009-12-13T08:03:00.000-08:00

Dear brother,
I wish you were here. Today is a very special day. Today is the day of my baptism confirmation. Today I renewed my oath that I will only serve God, and God only.. I was so scared.
I wish you were here, so you're the one whom accompanied me to church and help me practice to say what to say correctly.
I wish you were here, so you could say that I have to calm down, that there's nothing to be afraid of.
I wish you were here, so you could hold my hand when I almost cried because I was so overwhelmed.
I wish you were here, so I wouldn't feel so alone on the ceremony.
I wish you were here, so you could watch me and my friends sing our hearts out as a gift to God.
I wish you were here, so you could just walk towards me and smile nonchalantly when the ceremony's finished to hug and congratulate me.
I wish you were here, so we could take a picture together after the ceremony.
I wish you were here, so we could eat and laugh together with our whole family at our home.
I wish you were here, so you would backed me up and calmed me down when one of the peeps upset me.
I wish you were here, and you would remember to turn the timer on my air conditioner's so I wouldn't feel scorching and went to our parents' room to cool down.
I wish you were here, so you could watch movies with me earlier.

I really wish you were here...
But you're not.
'cause you don't even exist...

So I'm just gonna petend that you are here. I'm gonna pretend that you're with me the whole time today. I'm gonna pretend that you were at the church too, and you smiled at me everytime I turned back. and I'm gonna pretend that I didn't cried because I wish you were there.
And I'm gonna pretend that you are here, right here, right now. And you are asking why am I taking so long with the computer. Then you realize that I'm writing on my blog and tries see what's it about. And you're so excited-and a bit proud-when you know that you're the one I writes about. You try to type something too but I just push you with my elbow then I pout and tell you to just sit properly. And now you hug me and smile as I type this. And you said that it's late and I really need some sleep. And you wanna know something? I think I'm gonna follow your advice.

Sweat dreams,

your little sister

P.S. you are punished because you're such a busy-body, wanting to know what's on my post. So you'll have to accompany me to sleep. And you can't fall asleep until I do. So you have to try and make me fall asleep before you sleep yourself. What? you're asking me how?? I don't know. maybe tell bedtime stories and sing lullaby to me? Or maybe just hug me and say that you will always be with me even after I fall asleep, and still be here for me when I wake up. That's enough for me. In fact, that's more than enough. That is all that matters...

sleeping disorder=great instinct?

2009-12-08T21:51:00.000-08:00

hi. really in the mood for blogging recently.. lol
I'm doing quite well on the final test until now and there's some highlight that I wanna share.. First is about my sleeps. well,, you can't really say it's a sleeping disorder. it's just a sleeping problem that always occur around tests weeks like now.. It actually started because of my laziness. I always wait until about 11 o'clock at night to study and I always end up falling asleep at about 1 o'clock in the morning and I only study about one fifth of the materials. I know it's stupid, but I keep doing it anyway. It's like my brain refuse to be filled with anything until night time. so I'm trying to make things right today or I'm gonna be sick because I don't get any proper sleep this week. So I'm gonna try to finish this post quickly and have a nice nap. X)

There's actualy something that I really need to tell.. you know, I think my instinct became extremely sharp recently.. I had this crazy expiriences regarding this subject. The first time happened while I was doing history test. The teacher gave us fill in the blanks question and I don't know one of the answers. The question asked about the name of the agreement which said portuguese must go to the north and spain got the south. I completely forgot to study that part so I really got no clue about the answer. So I just thought of cool and elegant name for the agreement like "victoria" or "rose". But while I was thinking about the made-up name,, there was this voice suddenly in my head saying "saragosa.. the answer is saragosa..". I was like 'what? isn't saragosa one of a name from WW1 or something?' but that voice keep saying "it's saragosa.. just answer it.. you don't know the answer, do you? and you know all the names you're making is not the right answer. why don't you give it a shot? if you're being persistent and the answer is saragosa, you're gonna regret it big time..". And so I answered "Saragosa Agreement". I checked the answer as soon as I finished doing the test. And guess what?? The answer IS the saragosa agreement. I'm still a bit shock until right now about it.. how could I think of the name saragosa? I clearly remember that I didn't get to that part because I fell asleep. Is it possible that my subconsciousness woke up and study while I was sleeping?? That's wayyy freaky.. So I guess I'm just gonna think of it as a miracle from God.. X)
The second expirience was almost the same with the first. But it was on geography test and I forgot the term of a bump in the ocean that was made due of a volcano eruption. I already write 'child of a volcano' on the paper when the same thing happened again.. the voice said "Atol.. the term's Atol..". But somehow I didn't believe it (my consciousness?) and just go with my own answer.. But again, when I checked, the answer's "Atol".. oh well..

Oh,, and there's also something a bit stupid happened yesterday.. I was just going downstairs with my friends when I saw O was chatting with his friends. then I reallized that he cut his cool hair! that hair was one of the reason I had a crush on him and he cut it! bummer. but on the bright side I guess it would be easier to forget him.. Anyway,, I told my friends and they wanna look too.. And as they were looking, U came down.. with her. I guess it's really on again with them.. 'twas suck seeing them laughing together like that. ohh,, I don't know..
erhm,, anyway.. U was coming down and I spontaniously shouted (well, not very loud of course.. and it was time to go home, so it was a noisy place) "you see??? he's not that cute anymore because of his new haircut..". U turned his head to me almost dirrectly after I said that, but I don't really know if he heard me or not.. But because of his sudden movement and he was standing right next to me when that happened, my face turned all red, and it's my friends' turn to shout. They said "Your face is red!!", and this time, He definitely turned his head to me.. I don't really know what to react to the occation. What does he think about that? Does he think that I still have feelings for him or does he think that I already find someone else? I think it's pretty clear that he's now return to chasing her.. but somehow I feel that he's still on a crossroad, just like me.. But with him leaving the school next year to follow his brother's footsteps (stinkin' footsteps.. why can't he erase his footsteps so U can't see it? Why can't U MAKE his own steps??? stupid brothers..), I know I really need a closure right away. But I really don't want one.. hmphh.. He really is the greatest puzzle I've ever met.

OK I guess that all for today.. I'm really really really really sleepy right now..
wish me luck on having a great nap X). bubye~

tests are here

2009-12-05T05:44:00.000-08:00

hi. it's been a long time..
haven't written a post in a while.. haven't written it in english in a longer time..
the final tests are here already.. man, time goes by so fast, doesn't it?
many things had happened recently.. you know, both SMILE and DIRECTOR are finished.. both of 'em are school events which I organised with my friends.. SMILE is school's sport league and DIRECTOR is teachers' day. All of us had our ups and downs but it all ended awesome. And there're also much drama for director.. you know, with the prelonged final test and all.. And there's also a huge fight with the junior high school teachers minutes before the show begins.. It was soooo intense. You see, the teachers' day was supposed to be held on tuesday, but due of the prelonged test, it was postponed to thursday.. Turned out the junior high had a religious service before director started and our decoration seemed to be 'in the way'. you know, although the auditorium looked a bit empty because not many decoration was put, but some of us worked until almost midnight at the auditorium!!! seriously! anywho,, one of the teacher from junior high (sapto!) started to tie our very-fragile black drapes and moving things up without telling any of the comittee. when we asked what was he doing, he started yelling at us and blaming us.. He said if we want to get the students out fast then all of the decoration must be put aside becouse they were in the way.. one of my friend was being persistent that the equipments couldn't be moved just like that and both of them ended up fighting.. then my friend ot really angry and said that today we were celebrating teachers' day so how could we respect him if he's acting like that. Then the teacher-which already turn around-go back and pull my friend's shirt while shouting 'you wanna fight??!?' thennn,, he kick my friend.. on the crotch.. after that all of us which earlier was still startled with the arguement started to move. the junior's teachers' calmed him and all of us calmed my friend.. After that three of the teachers talked t o us.. well, I thought they wanna apologize for his rude behavior but they just wanna scold us some more.. one of the teacher who talked a lot even pry up the school's motto for this year, being humble, and said that we were lack of it because we didn't know better that the teacher's short temperred and chalenged him instead. That's right, WE were blamed because HE kicked our friend. I mean, what kind of teacher is that?? first they didn't even say anything when one of their colleague clearly said and done something rude to a student, then they blamed us for what happened with many absurd excuses! AND THEY DIDN'T EVEN APOLOGIZE AT ALL!!! They want their students be hitmans or something??? WHAT HAPPENED TO MY BELOVED JUNIOR HIGH???
Anyway, we told what happened to a teacher immediately and this case is gonna be proccessed. well,, despite of the huge fight,, the event's pretty much a success.. It got screwed up in the begining a bit though,, but it ended well.. And we didn't even rehearsed.. so the whole event was done spontaniously. lol

Lately I'm being more confused than usual.. My eyes also got wilder and stared every potentially cute guys around me. Well,, I guess my story between me and him has definitely gone to the dumpster.. He won't even looked at me anymore.. I thought I'd forget him too.. But somehow yesterday I dreamt that he found someone else, and I woke up crying.. What happened to me?? I don't think my heart still beating fast when he's around but why did I cry at the thought of him being with someone else?
I'm also being more and more short-temperred recently.. I also critic everything. And by everything, I mean EVERYTHING. But mainly other people's behaviour. I've began to feel that all of my friends have drifted away, sick of my bad behavior.. I'm scared.. But I'm also confused. If they won't accept me and my weakness, why should I even try accept theirs? But if I don't try, they will be ruder and ruder, and I will have worse attitude.. and it goes over and over like that until somebody confront me and nobody wants to be my friend anymore.. *sigh* high school is hard isn't it?

Well,, I guess that all for today.. I've commited to study a bit for monday's test.. and they are also assignment that was supposed to be due on friday.. oh well..

Bonne nuit.
-K

my super-valuable bag is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-24T06:09:00.000-08:00

I've lost my favourite little bag.. T.T
actually I lost it yesterday, but I just noticed an hour ago..
my first hyphothesis is that I accidentally dropped it on the street. yesterday my mother was angry as usual and scold me in the car. the only thing I could only think about is to get out of the car immidiately and when I got the chance, I just got out hastily without double-checked my belongings..
the second is the bag got missplaced somewhere in the house.. I got my mobile which I put on the bag so there's no way I left it at school..
the third hyphothesis is that somebody stole it..
I think the first hyphothesis is the most likely to happened.. the second is the most ussual and possible one but I've search, like everywhere and I found nothing.. And I don't wanna accused anybody by believing the third..
But either way,, it's still gone.. T.T
btw, you know why's that my favourite bag?? because every valuable thing that I've got are in there.. my eyedrops, my hair chopstick, my braces rubber,, and most importantly, my HEADPHONES!!!! what can I do without them??? T.T
I've shoutouted,, tweeted,, said it on my personal message,, and now I'm posting it.. Guys, please help me pray so I can found it,, or give me the willingness to let go if it's really gone..
GOD, helpppppppp.. >.<

mainly just topics..

2009-11-20T04:41:00.000-08:00

ahhhh,, udah tralu banyak yang mo gw critain.. bingung gw.. T.T
ok, gw mulai dari bulan lalu.. (jau amat ya.. --")
jadi bulan lalu tuh ada acara 'I am Straight'. .....
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ahh,, males gw ceritanya.. pokoknya intinya dekornya keren, tapi acaranya ga nyambung ama judulnya.

ok, topik kedua.. sekitar bulan lalu juga..
mati lampu.. duhh, males juga ceritanya.. pokoknya intinya gw kesel gara2 panas di skul dan ketika mo ngadem di rumah lampunya mati juga. akhirnya gw sekeluarga makan di BK di mal gading.

topik ke3..
gw bikin kari jepang. gagal. nyokap ngamuk2 waktu ngajarin gw bikin.. akhirnya blok karinya gosong sebagian.. tapi lumayan lah..

topik ke4..

gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren gameboy keren

bingung gw ada orang sekeren itu di dunia.. wkwkwk...

topik ke5..
gw benci dia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maunya apa c?? kalo misalnya ga suka yaudah c!!!!!!! ga usah rese!!!!!! ahhhhh,, kenapa harus dia???!?? T.T

Topik ke6
I love english. more than bahasa, maybe. you know, I think it's kinda my thing. I mean seriously, what else have I got?? It never lets me down when it comes to having good score. I will not let it be taken away from me.

Topik ke7
musim ujan tiba.. dinginnnnnn.. >.<>
Topik ke8 2 hari lalu gw upload foto2 SMILE. gw kira bakalan kayak uploadan gw yang sebelumnya, tapi kali ini responnya beda banget. banyak yang komen2 dan ngetag-in temen2nya. dan ada 4 orang yang jadiin foto gw profile picture fbnya. X) bangga banget gw. ini enaknya jadi pubdok.. wkkwkwk topik ke9.. gw emang ditakdirkan ga punya temen ato gimana c?? dari semua orang yang gw kenal,, yang bener2 deket ma gw bisa diitung ama jari.. apa kepribadian gw sejelek itu ya? dan kayaknya semakin keras gw mencoba buat ngapus semua kejelekan gw semua orang malah makin benci gw.. duhh,, mo gimana lagi coba.. kalo gw gini terus gue bisa gila.. entah kenapa sanguin gw jalan banget kalo soal bertemen.. gw strez kalo ada orang ngomongin sesuatu di sebelah gw tapi gw ga diajak.. gw ngerasa sendirian kalo orang2 disekitar gw seru2an dan gw ga bareng mereka.. gw ngerasa dikucilin kalo pada ngelakuin sesuatu dan gw ga diajak.. terlalu banyak hal yang bikin gw gila, dan tindakan gw untuk mempertahankan kewarasan gw malah membuat suatu masalah baru yang bisa bikin gw gila juga.. gue rada budek kalo denger sesuatu karena gw selalu pake headphone dengan volume penuh buat netralisir suara nyokap ngomel2 2 jem buat hal yang ga penting. gue jarang bisa jawab sesuatu dengan yakin karena gw takut disalah2in kalo gw salah jawab sesuatu. gue pelupa karena kalo gw inget semuanya, yang gw inget pasti yang jelek2 dan itu cuma akan bikin gw nangis terus2an. gue seleboran karena gw selalu kecewa sama hasil kerja gw yang menurut gw jelek. gue udah cape kecewa ama diri gw sendiri. gue suka kepo karena gw takut kalo ngeliat orang2 ngomongin sesuatu tanpa gw. gw takut gw bukan bagian dari orang2 itu. gw takut gw yang mereka omongin.. gw takut.. gue terlalu sering ngomongin cowo padahal cuma muter2 disitu doang karena gw udah ga tau lagi apa yang bisa nyelametin gw dari kegilaan ini.. entah kenapa gw masih berharap nanti gw akan ketemu seseorang yang ada disisi gw. gw yakin orang itu akan bikin gw lupa ama semua ketakutan gw, semua kesendirian gw. dan orang itu akan terus ngedorong gw sampe gw jadi orang yang lebih baik.. So, buat semua yang baca ini dan lu ngerasa ada sesuatu dalam diri gw yang bikin lu kesel, please, kasih gw kesempatan. kalo emang parah, bilang aja ke gw.. mungkin gw akan berontak, ato lebih ekstrimnya nangis, tapi gw tau itu demi kebaikan gw. udah ahh, kapan2 nulis lagi.. kalo gw bisa buka blogspot di hape gw bakal post lebih sering. wish me luck..
k-

Happy Halloween!!

2009-10-31T09:16:00.000-07:00

Happy Halloween guys!!
Actually I wanna give a very long post but it's really late so I guess I just post it tomorrow..
Bonne nuit.
K-

Photos from Safari Park

2009-10-31T07:17:00.000-07:00

Well without any further ado (due to the very long postponement time :P) here's the photos from Safari Park~ this is the hall where the shows happened.. those dots under the roof are people..

and that's just the right wing of the hall, people..

in front of the haunted house building..

BIRD ARIAVY & BABY ZOO

The famous Bird of Paradise.. But I must say I'm a little dissapointed.. I though it would be bigger.. oh, well

the bird that helps marlin finds nemo.. called pelican if I'm not mistaken..

the bird with a big beak.. I forgot the name..

Flaminggos~

Lion Cub!! XD

Jaguar and some India guy..

Bengal Tiger

White Bengal Tiger. It's asleep.. XD

So there you have it.. lol

PYPL

2009-10-19T04:47:00.000-07:00

sori dah lama ga nulis blog.. truz foto2 yg di taman safari ada di post abis ini koq.. hehe..
mm, mungkin highlight baru2 ini PYPL kli yaa.. ok, gw mulai dri perjalanan kesana..
skul nyuruh kita buat dateng jem 6, ato ga kita ditinggal.. tapi nyatanya waktu anak2 laen udah pda masuk kita belom pergi tuh.. --" sebenernya gw udah rada ngeri c,, bayangin aja, ransel gw termasuk yang paling gede se-gelombang.. gw bingung ada yg bsa bwa tas kecil banget.. kita dikasi makan pagi hokben, jadi yang belom pergi n baca ini mending ga usah sarapan deh.. anyway, abis sarapan dkk kita disuru masuk tronton.. dan disinilah kegilaan dimulai.. semua orang langsung shock ngeliat kecilnya tronton yang disiapin.. buat 20 orang aja kayaknya udah empet2an gtu duduknya.. ini kita ber38.. tadinya kita udah strez gtu deh, cuma akhirnya semua yang cewe duduk n yang cowo berdiri selama perjalanan.. Nah, waktu udah mulai jalan, dimulailah kegilaan kedua.. gw kan masuk duluan (biar dapet tempat duduk gtu.. haha) jdi dapet tempat duduknya didepan gtu.. Nah, ternyata dy duduk pas dibagian belakang tronton klaz dy.. dan tronton dy pas didepan tronton gw.. wkwkwk. dimulai deh liat2an gw ma dy.. kayaknya kita berdua berpikir "klo gw ngeliat kearah dia kan belom tentu dy kira gw beneran ngeliatin dy". jadi selama perjalanan tuh gw ampe kenyang ngeliatin dy dan dy jga ngeliatin ke gw terus.. wkwkwk..
Nyampe2 di d' jungle agricon, trontonnya tba2 brenti di plang selamat dateng n kita disuruh keluar semua.. bis itu kita langsung dibagi ke kelompok2 sama dikasih peta abis itu disuruh jalan lagi.. jalannya cape bangeeetttt!!! jadi kayak tanjakan ekstrim gtu.. kelompok gw nyasar lgi.. pkknya sampe2 ke tempat tujuan badan gw udah sakit semua deh.. Nah, bis itu kita disuru pilih tenda, istirahat bentar bis itu ngikutin 2 sesi.. hmm, gw c kurang suka ama pembicaranya.. cma lumayan lah.. nah,, selama sesi, tiba2 tuh ujan gedeeee,, banget.. yah, nga ampe badai gtu c, cuma petirnya lumayan bikin merinding. nah, kita langsung berspekulasi kan.. soloingnya jadi nga yaa.. ada yang langsung berdoa biar ga jadi sekalian, ada yang malah berdoa biar ujannya cepetan berenti biar bisa soloing.. klo gw pribadi sebenernya pengen banget soloing c, cuma kalo udah ujan gtu gw jadi rada males. kan tanah jdi becek dkk.. jadi dilema gtu deh gw.. wkwk. Nah, akhirnya, kaka2 bina warga mutusin kita masak masal dulu di tenda utama abis itu baru soloing.. yepp, kita bener2 kayak bikin dapur masal gtu disana.. tpi jadi enak c, bisa ngobrol2 bareng temen, bantuin dan dibantuin masak,, bahkan bisa ketawa bareng waktu ada yang bikin apinya nyala kayak tungku bara api gtu.. cuma tuh yang gw bingung, koq gw waktu nyiapn pertama kali cepet banget yaa? jdi tuh waktu gw udah kelar n gw bediri, yang laen masih sibuk2 sendiri gtu.. cuma akhirnya parafim gw mati n gw harus nyalain ulang c.. dan setelah itu mati lagi, mati lagi, dan mati lagi.. waktu entah usaha gw buat nyalain yang keberapa, gw udah kesel banget sampe2 parafim yang masih panas langsung gw pegang n gw bakar lgi.. akhirnya jempol gw melepuh deh.. wkwkwk. cuma akhirnya tungku gw nyala c berkat temen gw yang bikin api kayak api unggun itu c.. soalnya gw peratiin yang apinya terus nyala tuh yang apinya keliatan dipermukaan rantang.. mm, nasinya jadinya enak c, cuma entah kenapa walopun gw belom kenyang tpi gw udah enek gtu..
nah, abis bikin dapur masal, mulai deh soloingnya kita.. kelompok gw tuh kloter kedua.. cuma gra2 ujan lagi, kaka2 BW ga berani nempatin kita jauh2.. jadilah kita Rame-ing.. wkwkwk. banyak temen2 gw yang ngomel2 c gra2 mereka ga ngerasain soloing yang sebenernya, cuma gw rasa2in aj tuh.. karena gw adalah orang terakhir dalam kelompok gw yang didrop, gw jdi dapet sampahnya gtu.. walopun belakang bivak gw rame n kita2 10m dari bivak gw ada temen gw, tpi kalo udah masuk bivak, kiri gw tuh utan, kanan gw tuh utan.. ngeri banget gw.. T.T
Truz waktu udah brapa lama di bivak tiba2 gw menggigil gtu lagi.. tadinya gw masih bisa nahan.. soalnya pertama cuma dikaki doank.. tapi abis itu ngejalar terus ampe 1 badan gw udah ga bisa berenti gemeter.. gw udah mulai pertimbangin buat niup peluit c, cuma gw takut kedingingan gw dibilang ga penting truz gw ditinggal lagi.. cuma setelah beberapa lama, gemeteran gw udah ga bisa ditahan n gw udah mo nangis gara2 gemeter gw itu, jadi gw beraniin diri niup peluit.. truz kn gw disamperin n gw bilang klo gw ga tahan dingin banget. akhirnya gw dievakuasi gtu.. selama bivak gw diberesin, yang evakuasi gw nyadar klo gw cma pke 1 sarung tangan, truz dy suruh gw pke dua2nya.. mampus gw.. sebenernya itu sarung gw bawa buat masak, cuma gra2 dingin banget akhirnya gw pke itu.. cuma akhirnya gw ngaku c.. dan ketawalah kaka pembimbing gw.. yepp, ditengah gw lgi gemeteran gila2an (yang setelah dievakuasi gw baru tau klo nmanya hipotermia) kakanya bisa2nya ketawain gw.. malu banget deh gw pkknya.. Singkat cerita, gw diselametin truz dirawat truz disuruh balik lagi ke tenda gede.. (yang ngomong2 kayaknya semua anaknya ditarik gra2 gw ma temen gw hipoterm deh).
Besoknya diadakanlah outbond. game pertama tuh game enggrang gtu.. jdi kita dikasih enggrang yang tingginya 3 meteran, truz kita disuru lomba.. our team rocked it. maklum lah, temen2 setim gw banyak yang jago OR n koordinasi gtu, jadi kita cukup sukses lah..
Game kedua judulnya escape from alcatraz.. keren abis loh namanya.. cuma gamenya bikin kesel ahh.. jdi ada bambu2 kecil ama 2 balok panjang. kita harus lewatin bambu pertama ampe bambu terakhir pke balok itu.. sayangnya waktu kita udah tau caranya waktunya abis.. yasuw lah..
Game ke3, Crossing over. Jdi ada 2 mangkok kobokan, 4 bambu sepanjang tangan, trek, ama ember diujung trek.. kita disuruh isi ember yg diujung trek dengan syarat ga ada yang boleh nyentuh trek. tadinya gw usul buat bikin bangku pke itu 4 bambu, cuma akhirnya bambu yang dipake cuma 2.. tau ga c? kita tuh berhasil penuhin ember cepet banget.. akhirnya kaka2 BW nya challenge kita.. embernya dikosongin lgi dan kita ulang dengan cara yang mereka mau.. cuma kalo kita menang lagi, kita dapet bonus 20. akhirnya kita setuju. ternyata yang mereka mau tuh kita bikin jembatan pke bambu itu. jembatan berjalan.. tadinya kita lancar2 aja c, cuma terjadi setidaknya 3 kecelakaan, akhirnya kita kalah deh..
Game keempat gw lupa namanya dan gw bener2 benci game yang ini. jadi ada pipa yang dipasang lurus kira2 3 meter dri tanah. truz ada ember 1 meter disebelah itu pipa. ada 9 ember kecil n 1 ember gede. kita dikasih 2 tali rafia ama 4 pipa, dan kita harus isi semua ember yang ada.. kelompok gw payah di yang ini.. sebenernya pertama kali kita coba cara kita udah bener, cuma gra2 kita ga mo basah2an jadi kita kalah telak. dan orang2 BW jga nyemangatin kita dengan cara yang kurang bener. mreka malah banding2in kita ama kelompok lawan.. yaia lah kita langsung kesel n mogok kerja.. cuma gw tba2 inget c klo kita tuh camp cuma dinilai soloing ama outbond.. klo outbond kita kayak gtu mo jadi apa coba nilainya??? jadi gw bujuk temen2 kelompok gw.. kita ga harus ngerahin semua tenaga kita,, kita ga harus ngejar tim lawan, asal keliatan kerja aja.. akhirnya kita kerja lagi c, tp ttep aja kelar2 kita diomelin..
Truz 2 game terakhir berhubungan dengan ketinggian.. gw ga ush cerita ahh, bete banget. sebenernya pengen ikut, cuma keadaan tidak memungkinkan.. huhh..
Nah kelar outbond kita langsung beres2 truz pulang deh.. sebelum itu ada debreifing c.. jdi ngebahas soloing n outbond.. truz kaka pembimbing gw kebetulan yg mimpin debriefing dan dia dengan tenangnya nyebut2 gw hipotermia, bahkan pke nyontoh2in lemesnya gw waktu niup peluit.. 1 tenda langsung ngeliat gw semua yee.. (thanks ka.. --")
pulang2 di tronton gw udah ga kuat ngobrol lama2. walopun gw ga bsa tidur gra2 supir2 tronton ngobrol lewat klakson.. (kode morse kali yaa?)
truz nyampe2 di skul jem 1/2 9an.. pulang2 gw langsung keramas. sebeneranya abis itu masih pengen ngerjain hal laen c, cuma gw ketiduran..
truz hailnya sekarang tangan ama muka gw item gtu deh.. kulit kepala gw kebakar matahari lgi.. aneh2 aj y..

duhh, sebenernya masih banyak yang pengen gw ceritain.. tpi gw udah cape banget.. udah malem lgi.. ahh, upload ftonya jga ngaret lgi deh.. T.T

One of the greatest day of my life

2009-10-11T01:01:00.000-07:00

mmm, udah brapa lama yaa gw nga ngeblog?? gila nih. uda strez banget gw. biasa lah.. kebiasaan buruk gw muncul lagi. tiap ari tugas ditumpuk, minggu ini n minggu lalu tuh deadline semua tugasnya. udah kelabakan banget gw.. truz besok juga banyak tugas c.. cuma bener2 lgi ga mood gw.
hmm, kmaren2 ada kejadian seru apa yaa.. udah lupa semua lagi.. gw cerita oal kemaren aja deh..
gini, kmaren tuh gw sekeluarga pergi ke taman safari. acara brg2 temen kerja bokap gw gtu lah.. ktanya c 4 taun skali.. banyak banget loh pesertanya.. cuma seharusnya kmaren kn gw ngurusin SMILE. Gw nga enak jga c tba2 ninggalin gtu aja. gw koornya lgi.. cuma gw udah didaftarin bokap gw dri bulan maret kmaren c.. klo dibatalin jga harus bayar denda gtu.. jdi sori yaa temen2 panitia.. >.<
gw tuh pegi dari rumah jem 7. nyampe2 jem 9 di taman safari.. entah kenapa waktu masuk pintu yang gading gajah itu gw langsung degdegan gtu.. yah, trakhir kli gw ke taman safari kan 10 taun yang lalu.. disitu dulu ada binatang apa aja gw udah lupa.. pkknya dlu yg gw inget pengalaman umur 5 taun ato sekitarnya. jdi mobil gw waktu lgi dikandang singa tba2 dicegat gtu ma singa 3 biji.. akhirnya mobil gw dianterin ma penjaga kandangnya. wkwkwk
aniwey, karena nyokap gw lebai tiba2 n ga mau duduk didepan (kenapa coba???) jdi gw yg pindah didepan. gila gw kmaren kayak orang norak banget y.. setiap binatang yang gw liat pasti gw foto. abis gw bener2 nga nyangka semua binatang yang biasanya cuma gw liat gambarnya di inet tiba2 cuma beda beberapa jengkal ma gw. (khususnya binatang llama yang nyium2 kaca jendela gw beberapa kali.. gigi2nya tonggos2 gtu.. wkwk)
Selesai muter2, dimulai deh acara kebersamaannya. tempatnya bener2 padet banget!! pkknya denger2 ada 22 bus ato gimana gtu. anywho, namanya jga taman safari, jadi shownya pasti ada binatangnya lah yaa.. gw bener2 salut loh ama mereka. dari gajah, tikus, kucing, bebek, orang utan, ampe kuda bisa mereka latih. pkknya lucu banget deh.. truz mreka kreatif jga, jdi ceritanya kayak lgi camping gtu kn, truz tba2 salah satu pemainnya tereak ketemu uler, truz ulernya dilemparin ke penonton. dilemparinnya ke arah gw lagi. gila langsung pada ngacir semuanya. tpi ternyata yg dilempar cuma boneka gtu.. wkwk.
abis liat show pertama, qta semua makan siang. pilihannya ada 3, SFC (safari fried chicken. yang FYI tulisannya sama persis kayak KFC cuma K-nya diganti S), Mie ayam jamur, n Nasi Padang. gw c tadinya pengen SFC, cuma gra2 antriannya panjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaang banget, akhirnya gw makan mie. Abis makan siang acara bebas. Karena gw sebelumnya udah ngebooking gw mo ke Baby Zoo, jdi 1 keluarga langsung tancep ke sana. gila, didalem situ bener2 keren banget!!! pertama2 ada bird ariavy. semua burungnya bener2 dilepas kayak dihabitat aslinya. bahkan kira2 3x ada burung yang terbang pas diatas gw. kepakan sayapnya berasa gtu.. truz ada burung cendrawasih lagi.. XD gila, mank keren banget tuh burung. nah, setelah jalan ditrek gtu, ketemu deh tempat yang udah jadi impian gw sejak kecil. gw ketemu ma anak singa!!! XDD beneran deh mereka tuh lucu banget. ada dua gtu, lgi maen2 ama pel. truz udah gtu ada macan tutul, ada harimau sumatera, ata white bengal tiger. dan mereka semua ga terpisah kaca ama gw. yang misahin cuma pager setinggi paha. Gw udah ngebet banget foto bareng tuh kemaren.. cuma bokap gw ga ngasih.. T.T kayaknya bokap gw pernah liat ada orang dicakar macan, jdi dy parno gtu deh.. padahal orang sebelum gw foto bareng n tangannya udah dijilat2in ma macan tutulnya gtu, tpi ga digigit koq.. T.T
Keluar2 dri baby zoo, (gw masih dalem keadaan ngambek) qta muter2 lgi. nonton tiger n lion show, ke primate house.. dan selama perjalanan tuh gw ga berenti makan. bis kesel banget c.. anak singa udah didepan mata, ehh, ga boleh foto..
Acara trakhir qta tuh nonton cowboy show. Gila, itu A-Must-Watch banget!! Pemainnya all out banget. bahkan ada yang rela kelelep di aer ampe 7 menitan (pasti ada oksigen masknya c.. tpi kn dingin) buat ngedukung cerita. truz efek ledakannya juga banyak banget. truz mereka juga jailin penonton gtu. jdi yang adegan orang kelelep itu, kan berantem dulu dideket aer. nah tempat aernya itu pas didepan penonton. truz waktu mereka erantem aernya sengaja diciprat2in gtu. langsung basah kuyup lah orang2 dibarisan paling depan. truz mreka jga pke trik lempar binatang2an.. tapi kali ini tikus maenan yang dilempar.. wkwkwk.
Selain itu, efek yang hebat lgi tuh panah2 yang bisa keluar2 sendiri, truz waktu tembak2an tuh ada darah yang muncrat beneran. tpi jdi agak fulgar c buat ditonton anak2.

Qta turun dari sfari jem 4an.. selama perjalanan kn gw ketiduran.. Truz bangun2 lgi tuh udah gelap gtu.. gw kira udah mo nyampe kan.. nga taunya tuh masih dicisarua! kayaknya selama gw tidur jalannya ditutup gtu. pkknya qta baru nyampe ke gadink buat makan malem tuh jem 8an..

Nah, waktu makan malem tuh ada kejadian yang bikin shocking banget. duh, pkknya bener2 gak bisa diungkapin dengan kata2 deh. tapi tuh yang bikin gw bingung reaksi gw ama itu kejadian. bukannya gw panik ato gimana, tapi gw malah tenang2 aja. ahh,, pkknya kejadian kemaren malem bener2 unforgetable deh.. X)

hmm, segini aja deh cerita gw. hari ini ga ada kejadian seru. cuma ada beberapa kejadian ngeselin.
nanti yaa foto2 di safarinya gw upload..
bubye.

Giving up before fighting

2009-10-02T05:39:00.000-07:00

Who said giving up before fighting is stupid?? Well, I think the people who said that are stupid. They should've been being me, then I'm 100% sure they would change their mind.
Well, let me start by telling you about today.
Today is the day UNESCO gonna decide is batik the original culture of Indonesia. So everyone was told to wear batik. I was freaking out yesterday because every batik shirt that I have need a belt. But after a while I decided to wear my purple batik blouse. But the bluose was very-very-very big, although the size was 'S'. When I reached school, I was told that the belt was really weird and kinda over-dressed. So one of my friend help me to tie the end of the blouse so it's not so big. But at the first recess, some of my friends told me that the tied-blouse looked silly and they told me just to put on the belt. So I did. When I get to class after recess, it was english and my teacher said that the belt made me look like a karate-girl. She told me to put it off or just wore it on my hip. So I asked to go to the bathroom because I already made a little mass and some of particular people was watching with a glare. But then I decided to just wore the belt. At the second recess, more people commented. Some love the belt; some loathe it. At the third recess, I forgot the details but I was furious because EVERYONE were commenting on my belt. So I just take the damn thing off and I shouted at everyone who dared to comment on my blouse and/or the belt.
Oh, and at the second recess I was told that from the long holiday he's still having he's thinking about me for three days. The earliest was yesterday evening. On the bright side, at least he IS actually thinking about me on his very exciting holiday. But I was also informed that the chances for us to be together are 50:50. It seems that the reason of his happiness at the 4 last day of school was because he got a chance to be close with a girl. And my informer doesn't know who that girl was. 50% chance it was me, 50% chance that he recently likes someone else.
My head says that I shouldn't believe in chances. Having that material in school really open my eyes. My heart says..,, I don't know.. It's really beaten up and half of it already agree with my head. Half of it just wanted to wait and hope for the best. But there's when another problem appear. I'm affraid, terrified actually, that he's gonna let me down like everyone else if I keep liking him. I just couldn't bear it anymore. But I also no longer have the ability to forget about him. Since I used all of my strength to forget him the first time, and he manage to pull himself back into my mind. So I can't do it all over anymore. I just can't..

So back to the first paragraph of this post, is giving up really stupid? Even if I haven't made a real move, What if I just just couldn't hold the pain?
The real question for my problem is which is worst? The pain of waiting for someone to love you back or the pain of trying to forget someone you really cares about??

*btw, there's actually more I want to tell today.. but I forgot what else when I'm halfway writing this post.. oh, well..

holiday is over. :) :(

2009-09-28T06:22:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari terakhir libuuurrrr
hmm, sebenernya gw pengen nulis blog selama libur c.. Cma tuh kmaren keluarga gw (baca: bokap, cici, n cici sepupu gw) tiba2 terobsesi ma game Zuma yg ada di kompi gw. Jdi wkt gw mo bka facebook jga mreka tungguin. Kn ga mungkin dunk gw nulis blog didepan mereka.
Duh, selama liburan gw kurang enjoy nih.. Yep, gra2 spa lgi. Gila y, tuh orang kayaknya uda sukses banget bikin gw gila. selama liburan tuh gw mikirin diaaa,, mulu.. hikz. Gw tkut klo misalnya sebelum liburan dy tuh mank uda pnya sedikit perasaan k gw, liburan yg cukup panjang ini bakalan bikin itu semua ilang. Truz dy balik ngejar2 gebetannya yg lma deh.. jah.
Tpi gw uda dinasehatin jga c ma beberapa orang. Klo misalnya dy mank lupain gw ya biarin aja lah. artinya mank ga jodoh. yahh, tpi kn nyesek di gw jga. bayangin aja, gw udah hampir berhasil lupain dy, gw udah hampir demen ma orang lain, ehh, dianya malah narik gw lgi. sekarang gmna coba? gw bener2 udah jatoh ditangan dy. lagi liburan, bukannya dinikmatin, malah gw abisin bwt mikirin dy.
Tapi, walopun dy ga lupain gw selama liburan ini, ada hal laen yang harus gw pikirin. belakangan ini gw ngerasa ada di dunia yang beda ma dy. yahh, mank uda lama banget c sejak qta terakhir kali ngomong. Tpi belakangan ini makin kerasa aja. Gw ngerasa nga nyambung banget ma temen2 sekitar dia. kayaknya mank mereka kurang suka ma gw deh. Trus, dlu tuh gw berpikir klo dia tuh selama ini cuma nutupin diri dia yang sesungguhnya ke mereka. Gw masih nganggep dia kayak dlu.. kayak waktu SMP. waktu kita berdua masih sama2 berjuang buat diterima. Tapi gimana kalo dia bener2 udah berubah? Gimana kalo dia sekarang bener2 udah jadi salah satu dari mereka? apa gw masih suka ma dy klo kayak gtu?? hmm, mungkin itu gw pikirin nanti. kalo gw udah berkomunikasi lgi ma dy. Kalo juga dapet kesempatan. Kalo engga,, yahh..

huaahh,, tugas gw numpuk nih!! dan hebatnya yang numpuk tuh banyakan bukan tugas pelajaran.
gw harus ngerjain layout buletin.
gw harus bikin KIR.
gw harus bikin poster seni rupa.
harus beresin kamar,
harus beresin lemari..
duh, gimana yaa..

eia.. truz gw lum sempet ke mangdu lgi. hikz2. untung selama di bandung gw beli beberapa barang. Gw udah beli kardigan tangan panjang warna item, tube top, legging panjang, n kaos yg tangannya lebar bahan stengah transparan yang kayaknya lgi ngetrend. Dan gw beli semua oitu kurang dri 300 rbu. gw bener2 shock banget kemaren. Udah biasa belanja di mal yang harga termurahnya 100 rbu c.. kmaren wkt gw liat kardigan yg gw beli harganya cma 89rbu n tube topnya cuma 55rbu, hampir khilaf gw. wkwkwk. ahh, pkknya gw kmaren puas banget belanja. ketemu banyak FO bagus pula. sebenernya awal2nya gra2 go girl tuh. kn gw liat di salah satu artikelnya ada kafe yang kayaknya keren banget. Nmanya Nanny's Pavillion. jdi gw bilang ke bokap gw, gw mo kesana. Nah, gra2 macet banget, jdi gw parkir rada jauh dari tempatnya. dalem perjalanan, cici gw yang udah ngebet ke FO langsung masuk aj ke FO terdekat. nmanya Clover. Di FO itu gw temuin tube top n kardigan gw. Kelar2 gw belanja di Clover, qta langsung jalan ke kafe. Nyampe2, kafenya rame bangeeettt!!! padahal bukan jem makan tuh waktu itu. Akhirnya gw diajakin muter dlu di tempat itu. ternyata Nanny's Pavillion itu cma di berandanya doank. Dalemnya tuh FO. namanya Black Market. Isinya lebih ikutin trend c. N kyknya lbih high fashion jga. tapi harganya mank lebih mahal c.

Huahh,, udahan dulu deh. uda ngantuk gw. tugas belom ada yg gw kerjain lgi. mampus dah..

libur libur libur

2009-09-20T08:42:00.000-07:00

libur lebaran telah tibaaa.. mmm, sebenernya udah tiba beberapa ari c.. cm blom mood nulis di blog. wkwkwk. setelah beberapa ari kayak orang ga ada kerjaan di skul akhirnya libur jga.. gila y, kayaknya kelas gw tuh mank uda ga niat skul banget. aura2 males udah menjalar ampe ke guru2nya. yahh, pkknya menurut gw skul n ga skul hampir ga ada bedanya.. gw bosen gilaa.. tpi gw ga tau c, lebih bosen di skul dan ga ngapa2in ato di rumah dan ngapa2in. kontras abis ma anak ipa yang bener2 seneng waktu libur ini. ato jangan2 ank ips yg laen jga seneng?? berarti gw donk yg ga normal???? ahhhh, pusing banget gw. gw ada pe-er apa aja yaa? koq kayaknya ga ada gru yg ngasi pe-er yaa? ato jangan2 ada??

oh ia, gw cerita dlu deh hari2 terakhir gw sebelum libur lebaran. jadi tuh ari kamis gw ampir ga belajar gtu. nyesel jga gw bwa bku banyak2. hampir ga ada yang kepake. soalnya 2 jem pertama grunya hampir ga ngajar dan selama 4 jp berikutnya gw dipanggil rapat. dan 2 jp terakhir lab ing yg bisa dibilang jga ga belajar.

ngomong2 soal rapat, gw mo ngelapor jga soal rapat ROOF yang baru. sekarang namanya uda diganti. jadi DIRECTOR. Dedication of Our Teachers. hmm,, cuma gw yg ngerasa ato emank namanya maksa ga c?? gw kaget loh waktu tiba2 angketnya uda dibagiin. bukannya hal sepenting itu harus dirapatin dulu yaa? truz gw rada keki jga waktu rapat. mmm, mungkin sebaiknya gw ga cerita disini. pkknya gw jdi ngerasa ga enjoy banget deh ikut panitia itu. padahal gw dlu excited banget waktu ditawarin. ROOF taun lalu tuh keren banget. acara itu adalah salah satu acara yang bikin gw berniat buat jadi panitia. gw mau ikut ambil bagian waktu bikin acara sekeren itu.. gw ga nyangka waktu gw uda masuk panitia, ga taunya... ahhh, sudahlah.. mungkin ini jga ngelatih kesabaran gw. gw berdoa aj supaya acaranya bisa sekeren, ato bahkan lebih keren dari taun lalu.

berhubung soal yg diatas jga,, mm, kayaknya gw bakalan ngelamar jdi osis lgi deh taun ini.. masih belom pasti c, gw masih harus liat nilai gw dlu. gw jga harus liat dengan jadwal kepanitiaan gw sekarang, gw masih bisa ngatur waktu ga antara belajar, bersosialisasi, have fun, ngerjain tugas... tapi kalo gw udah mutusin mo ngelamar lgi, yang pasti taun ini gw ga akan dengan begonya salah milih bidang. XP

duhh,, tau ga c,, gw lgi strez banget nih. kayaknya gw mulai ngerasain hal2 yg kayaknya uda lama banget ga gw rasain.. kangeeeennnnnnnn... T.T kayaknya tuh orang bener2 udah berhasil bikin jantung gw idup lgi deh. gw bahkan udah bisa milah2 perasaan gw. seneng, kangen, cemburu.. dlu yang gw rasain cuma sakit. bahkan waktu seharusnya gw seneng, yang gw rasain cuma sakit..

ohh, truz gw jga uda mulai berani liat dia lohh.. wkwkwk. kan tdinya klo dia lgi liatin gw, gw ga berani liat balik. malah akhirnya gw melakukan banyak tindakan bego n konyol. cma sekarang gw uda berani lah lirik2 balik. cma dianya berani banget nihh.. klo gw liatin balik, bukannya dy lsg ngelengos malah dy liatin gw terus.. aaaaaa~~

tpi gw ga tau deh. gw bingung. gw masih ga percaya klo dy sekarang jga ngasih perhatian lebih k gw. apa cuma sampe situ hubungan gw ma dy? cuma sampe perhatian yang sedikit lebih dari orang2 laen? apa ampe lulus gw cuma liat2an terus ama dy? sebenernya sekarang dy tuh kayak gmna c k gw?? dy lgi mikirin gw ga ya sekarang?? dia kangen jga ga ya ama gw???? huaaaaa.. pusinnggggg...

hmmm, sekarang lgu Shy That Way lgi cocok banget nih ma gw..

you know you're stunning, you're absolutely stunning

and I'm running, always running

and now I'm crying and only because I'm caring

and if you were more daring, maybe you stop staring

and come over and talk to me

tell me about how you've been waiting so patiently

and how you tried and I just turned away and I say

yeah, well you know, I'm shy that way...

duhh, kapan gw bisa ngomong lagi ama dy??? huhhhh..

eia. gw lgi ga enak banget nih ma bokap gw. mm, bukan ga enak jga c, mungkin overwhelmed with graditude. kn kmaren gw mo ngestok soft lens gw. berhubung mata gw lgi bengkak banget uda 3 hri ini ga tau kenapa, nyokap gw minta gw beli soft lens yg kualitasnya paling bagus. truz dikasi lah gw merek fresh look. gw kira harganya ga jauh beda lah ma X2 yg biasa gw beli. ga taunya harganya 150 rbu 1 box. parah banget. X2 aja 175 rbu buat 2 box. jadi ada 2 pasang. dan 1 pasangnya bisa dipake 3 bulan. klo fresh look. uda 1 box 150 rbu, 1 pasangnya cma bisa dipake 1 bulan!!!!! parahhh.. truz bokap gw iya2 aja lagi. jdi 300 rbu dy keluarin bwt beli soft lens gw doank. T.T

truz malemnya di hari yang sama, kan gw bis makan diluar, truz didepan restorannya tuh ada stand majalah gtu. kn belakangan ini gw mank sering ngoceh2 soal majalah go girl. nah, waktu di stand itu gw ngeliat majalahnya. waktu gw lgi pegang, ehh tiba2 bokap gw langsung ngebayarin tuh majalah.

yaampunnnnn.. gw jdi ngerasa jdi anak ga berbakti banget. kan itu jga bkan yg pertma kli bokap gw berkorban bwt gw. ngorbanin duit, tenaga, pikiran. truz gw uda ngapain buat orang tua gw?? yang ada malah bikin mereka kesel. ahh, mank anak yang payah nih gw. pkknya gw udah bertekad mo berubah mulai sekarang. X)

eniwei, by the way, busway,, besok gw keluar kota lohh.. wkwkwk. semoga gw ga kebosenan.

ok, bwt ngahirin posting ini, gw mo ngomongin sesuatu. tau Darla di Finding Nemo n Boo di Monster Inc. ga?? cma gw yg otaknya aneh ato mank c darla tuh versi lebih tua n jeleknya boo ga c? ckckck.

Darla

Boo

Eh, ga mirip yaa? ahh, tau ahh. otak gw lgi panas kli.. wkwkwk

au revoir~

Boys vs. Girls

2009-09-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hari ini gw mo ngebahas sesuatu yang agak menarik. Hmm, mungkin ga terlalu banyak yang bsa gw tulis, tapi dripda gw gatel mo nulis ttg ini terus.. wkwkwk.
Hari ini gw mo nulis ttg perbedaan pikiran cowo dan cewe.. bukan hal yg asing lgi c.. tpi gra2 gw bru ngalamin jga beberapa kejadian, jadi gw tba2 mood tulis deh.. Mmm, gra2 yg gw tulisin bukan dri gw doank, jadi gw jga tulisin sumberny y..

Dari Majalah & Buku..
1. Kalo bilang "Capek"
Artinya bwt cewe: -gw ngantuk. mo tidur.
-gw bosen/uda ga kuat ama keadaan yang sekarang
Kalo bwt cowo: gw mo istirahat

2. soal istirahat

cewe: tidur

cowo: melakukan tindakan yang bikin seger. biasanya ga ngegerakin otot banyak2. tapi bukan tidur.

3. Kalo cowo bilang iya, artinya iya.
Kalo cewe bilang iya, artinya engga.

4. Soal ke WC
Cowo: emang pengen nyetor
Cewe: mau curhat, mau ngaca, mau ngobrol, mau ciprat-cipratan aer,,, dll, dkk, dsb. ohh, dan mungkin mo nyetor jga..

5. Cowo cuma bisa ngelakuin 1 hal di satu waktu. jadi nga ada tuh istilah sambil menyelam minum aer buat mereka. lagi makan ya makan. lagi nonton ya nonton.
Cewe bisa manicure-an sambil nonton TV sambil telpun2an sambil dengerin lagu sambil makan pada waktu yang bersamaan. yang ini udah terbukti ma gw.. wkwkwk

6. Cowo: kalo ditanya tiba2 "kiri ato kanan?!?!!" mereka bisa jawab dengan cepet.
Cewe kalo ditanya pertanyaan yg sama di situasi yang sama harus mikir dulu... dan setelah mikir jga mungkin masih kebalik.. :P

OK, berikutnya mao kasih tau beberapa hal juga...

yg pertma dri miss Nidya.
Cowo tuh suka ngomong ceplas-ceplos n bertindak semaunya. Lama2 kn cewenya ngambek kan.. terus, waktu cowonya sadar n minta maap n cewenya ga mo maapin (gengsi tuhh. wkwk), pasti malah gantian cowonya yang ngambek.. wkwkwk

kedua dari pengalaman gw ma temen gereja gw. dan ini cukup bikin shocking
gw mulai dari cerita dulu deh, baru kesimpulan.

minggu lalu gw disuru jadi usher di gereja bareng temen2 gw. Kn ada yg cowo ada yang cewe tuhh.. Nah, temen gw yg cewe abis di kasi hair remover gtu kakinya, truz waktu kita lagi ngomongin soal itu, tiba2 temen gw yg cowo nimbrung..
Ce: eh, gw bru ksi hair remover loh ke kaki gw
Gw: oya?? ehh.. alus banget jadinya..
Ce: yupp
Co: ihh, bukannya kayak gtu sakit y??
Ce: nga koq, hair removernya ga sakit sama skali. kayak lotion gtu bentuknya..
Co: ngapain c lu ngilang2in gituan?
Ce: kan biar aluuusss..
Co: hah?? buat apaan coba??? (mukanya bener2 bingung n agak shock)
Gw: Mmm,, susah dijelasin lah ke lu.. masalah cewe..
Co: Ohh, yaudah..*senyum* (tampang masih bingung tapi setidaknya udah agak ngerti..)
(30 menit kemudian, yg usher harus bagi2in kertas n pensil. gw lagi nyariin temen gw yang cewe yg tiba2 ilang)
Gw: duh, dia mana c?
Co: tadi kayaknya gw liat dy ke WC deh
Gw: ohh, bentar gw cari.
(gw jalan, truz wktu uda mo sampe WC ketemu ma temen gw yg cewe. tadinya dia pake celana, balik2 pke rok.)
Gw: ehh, uda yuu, qta harus naek.
(balik ke tempat cowo tadi)
Co: dihh, tadi kan lu pke celana, koq tba2 ganti rok c?
Gw: yaiya lah, kan mo muter2 diatas.
Co: ...... Ohh... (kayaknya temen gw uda belajar dari pengalaman pertama. wkwkwk)

Eniwei, inti pengalaman gw adalah....
Cowo tuh BENER2 ga peduli sama penampilan detailnya cewe.
Jadi kalo misalnya diajak ngedate ma cowo, jangan abisin waktu buat nentuin mau pke gelang biru ato gelang ijo, sepatu yg polkadot putih ato garis2, parfum peach ato stroberi, dll, dkk, dsb. cape ati banget ga c klo kejadiannya kayak diatas?? udah kitanya bisa telat, diomelin, ga dipuji2 pula. Asal pake baju maching n cocok bwt suasana pasti dibilang cantik koq.

Ahh, udah deh. capeeee.. belom bikin buletin lagi. mati dah gw..

wit luv,
k-

HAPPY 09.09.09 DAY!!!!!

2009-09-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

OK, today's really a MUST blogging momment. ironicly this implicitely say that I think today's more important than the independence day that I forgot completely. (not the day, just to post on that day. you know, celebrating and congratulating and stuff..)
well, there are actually some things I need to update.
firstly,, I've been having some bad dreams recently.
Two days ago, I dreamt that I was kidnapped by some kind of vampire or something like that. The dream happened in some kind of old church in england. Also, I think my hair was pale blonde at that dream. So I don't think I'm being me there. Anyway, while I was kidnapped, the vampire (who has a very sharp and pointy nails, by the way) touched the back of my head and made a motion as if he was brushing my hair. After a while, my head in that dream started to hurt and blood started to drip. I woke up instantly. The scary thing was, when I woke up, the back of my head was painful. Just like if someone scratch some sharp thing onto my scalp. Thankfully it doesn't bleed. Dunno what would happened if it did.
Yesterday, suddenly I felt some kind of pressure on my body while I was sleeping. Then, I don't know if this was part of a dream or it really happened, I woke up and I saw a glance of light-weighted dress just flowing above my bed. Then when I pray, I saw another glance of the same dress flowing, getting out of my room. OK, even if that's a dream, It is BEYOND scary!!!! You know what, I don't want to talk about it anymore.. I'm scared. T.T

Secondly,
I'm getting this semi-constant annoyment from a view things at school this week. Most of it came from one particular person that seems just can't leave me alone. I can't really talk about it so I just pray that God would give me strength and patience throughout the whole thing.

And talk about school, I had some funny expirience too today. but I think the highlight was when I was called for the KIR meeting. It was accounting class and the teacher's name is Mrs. Dwi. I kinda noticed from some time ago that she really likes to say my name 'Dwi', not 'Kirana' like I always write on my test sheet. But today is beyond that. When my friend gave her the permission letter, She said with very loud voice, "Kirana! eh, Dwi!!". Her shout was followed by a loud laughter of my classmates. Well, at least they're not laughing because I've done something foolish. :P

Lastly,,
I think I may have found my first chance to have someone. It's been a roller coaster this view days but I think the stakes are high this time. And I feel kinda weird too. Is this how it feels when you know someone you like likes you back?? Well, whatever it is, it is capable of making me constantly smiling at school earlier. Litterally. I tried to cool it of but the grin just bounce back twice as big. God,, please, please, please, make it work this time. X)
But I gotta tell you, even if it's true that he likes me too, I'm gonna use the old 'pull & loose' for a little while. I need to make sure that he really likes me, vice versa. And I think I want to give him a little revenge for a view very annoying things he's ever done to me. Well, he's not doing that intentionally, I suppose. But part of me says that he did. And a trusted source even said that he's not even serious with her all this time!! Imagine all of my wasted time crying over spilt milk that he's with another girl when there's nothing actually happened between them! So, I think to tease him is the most discreet thing to do.
Even so, I think it's still too early to think that. Can't even count how many times I flew to the highest cloud and turned out it's just my overactive imagination. Like they say, The higher you are, the more pain you feel when you fall.

OK then, I think that's it for today. Happy 09.09.09 day, everyone!!!
*btw, I set the clock to post at 09:09 too. lol.

Yours Truly,
K-

Guess Who

2009-09-02T03:14:00.000-07:00

hmm, sebenernya gw lagi kurang mood nulis blog nih. tapi yasudahlah..
eh ia, gw uda tau loh.. ternyata mank bukan dy yg manggil gw waktu itu. hmm, klo gtu spa yaa? tapi gw bingung banget nih. kayaknya gw ga bsa lupain dy gitu aj dh. lagian, klo gw lupain, yg ada gw malah bsa demen ma remora lgi dunk.. uhh, uda keki gw ma dy.. kayaknya bentar lgi gw uda illfeel deh. uda mulai menjadi2 lgi dy.. tadi pke sok buka2 baju lgi dy didepan gw. apa2an c..
Duh, beberapa ari ini kacau banget nih. mulai dari kesabaran gw yg cepet abis ampe banyak hal penting yg gw lupain.
gw lupa kerjain tugas agama, lupa bawa buku sos, lupa bawa buku mat, lupa klo temen gw minta tolong ma gw.. Yang paling parah gw lupa buat minjem cat perancis yg waktu gw ga masuk. Akibatnya fatal, gilaa.. tadi essay prancis gw cengo sama sekali. untung kmaren gw bru bca bku Lost in Love yg 1/2 isinya adalah percakapan di cafe. tapi gw tetep lupa beberapa bagian penting c.. ahh, sudah lah..
truz hari ini gw baru menerima 2 tugas penting loh. gw ditawarin bikin karya tulis kelompok yg bakalan dilombain. kalo nanti kel qta masuk final, nanti qta ke bali.. buat presentasiin apa yg uda qta bikin. kayak semacem sidang skripsi gtu.. duhh, ke balinya c boleh. presentasinya itu loh.. XP truz bis itu gw jga ditawarin jdi dekornya ROOF. klo yang ini c dengan senang hati gw terima.. haha. btw, ROOF tuh taun ini ato taun depan c??
ohh,, truz kmaren.. gw tebak2an ma c Della soal yg dia demen. dy kan kasi petunjuk, truz gw kasih pertnyaan2 n gw harus nebak 3 nama. nah,, abis itu, gw kira c della mo ngasi tau gw. ga taunyaa, gw diboongin!!! antiklimaks banget c.. Della parah ihhh!! pdahal gw uda ngasi tau c nintendo.. tapi dia salah liat c.. wakakakk..
eh iaa.. truz kn kmaren gw cerita soal dia kakinya cedera. gw liat belakangan ini dy jalannya uda normal lgi.. yeaaa~ tapi koq belakangan ini malah kaki gw yg kena bencana mulu y??? duhh, jangan2 sakitnya ketransfer lgi.. yahh,, seengganya dy uda gpp. huaaa,, bener2 pengen ngobrol ma diaaaaa.. hikz2
btw, tadi gempanya parah yakhh.. tdinya kirain gw mau pingsan.. semuanya muter gtu..

Boys. Sport. Heart. (Break?)

2009-08-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

Gw bingung ama pikiran cowo.. bner2 bingung.
Kaki dia lagi cedera. Cedera akut. hari minggu lalu gw liat dia cuma pincang dikit. tapi dua hari yang lalu gw liat dia buat naek tangga aja uda pegangan ke sisi tangga n uda keseok2. tangannya juga uda megangin kaki terus. gw kira dia bakal istirahat sampe kakinya sembuh dulu.

tapi tadi gw liat dia paling terakhir naek abis dia pel OR. artinya dia maen dulu ama temen2nya waktu dikasi waktu luang. kenapa dia ga istirahat? gengsi cowo tuh setinggi itu ya? bukan baru kali ini aja gw ngeliat cowo yg tetep maksain OR walopun kakinya cedera hampir permanen. bukan pertama kali gw peratiin ada cowo yang pincang ampe lama banget gra2 maksain kakinya walopun lagi cedera.

huh, tapi mungkin gw berhak ngomong gtu. gw tau klo OR tuh udah kayak shopping ato dandan buat cowo. gw jga tau klo dia mungkin uda tau limit dirinya sendiri. gw jga tau klo pergaulan sekarang bakalan ngata2in, seengga2nya ngegodain seorang cowo klo dia cuma duduk waktu pel OR. Atau mungkin memang dia udah ngerasa lebih baik. Tapi seharusnya dia lebih peratiin dirinya sendiri kan?? Kenapa dia lebih milih nahan rasa sakit yang lebih lama daripada sabar buat nunggu sembuh total? Apa dia ga peduli buat orang2 yang khawatir ngeliat dia begitu??

Sekali lagi, mungkin gw ga berhak ngomong gtu. mungkin kalo dia baca ini, mungkin dia bakalan bilang kalo gw kepo. ikut campur urusan orang. Dia nga minta gw khawatirin. Mungkin dia bakal ketawa kalo tau gw begini, khawatirin dia, orang yang sama sekali gw ga kenal.

Apa gw akan dikasi kesempatan ma Tuhan buat kenal dia? Gw ga bisa begini terus. Gw ga bisa suka orang yang hampir ga gw kenal sama sekali. Gw ga bisa cuma ngereka2 sifat2nya, dan akhirnya jatuh cinta ke bayangan yang gw ciptain di kepala gw.

Apa gw harus lebih berusaha?? Tapi gw udah keilangan semua percaya diri gw, semua keberanian gw buat ngedeketin cowo yg gw suka. Semuanya selalu kacau. selalu. Akhirnya semua malah bikin gw makin terpuruk. semakin lama semakin dalem. Walopun setiap kali gw udah berpikir kalo gw ga akan bisa jatuh lebih dalem lagi.

Apa dia emang ga tepat buat gw? Padahal, gw udah lama ga ngerasa kayak gini ke orang. Ke orang2 yang gw suka sebelumnya, waktu gw ngeliat mereka, yang gw rasain cuma rasa sakit. cuma kesedihan. Tapi waktu gw liat dia,, walopun rasanya samar2, tapi rasanya mirip sama waktu pertama kali gw jatuh cinta. waktu gw kira semuanya masih indah. Waktu gw liat dia, gw ngerasa kalo ada lagi tanda2 kehidupan di hati gw, yang selama ini gw kira udah bener2 mati rasa gra2 terlalu sering ngerasain sakit.

Apa gw masih terlalu naif? Ga tau lah. Tapi gw akan cari kepastian. Apa bener dia yang manggil gw waktu itu.

Tapi walopun iya, gw bisa apa? Walopun beneran dulu gw kenal ma dia, dan 2 bulan lalu dia masih inget dan manggil gw, tapi dia sekarang kayaknya bener2 ga kenal ma gw. Dan dia cuma peratiin gw karena dia sadar kalo gw meratiin dia, bukan gra2 memang dia mau meratiin gw..

Uhh, sudahlah. otak gw udah panas. Gw ga bisa terus buang2 waktu gw buat cowo yang ga berani gw deketin. Yang ga bisa gw dapetin. Kalo memang gw harus lupain dia, pasti gw bisa lupain dia. pasti. Tapi buat sekarang,,...

gw cuma berdoa supaya cederanya bisa cepet sembuh. That's all..

Being number one..

2009-08-24T01:47:00.000-07:00

Y'all wanna know something?? I'm so tired of being number two, number eleven, or number I don't know how much. It hasn't really been such a big deal till a view days ago. It was all started when the english teacher announced the scores of the first english test. My tenses got 97 and my reading got 100. Although my classmates almost didn't react when the scores were read, I was pretty happy to heard that. But then, there's a kid who's got 100 for both part, and the class AND the teacher were cheering for that kid. What's up with that?!?!! I just made one stupid and silly mistake in the tenses part and it's like I don't even exist. Since that moment, I suddenly think about many things and I came up with one conclusion. I REALLY WANT to be number one. I want to master something and being able to teach everyone what I can. I want to have a perfect score so that I can prove to everyone what I'm made of. I want to have something that I can be really proud of. And most importantly, I want to be number one in the heart of the person that's also number one in my heart. There's so much that I wanna be, yet I can't seem to make that happen. But you know, yesterday I remembered something.
Two weeks ago, the art teacher gave us a clay project. He told us to make a design, then to make the actual thing by clay precisely according to that design. I think I let my imagination ran too wildly, and I made a design of stacks of boxes and shopping bags (still in shopaholic-mood at that moment). I though I can do it easily, but soon I had problems. I started to ask my friends, "do you think this design is too much?". One of my friend says that it's very hard to make, with all of the details and complicated arangement of the boxes. But then another friend of mine said, "She can do it if she want to..".
Now when I think of it, that comment was probably the highest and the most inspiring compliment I have ever accepted. I CAN do it if I want to. but sometimes I'm just too lazy or too full of excuses. Sometimes I just gave up before even started to do something. So that stops now. From now on, I will be commited of what I'm doing, and that includes writing on this blog. :P

But apart from all of this crap about wanting to be number one, I really don't like it when I'm praised for something I don't deserve. being complimented is one thing. Taking somebody else's credit is a whole other thing. And I get that a lot lately. Like today, when it's time to paint the clay. I though I screwed it up by putting the wrong color to one of the bag and made the whole colors uneven. But somehow the teacher looked at my clay and told some of my art classmates that what I'm making is very good. I would be very happy to have heard that if I though that too. But I don't. Because my friend right next to me made THE most beautiful, the most realistic, the most amazing clay statue I have ever seen. She made a little girl. Her dress was so realistic that you could mistook it as a real fabric. Seriously. And what's more iritating is that some of my classmates came over my table to looked at my clay. Even some of 'em teased me for making 'the best clay statue in the whole class'. This is freakishly confusing. But I guess now it just moved me to really make the best clay statue there is. well, it doesn't really have to be the best. Just something that I can call one of my masterpieces. (remember my mario bros??)

btw, I was told by my friend that I have a very captivated and unique personality. And I can attract MANY boys if I can just loosen up my unreasonable panic attacks. well,,... good luck with that. lol. Also, I don't think I really want to make many boys to like me. I think,, I just want to make ONE particular subject of those sub-species that does. -^^-
Now I just need to figure out how. I mean, I don't even know him.
hmmmm....

Independence. Dream. Day @ School. FT.

2009-08-19T06:58:00.000-07:00

Beberapa hari ini bener2 extraordinary. Ok, gw mulai dari kemaren dulu. kn kemaren perayaan 17 agustusan. sebelumnya ul mat. hmm, kayaknya lumayan sukses ulangan gw. haha. eniwey, bis ulangan kan upacara dlu. awal2nya c bagus. Cuma waktu uda mo selesai, tiba2 diselak pengumuman. secara kemaren tuh bener2 lagi panas2nya, jadi barisan bubar semua. ada yang ngobrol, ada yang lari ke TK buat teduhan. itu masih upacara loh. yahh, sudahlah.. sapa suru lagi panas2 kasi pengumuman. klo pengumumannya wkt kebaktian jga lebih dihargai. nah, abis upacara tuh class meeting. cma gra2 mank gw ga ikut lomba, gw bikin sarang di kelas. sampe pulang. bosen banget gw kemaren. tapi ada beberapa pemandangan indah lewat c.. wakakakk..
pulangnya, seperti biasa gw maen komputer. dapet jarahan game baru dari temen pula. truz waktu menjelang sore kn harusnya gw mulai belajar bwt ulangan KN hari ini (yang ngomong2 gw baru dapet pelajarannya 1x, itu juga grunya ngajarnya ga efektif banget) tapi entah kenapa gw kayak ga niat gerak. kira2 itu jem 6an. akhirnya gw keramas, bis itu sikat gigi, pkknya semua yg gw kira bisa bikin gw segeran. tapi tetep aja gw ga niat gerak. well, pada akhirnya gw baru bisa belajar jem 10an. itu jga ga konsen banget. bayangin aja, masa 1 kalimat 1 paragraf penuh. apa yang bisa diserep coba???
trz uda gtu, malemnya, gw ngigo. tapi bukan ngigo serem. entah kenapa belakangan ini gw tuh suka mimpi aneh. dan dalem mimpi itu gw jga kayak masih setengah sadar. waktu dalem mimpi itu gw masih bisa tau posisi tidur gw sekarang diranjang. entah gw lagi meluk guling, ato malah lagi ngeringkuk di ujung. rasanya kayak pikiran gw ga tidur sama skali. badan gw mank istirahat, tapi otak n pikiran gw tetep jalan kayak lagi bangun. hiyy, serem jga yaa..
teruz, ari ini, hmm.., ulangan KNnya lumayan lah. tapi gw ga isi 3 dan 2 soal pasti salah. tapi jawaban yang laen gw lumayan yakin c. Nah, abis ulangan KN nih yg gila. kn gw setiap ari sekarang bwa hape gra2 insiden di post sebelum ini. biasanya tuh hape gw matiin. cuma emang mungkin gw masih sempoyongan ato gmna, tdi hapenya tuh gw silent doank. nah, waktu pelajaran agama abis ulangan, tiba2 ada suara hape bunyi. tepatnya lagu butterfly dari Jason Mraz. 1 kelas langsung diem gtu kn. waktu itu tuh dalem pikiran gw "ihh, itu hape spa yaa yg bunyi, pasti ngefans Jason Mraz jga dh. ringtonenya jga bisa sama lgi ama lagu weker gw. hahaha" nah, setelah beberapa detik, tiba2 gw curiga. jangan2 hape gw lagi yang bunyi. jadi gw buka tas gw dikit, truz gw pegang hape gw. beneran aja, waktu gw sentuh hape gw, suaranya langsung tambah kenceng. OMG! gila gw langsung gemeteran y. kalo gw berusaha matiin tuh hape suaranya malah makin kenceng n ketauan hape gw yg bunyi, kalo gw diemin aja tuh hape jga psti akhirnya sama. jadi akhirnya gw belesekin aja tuh hape diantara buku2, n suaranya jadi keredam dikit c. dan untung pada saat yang sama di kelas yg uda diem banget sambil celingak celinguk,, c Daryn tereak. "WOI! semua ribut woi!!" dan beneran langsung semua berceloteh ria. well, sebenernya ngomongin soal hape itu jga c, tapi suara lagunya bener2 keredam lah.
setelah kira2 1 menitan, wekernya berenti bunyi. (thx God!!). gila y, dlu gw pernah ngeluh dalem ati gra2 lagu yg 3menitan dipotong wkt uda 1 menit, gw ga tau kalo itu malah yang bakalan nyelametin hape gw dari disita. eniwey, abis gw mastiin lagunya bener2 mati, langsung gw matiin tuh hape. fiuhh.. selamat deh.. oh ia,, terus, selama hape gw bunyi itu,, a chris tuh kyk pura2 ga denger gtu. gw kira dia emang lagi berbaik hati y, pura2 ga denger. cuma tuh waktu abis pelajaran dia, kn gw nyamperin tmn gw yg di barisan kiri ujung, truz gw bilang klo yg bunyi tuh hape gw. mereka malah cengo semua. TERNYATA, entah kenapa barisan paling ujung yg jga tpt gru duduk, GA ADA yang denger lagu. bahkan mereka kira Daryn tereak gtu gra2 kelasnya tuh sepi banget. koq bsa gtu y?? padahal di barisan gw kenceng banget. hmm, mungkin Tuhan bae banget ma gw, ngasih semacem tirai yang ga bisa ditembus suara hape gw, biar hape gw selamat. Ato mungkin buat nunjukin ke gw kuasaNya, biar gw tobat. wkwkwk
nah, selama sekolah, ada kira2 3-4 jem kosong. klise kehidupan anak ips.. huhh.. pkknya tuh waktu di skul pikiran gw kayak ngambang2.. kayak mo pingsan gtu.. mungkin efek mimpi aneh gw kli yaa.. ato mungkin masih trauma soal insiden hape.
Pulang2, gw ga pulang dlu, ada rapat. wekkeekekekekk.. oh ia, ngomong2 soal rapat,, ada yang mo gw ralat. Kn kemaren gw bilang gw jadi koor. SMAK 5 cup, ternyata gw kesaru ama Liga SMAK 5. yang gw atur tuh Liga Smak 5. klo SMAK 5 cup tuh terbuka untuk umum, kalo liga tuh cuma diskul doank. yahh, gapapa lah. Start Small. Jangan baru2 uda dikasi kerjaan gede. kalo gagal gw terpuruknya bisa lebih dalem. Oh, dan gw jga uda dimasukin tim dekor SMAK 5. tinggal nunggu persetujuan walas. Dan gw jga kayaknya mau ikut seleksi kepanitiaan di SMAK 5. cuma gw masih mikir2 c.. Takutnya kalo gw ikut kebanyakan acara semuanya juga jadi keteteran. termasuk nilai2 gw. Dan juga ada faktor wawancara. Kalo misalnya ampe itu panitia harus wawancara, mending gw langsung mundur deh. Walopun waktu gw tanya katanya kemungkinan wawancara kecil banget. Dan kalopun ada wawancara, Della bilang dia nanti minta jadi tim wawancara biar gw lebih rileks, gw harus mikir2 dlu deh. masih rda strez mikirin wawancara terakhir gw taun lalu. wkwkwk
Uda dlu deh, gw harus siap2. Besok FIELD TRIP!!!! Sebelnya IPA n IPS dipisah. IPA ke Cimory n IPS ke sebuah desa di Bogor bernama Cinangneng. Kata temen gw, disitu kegiatannya nanem padi di sawah, mandiin kebo, nanak nasi, bikin kue,.....
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EH!
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MANDIIN KEBO??!??!!

ARE YOU FREAKIN' KIDDING ME??!?! gila aj, yg ipa minum susu dengan gembira di Cimory n yg ips kerjaannya MANDIIN KEBO. duhh, sudahlah nasib. mungkin nanti keseluruhannya seru. mungkin jga gw jadi mempunyai hobi baru yaitu mandiin kebo (mungkin ga c? --"). well, berdoa aja ternyata anak ipa di cimory kerjaannya merah susu. wkwkwk. sudahlah..
byebye.

The Tale of Remora Fish and Nintendo.

2009-08-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

sekarang gw lagi pusing bangeettt.. T.T. belakangan ini gw lagi suka ngeliatin seseorang, codenamenya nintendo. tapi gw masih agak ragu2, soalnya,, well, ada suatu hal yang bikin gw rada aneh kalo misalnya gw beneran suka ma dia. truz ada jga seseorang yg ber-codename remora. kalo dia orang lama, cuma namanya gw ganti biar jarang yg ngerti. kalo dia, gw uda ga tau deh.. entah gw suka, benci, ato apa ma dia. tapi yang bingung gw ga dag-dig-dug kalo ama dua2nya.. cuma rada grogi mungkin kalo lagi dideket mereka. ok, jadi gini ceritanya. dulu gw kira gw suka ma remora, tapi setelah sekian lama, well, gw mutusin udah wktunya buat lupain dia.. teruz ada beberapa kejadian yg membuat gw sekarang suka liatin nontendo. TAPIII,, entah kenapa sekarang remora n temen2nya kayak nganggep gw suka ma remora. kadang2 tuh pengen gw tereakin ke mereka, "WOI, TELAT WOI!!!!"
contohnya beberapa ari yang lalu,, dimana dengan sialnya gw ditinggal tanpa temen buat nungguin gw dijemput. sebenernya masi banyak orang, tapi pkknya gw uda panik banget. soalnya waktu masih ada temen n tuh temen bawa hape, gw sempet telpun nyokap n dia bilang dia baru pulang dari RS, nganterin cici gw. So, gw akhirnya muter2 nyari orang yang bawa hape lagi, soalnya temen gw yang bawa hape itu tiba2 nyelosor ninggalin gw. parah banget y,, setiap orang yg gw tanyain jawabannya "batere gw abis.", "pulsanya abis", ato "ga bawa". truz gw dengan begonya tanya salah satu temen remora, dia bawa hape ga. dia bilang nga, tapi bis itu dia ngomong, "ehh! nih c remora bawa hape nih!" yasuw, gw tanya c remora. dia minjemin c, tapi selama gw nelpon, mulai deh remora n temennya ketawa2.. ughh, pengen gw lemparin sebenernya tuh hape, tapi mo gimana lagi.. T.T
truz uda gtu, hari ini tuh kayaknya hari sport jantung sedunia y.. gini nih.. di istirahat ke-3, gw mao beli mi kantin dua. nah, waktu gw uda nyampe(waktu ntu masih ga ada orang di kantin itu). waktu gw mo mesen, tiba2 c nintendo bediri di sebelah gw. waktu itu gw langsung cengo y.. (mmm, tapi mungkin gw ngegonya dalem hati c.. gila aja gw cengo didepan dia.. wkwwk). well, mungkin kecengoan gw dimanfaatin dia buat mesen tuh mi duluan. teruz tba2 temennya dateng. truz mesen mi jga.. truz temennya dateng lagi, truz temennya dateng lagi. So, gra2 waktu itu nintendo bedirinya paling depan, semuanya dia yang mesen. jadilah gw diselak 4 orang. gw ampe diocehin agus tuh tadi.. wkwkwk. well, bis itu kn gw ttp makan di kantin. nah, waktu gw lagi makan, tiba2 agus ngomongin salah satu temennya remora yg kebetulan lagi ada di kantin. nah, gara2 c agus nunjuk, gw nengok.. EHH, yang gw liat malah c remora. sialnya dia lagi ngeliat ke arah gw jga lagi. sambil senyum. duh,, gw pasti dikira ngeliatin dia deh..
nahh, teruz abis pulang, kejadian yang sama terulang. gw ga ada temen lagii!!! sebenernya joanna nungguin bareng gw bentar. n gw uda ga membuat kesalahan yang sama. GW UDAH BAWA HAPE SENDIRI!! yeaa..
anyway, waktu gw lagi ngobrol ma joanna, gw sambil celingak-celinguk nyariin nintendo. nah, waktu gw celingak celinguk, yang gw liat malah c remora lgi ma temen2nya. sialnya lagi, wktu gw ngeliat ke arah gw, dia jga liat ke arah gw. dan lebih sialnya lagi badan gw pnya reflek buang muka dlm keadaan kayak gtu. well, tapi bis itu gw langsung keluarin hape gw, waktu dia masih liat gw. dalem pikiran gw, "jangan harap gw mo minjem hape lu lagi! liat nih gw uda bawa hape sendiri!!". gw langsung nelpon nyokap gw. nah,, abis ini kejadian yg bikin gw gondok. tiba2 c remora jalan nyamperin gw terus bediri disebelah gw, ngeliat kearah gw. c joanna jga ampe uda senyum2 sendiri. tpi kn gw lagi nelpon, jdi pra2 ga liat dia. tapii, abis gw dah kelar nelpon, gw mulai grogi gilaa.. gw lirik ke sebelah gw, masih ada dia, ngeliatin ke arah gw,, gw ngelengos lagi ke dalem skul. gw lirik lagi, masih ada, jadi gw ngeliat lagi ke dalem skul. sebenernya gw ada juntrungannya c, kn gw masih nyariin c nintendo.. truz setelah beberapa lama, akhirnya tuh orang minggat dari sebelah gw. langsung lah gw panas dingin. sial, dia mikir apaan coba, ngeliat gw kayak gtu?? nah, bis c remora pegi, c nintendo lewat. mm, sebenernya dia kayaknya ngeliat kearah gw, cuma waktu mata gw ma mata dia ketemu, dia langsung buang muka. huhuu, sedihnyaa..

duhh, sudah ahh.. bsok kalo ada kejadian lagi gw laporin. uda malem banget nih. gw ngantuk berat. ciao~
K-

WSWDWSTLE<-We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things. Limited Edition.

2009-08-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

Eh, tadi gw lagi liat2 posting gw sebelumnya, gw belom bilang ya gw uda beli We Sing We Dance We Steal Things Limited Edition?? wakakakakkkkk!!! gw beli dengan harga 290.000 di TA. kata orang yang jaga disana CDnya ditambah yang gw pnya tinggal 3. Mungkin waktu itu ke-3 CD itu adalah yang tersisa di seluruh Jakarta. well,, udahan deh. gw cuma mo bilang gtu. hwhwhw.

Dreams come true

2009-08-08T04:06:00.000-07:00

OMG, mungkin hari ini mimpi gw jadi kenyataan.. dari dlu gw udah mimpi2 buat jadi panitia suatu acara,, n hari ini gw ditawariiinnn!! X). gw ditawarin bidang publikasi & dokumentasi buat SMAK 5 CUP. Cuma yang gw bingung, tiba2 gw ditawarinnya langsung jadi koordinator. kan gw belom ada pengalaman apa2.. duh, gw jadi ngerasa ga mampu. apalagi yang anggotanya malah uda sering banget jadi panitia gtu. nanti mereka mikirnya gimana lagi.. T.T. soalnya kan seengganya yang laen tuh uda pernah dipimpin, jadi kurang lebih mereka tau dunk kalo mereka mimpin tuh kayak gimana. kalo gw, gw kan ga tau sebatas apa gw harus nyuruh2 orang laen buat ngerjain, sejauh apa gw harus ngerjain suatu pekerjaan sendiri.. huhuuu.. wish me luck, guys.. >.<
Ngomong2, dari kemaren lagi heboh Noordin M. Top kn?? Gw ngikutin tuh dari kemaren, ampe hari ini, detik2 dia ditembakin. OK, dari pengamatan gw, cara kerja polisi Indo tuh aneh!!! masa buat nangkep 1 orang aja butuh waktu 17 jem 40 menit?? apa lagi 40 menit terakhir, waktu rumahnya uda dibom n ditembakin. kenapa ga langsung ancurin jendela/pintu terus langsung serbu? kalopun karena mereka takut ada bom, kenapa ga bom aja sekalian itu rumah biar ancur? kan biar dia juga ngerasain, rasanya di bom. ehh, ini mereka malah mundur majuuu terus. uda dobrak jendela(yang uda dibom jadi sebenernya ga perlu didobrak lagi. kacanya uda ilang semua.) gw kira mereka mau manjat ke dalem rumah. ehh,, mundur lagi. uda strez gw ngeliatnya. mereka muter2in rumah lagi, kayak uda mau masuk, tadi muter2 lagi. truz waktu abis dobrak pintu belakang, kirain langsung pada masuk,, ehh, malah nunggu di luar truz nembak2 ke dalem. dan sekarang bahkan ga jelas yang ada dirumah itu beneran noordin m. top ato bukan.. ckckck. coba kalo yang investigasi macemnya CSI:NY. pasti hasilnya beda banget deh. mungkin penggerebekannya cuma 5 jam maks. truz pasti mereka bener2 ngepung 1 rumah. n pake mesin indikasi panas, biar bisa tau ada berapa orang dirumah itu n dimana aja. truz pasti mereka ga takut2 nyerbu masuk rumahnya. well, mungkin 300 taun lagi Indonesia kayak gtu. kan negara kita telat 400 taunan ma amrik kalo ga salah.. huhh, kayaknya kita kelamaan dijajah y..

I'm sick...

2009-08-07T02:13:00.000-07:00

hari ini gw bolos loh.. wkwkwk
gw bolosnya gra2 lagi sakit c.. tapi entah kenapa gw ngerasa ga enak bolos gini. mungkin gra2 dari kecil gw tuh dibiasain baru ga masuk skul kalo emang bener2 uda ga bisa gerak dari kamar, makanya skarang gw ngerasa ga enak gini. sebenernya ada benernya c gw ga masuk. soalnya kemaren tuh gw maksain masuk n hasilnya parah banget. ulang2 kepala gw pusingnya uda kayak apa. truz waktu di skul hampir pingsan jga 1x. tapi hari ini kan ekskul pertamaa.. T.T huhh, sudahlah. sekarang juga jadwalnya anak2 uda pada pulang.
oh ia,, setelah gw pikir2,, kayaknya gw pnya kemampuan buat prediksiin masa depan deh. bukti pertama, gw sering mimpiin suatu kejadian n kejadian itu pasti terjadi. pkknya waktu gw lagi ngalemin kejadian yg gw mimpiin itu pasti gw ngerasa kayak de javu. truz uda gtu, gw juga sering waktu lagi guru mo milih mo manggil sapa yg maju kedepan, kalo tiba2 perasaan gw ga enak pasti beneran gw yg dipilih. truz kayak tadi, waktu gw cek e-mail. kan gw lagi nunggu seseorang buat approve gw di facebook, tapi udah kira2 4 hari ini tuh gw liat dia ga approve2. kan kalo orang add ato approve dikasih notice tuh di e-mail, jadi gw tiap ari ngeceknya di e-mail. nah, tadi, waktu gw baru mo ngecek dia uda approve ato belom, tiba2 gw uda deg2an duluan, ehh, bener, ada tulisannya di e-mail gw. XXXXX has approved your friend request on facebook. wkwkwk.
hmm, kira2 itu apa yaa.. apa gw mank pnya kemampuan buat tau masa depan,, ato gw bener2 manjur ngikutin buku the secret, ato gw cuma jago memprediksi situasi dan kondisi?? kalo itu gw juga sering loh,, ngeliat sesuatu truz gw bilang, wah, kayaknya nanti jadinya gini.. n beneran kejadian jga.. ckckck. tapi mungkin banyak orang yang ngerasa kayak gini juga yaa.. duh, udah lah.. gw jadi bingung sendiri..
btw, orang sakit cepet laper y.. hari ini kayaknya gw uda makan nasi 3x deh. padahal baru jem 5. nanti jangan2 jem 8 gw uda minta makan lagi.. ckckck

Catching-up!

2009-08-04T06:23:00.000-07:00

Ok, uda berapa taon gw ga nulis blog?? hmm, kalo ga salah terakhir kali gw nulis blog tuh hari yg mau pengumuman pembagian kelas bukan c?? sebenernya banyak banget yg gw pengen ceritain belakangan ini.. cuma kebanyakan yang mau gw ceritain itu kekecewaan. so, walopun banyak juga kejadian2 seru, gw bener2 uda ga mood buat ngetik. Tapi entah kenapa gw pengen nulis hari ini.. jadi gw rangkum deh yang masih gw inget dari beberapa minggu (ato bulan?? tau ahh) terakhir ini.

1. gw ga sekelas lagi. well, mungkin ini alasan utama gw langsung kehilangan mood buat ngeblog sementara. tapi sudahlah, setelah gw pikir2 lagi mungkin ini yang terbaik. walopun ternyata dia suka ngegosipin gw di kelas barunya. sial. tapi anehnya, sebulan/dua bulan ini, gw uda 2x pas2an ma dia waktu mo ke wc. di spot yang sama pula ketemunya. padahal gw orangnya paling jarang ke wc loh klo di skul. ga tau kenapa gw selalu ke wc pada saat yg bersamaan ama waktu dia lagi balik dari wc. duh, koq jadi ngomongin wc c?

2. Kelas gw yang baru kurang bersahabat. Well, belakangan ini gw udah lumayan dapet temen c. Yang parah minggu2 pertama tuh. gw bahkan ga pnya semangat buat bangun pagi gra2 itu.

3. gw sekarang bener2 tergila2 ama Confession of a Shopaholic the series. gila, itu buku bener2 bikin gw panas dingin, y.. ceritanya tuh bikin orang stres, gemes, sekaligus bikin orang pengen belanja pada saat yang bersamaan. gw pertama kepincut c waktu nonton filmnya. ceritanya keren banget. orang2nya juga. Isla Fisher yg jadi Becky Bloomwood lucu banget. And she's a really great actress. padahal dia orang aussie loh, tapi accentnya ga kedengeran sama sekali di film itu. Tapi mungkin yang bikin gw bener2 terobsesi adalah Hugh Dancy yg jadi Luke Brandon. OMGOMGOMG. Gila, dia hot bangeeeetttt!!!!! wkwkwk. setelah gw pikir2, kayaknya cowo idaman gw orang yg pnya aksen british deh. entah orang inggris ato aussie. haha. anywho, abis nonton filmnya gw mulai baca bukunya. tadinya gw minjem, cuma setelah gw rundingan, akhirnya cici gw ma gw mau patungan beli kelima bukunya aja. Dan tahukah kalian?? gw bener2 harus muter2 ke semua gramed buat ketemuin buku ke-4nya. gramed moi, artha, mkg, TGA,, ampe akhirnya gw kesel n pergi ke gramed matraman. dan ternyata di matraman tuh stoknya bejubel yee.. keki banget gw. tapi setidaknya gw uda dapetin itu buku.. wkwkwk. tapi gw agak kecewa juga. ternyata film n bukunya ceritanya beda. memang c intisarinya sama n detail2nya juga persis. Tapi ceritanya bedaaa.
1. Di buku Brandon Comunications tuh uda lumayan lama kebentuk n c Luke Brandon uda masuk jajaran 25 orang paling kaya di England. truz Brandon Comunication tuh kerja di bidang PR. mungkin semacem perusahaan yg promosi2in perusahaan laen gtu. gw jga kurang ngerti. Kalo di film kn Brandon C. baru dibikin di akhir2 cerita n mreka kerjaannya bikin majalah. The Brandon Report. wekekekekkk
2.Bis itu, di buku Luke Brandon kesannya lebih charming, lebih dingin, lebih kaku, tapi lebih romantis juga. tapi romantisnya rada2 jga c. dari buku ke 3-5, sejak mreka uda married Luke sering manggil Becky 'Darling', 'Sweetheart', truz apalagi gw lupa.
3. Buku: Luke Brandon memuja2 ibunya. Film: Luke bahkan ga mau dipanggil pke nama blakang ibunya. dy mau sukses dengan kemampuan sendiri. tapi intinya di film n buku, gra2 ibunya itu c Luke jadi workaholic. cuma alesannya yg beda
4. Derek Smeath di buku bae banget. Di film dy jahat.
5. Alicia Billington a.k.a. Alicia-bitch-longlegs (;P) di buku kerja di Brandon C. di film dy kerja di Allete yg bahkan ga pernah diungkit2 di buku. tapi di buku n film mank dia yg bikin Becky ketauan pnya utang.
6. Di buku Tarkie alias Tarquin-Cleath-Stuart digambarin kayak musang. kurus, mukanya aneh, dll. di film dia lumayan cute. truz sayang banget ga dijelasin di filmnya kalo Susan n Tarkie tuh masih sepupuan. wkwkwk
7. Di buku Luke ngelamar Becky waktu Susan n Tarkie nikah. Di film Luke n Becky masih berantem. padahal ngelamarnya sweet banget lohhh..
ARGHH,, kenapa semua bukunya ga dibikin film aja??? T.T
ngomong2, bener kn gw uda terobsesi?? wkwkwk

4. banyak orang2 yang pindah keluar negeri taun ini. TERLALU banyak. gw ga mo ngomongin lebih lanjut yang ini ah.

5. Ketemu crush baru. tapi yang ini belom yakin. dan kayaknya lebih bijaksana kalo gw ga ngomongin di blog. wkwkwk

6. ... Lupa.

Ahh, sudahlah. gw pusing. lagi sakit nih gw sekarang. tiba2 kmaren wktu mo tidur gw flu n tenggorokan gw sakit. truz akhirnya hari ini gw minta pulang cepet. lucunya, cici gw jga sakit pada saat yang bersamaan. kayaknya bokap n nyokap gw sekarang uda ketularan. hmm, semoga aja buka flu babi yaa..

last but not least...

Isla Fisher. Pronouncenya Aila. 'S'nya ilang, kayak island.

Hugh Dancy. XD

Book #1. Confession of a Shopaholic. Gw bingung, kenapa di film n buku foto dia lagi cengo?

Book #2. Shopaholic Abroad.

Book #3. Shopaholic Ties the Knot

Book #4. Shopaholic & Sister.

Book #5. Shopaholic & Baby. Ending paling perfect yang seorang fans bisa baca. X)

Toothace or Heartache??

2009-07-09T08:13:00.000-07:00

Ok, mungkin gw pernah ngebahas ini tapi gw akan bahas ini lagi karena ini bener2 lagi in banget buat gw. Pernah denger pribahasa tentang sakit gigi lebih baik dari sakit hati? GUA GA SETUJU GILAAAAAA. Sakit hati tuh cuma bikin lu pengen nangis n kadang2 mank akhirnya lu nangis beneran. Tapi klo lu ngelakuin banyak aktivitas yang lu senengin juga itu sakit ilang walopun nanti balik lagi. Tapi klo lu sakit gigi,, rasanya tuh bikin lu pengen mati y.. mau lu nonton film favorit lu, online dengan ekstrimnya, ato melakukan aktivitas apapun yang biasanya bisa bikin lu semangat lagi, itu sakit bakalan masih berasa. Seriously, it's like you're tortured for information, and you really want to give it, but you don't know what information that they want.
Ugh, bahkan saking napsunya gw sampe gw lupa cerita nih sakit gigi kenapa. Selasa kemaren gw cabut gigi lagi, n dokter gw ngasih suatu kejutan. Gw harus cabut 2 gigi, bukan 1. Inget hasil ronsen gw di posting beberapa sebelum ini? Well, kalo diliat dari hasil ronsen gw, ternyata gigi bungsu gw posisinya super duper miring n klo gigi gw ga dicabut 2, gw bakalan harus operasi buat ngeluarin tuh gigi sialan. Gw lega juga c dengan cabut gigi ini gw ga usah operasi yang gw uda tau bakalan jauh lebih sakit n mengerikan, tapi ttp aj gw kurang rela ngelepasin satu lagi gigi gw. Dan parahnya lagi, wktu gusi gw disuntik kebal, gw bingung, koq tiap suntikan malah makin sakit. Dan ternyata setelah kira2 4 suntikan, dokternya bilang dengan tenangnya, "Eh, obatnya abis. Suster, isi lagi nih biusnya..". Mungkin kalo gw ga lagi ngakuin badan gw buat nahan sakin gw uda nonjok tuh dokter. Ugh.
Oh ia, truz gra2 ini gigi pula, gw sekarang jadi short-tempered banget. Kemaren n hari ini gw ngamuk di restoran gara2 hal kecil banget. Dan di kedua restoran gw bikin orang2 di sekitar gw jga jadi ngomel. Dan gw juga ngomel2 ke pelayan yang GA PERNAH gw lakuin seumur gw. Dari sejak pertama kali gw ke restoran, gw selalu berlaku baik ma pelayan. I mean come on, they can spit on our food without us knowing anything. Tapi dua hari ini, gw bahkan ngebentak pelayan waktu dia cuma nanyain gw mau minum apa. T.T
Well, gw off dulu deh.. Besok harus bngun pagi. Holiday is over, people. Have to go to school tomorrow and order my 11 grade books. And you know what? Tomorrow will also be the moment of truth. Will there be a five or four is already too much?? Well, besok gw kabarin lagi deh. *finger-crossed*
Nighty-night.

-K

Wish upon a STAR

2009-07-04T22:54:00.000-07:00

OK, today, I'm officially a Samsung STAR owner. XDDDDDDDDD
setelah kemaren gw bilang ke bokap gw klo gw uda mutusin beli star, ari ini bokap gw langsung nganterin gw ke ITC cempaka mas buat ngebeli ntu hape. tapi itu 100% pake duit gw c, jadi agk sayang jga gw ngeliat duit2 itu waktu dikasih.. TAPI GW UDA PUNYA HAPE BARU!!! good bye, batere bocor! good bye hape yg cuma bisa nampung 14 lagu!! Fabulousity, here I come!!! hahaha

When you wish upon a STAR, makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires, will come to you
If your heart is in your dreams, no request is to extreme
When you wish upon a STAR, as dreamers do~

ok, gw harus stop. kayaknya sebentar lagi euforia gw berubah jadi lebih parah. entah namanya apa. well, ari ini bukan cuma seneng2 doank.. abis beli hape kn gw katek,, dan kayaknya gw harus lebih mengandalkan firasat gw deh.. selama katek feeling gw udah sedikit ga nyaman, n ternyata bener, gw disuru doa penutup!!!! tidaaaaaakkkkk!!!!!! gw paling ga suka disuru bedoa didepan umum!!! tapi gw sedikit bangga, kali ini doa gw ga kacau sepenuhnya,, cuma suara gw kedengeran agak gemeteran n gw kebata2 beberapa kali.. bahasa gw juga cukup elit.. hahahaha
duh,, apaan c gw.. wkwk
ahh, udah ah,, cape... oia, ngomong2, gw baru potong poni tadi.. untung masih libur.. gw ngerasa itu poni pendek banget.. hiks, cupu lagi deh..

Best day EVER!!

2009-07-03T20:06:00.000-07:00

ok, hari ini gw baru pulang setelah sejak ari rabu tiba2 diculik ma bonyok gw ke seruni. bayangin aja, selasa malem tiba2 gw baru dibilangin klo gw, nyokap n bokap bakalan pegi ke cisarua dan baju gw uda siap semuanya. ampe pusing gw, disana mo ngapain. biasanya gw ga pernah cuma pegi b3an doank. seengganya b4 ma cici gw. biasanya c gw klo keluar kota bareng ma sepupu gw yg gaul.. haha. eniwey, gw nyampe gading kira2 jem 12-1an.. truz uda gtu sorenya gw k mal bareng cici n nyokap gw (yang terus terang gw lupa kenapa. kombinasi kita ber3 ke mal jga uda jarang terjadi). waktu lagi di mal, gw tuh bener2 lagi dalem keadaan cape banget. jadi gw bener2 bad mood waktu di mal itu n truz2an minta pulang. well, tentu aja gw dikacangin ma cici n nyokap gw. eniwey, ketika nyokap gw lagi nyoba2 baju di batik keris (yang setelah gw pikir2, kayaknya nyokap gw shopaholic deh. dia paling ga bisa nahan diri klo uda ngeliat kata 'sale' digabung dengan '%') gw iseng2 ngeliat ke seberang, tempatnya samsung. truz gw liat hape samsung yang baru keluar, samsung STAR. yg lagi dipasang gede2 di billboard bunderan ituu.. agak mirip iphone. touch screen, warna item. truz gw liat harganya. "Rp. 1.999.000,00" wao.. harga W595 yang mau gw beli aja harganya ga semahal itu. n W595 tuh model lama punya, dibikin waktu jaman2 hape slide lagi booming. truz, ga tau kebetulan ato bukan, ada pengunjung yang lagi beli itu hape. n ternyata itu hape keluar juga yang warna putih. putih susu. OMGOMGOMG. ternyata Tuhan emang bae ama gw. dari dulu, gw nahan2 ga beli W595 gra2 gw ngerasa itu hape kemahalan kalo dibandingin fasilitas yang ditawarin. sekarang kn uda ada bb yg pke wifi n iphone yg touch screen. jadi gw tuh masih nyari2 hape yang up to date, musiknya mantep, warna putih susu/pearl, dan yang paling penting harganya terjangkau. gw ga nyangka hape dengan kriteria gitu bener2 diciptain.. X) senangnyaaa~
ohh,, ia, gw lupa ceritain.. cerita bis ini ada hubungannya ma ini soalnya. kn gini, jason mraz keluarin special editionnya We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things. isinya 2 CD n 1 DVD. well, tadinya gw ragu2, soalnya harganya lumayan n gw kn uda pnya cd pertamanya. cuma, entah knapa gw waktu di seruni gw ngerasa kalo gw bakalan nyesel klo ga beli itu CD. gila, gw langsung telpon cici gw, suru dia ke mal n beliin itu CD saat itu juga. nanti duitnya gw ganti. cuma bis itu cici gw ngabarin lagi, "CDnya uda abis di semua toko". hikz, sedihnya. tapi setelah itu cici gw telpon gw lagi, dia bilang toko musiknya mau mesen lagi, tapi kemungkinan besar harganya bakalan naek. truz gw nanya kn, mank harga di toko itu berapa,, n cici gw jawab, "ada yang 285.000, truz di toko laen 297.000". OMG. kalo harganya nanti jadi 350rbu gmana?? itu lebih dari 2/3 duit bulanan gw!! mkan apa gw nanti di skul?? well, tapi setelah gw ngerengek2, kayaknya bokap gw rada kasian n mau patungan sedikit. semoga~ amiinnnn.. X)
ok, kembali ke mall, bis dari samsung tiba2 cici gw ngajakin gw k coldstone. walopun gw masih agak bad mood gra2 sebenernya ada suatu insiden yg gw ga suka di samsung, gw mau lah yaa. wktu di coldstone, seperti biasa gw pesen cookie doughn't you want some. truz uda gtu, ga tau emang gw uda keseringan beli coldstone ato gimana, gw ngerasa kayaknya gw lum pernah ngeliat orang yg ngelayanin gw. truz waktu ice creamnya lagi diaduk, pertama gw ngeluh dalem ati gra2 itu orang cuma ngasih fudge n caramel dikit banget. tapi setelah itu gw cengo. dia langsung ngambil cookie dough sebulet penuh n diaduk ke ice cream gw.. gila, biasanya gw pesen yg gotta have it aja cookie dough-nya masih dikorting2 sedikit. ini, gw cuma pesen yg love it n dia ngasih cookie dough bulet2. setelah gw liat lagi mukanya, gw menyimpulkan 2 hal, pertama, dia bener2 orang baru sampe2 ga tau klo cookie dough terlalu berharga buat ditumplekin gitu aja di ice cream. kedua, karena dia masih baru, dia kayaknya belom tahan ma dinginnya freezer n sekarang lagi pilek yg cukup akut. akhirnya ga konsen deh.. well, klo gw jadi atasannya dia c gw bakalan ngomel2, tapi berhubung gw adalah customer yang jadi sangat diuntungkan, gw cuma cengegesan doank ngeliat itu kejadian.. hahahahahaha~~~ bad mood gw lagsung ilang pada saat itu jga.. wkwk
bis dari counter, gw duduk bareng cici gw. nyokap gw katanya lagi mo beli jus dulu. truz waktu lagi makan ntu es krim, tba2 gw denger 1 lagu. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz. tapi aransemennya bener2 beda. gitarnya digenjreng, bukan dipetik. truz tba2 gw inget sesuatu. ITU LAGU I'M YOURS DARI THE CASA NOVE SESSION!! ITU SALAH SATU LAGU DI DISC KEDUA SPECIAL ED!!!! gila, waktu gw tiba2 gw nga ragu2 lagi buat ngebeli itu CD. yang perlu gw lakuin adalah nyari orang yg mau beli CD yg gw pnya and I'm good to go. oh, n nabung n siap2 puasa klo duit gw abis. well, itung2 diet abis liburan.. wkwk.
TODAY IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!! Thanks samsung, thanks coldstone, thanks J!! and more importantly,, THANKS GOD!!!! XD

A real holiday!! FINALLY!! X)

2009-06-25T04:22:00.000-07:00

akhirnya setelah sekian lama mendekam di rumah besok gw mo keluar kota!!! yeaaa~ tapi perginya cuma sehari c. that's a bummer.
buat yg bisa baca ini, salut buat kalian. entah ga sengaja ngeblock ato emang kalian curiga karena ada voidnya. haha. gw mo cerita sesuatu. baca semua yang keliatan dlu, biar ngerti cerita yang ini. tadi gw nanya k bokap gw, kita nginep dimana?
yahh, mo digimanain lagi c,, secara cici gw baru kerja n belom dapet cuti n sepupu gw ambil semester pendek. masa gw mo bertualang sendiri.. bisa2 mo pegi k TA malah nyampe di bogor.. huhh..
truz bokap gw bilang.. "emm, itu namanya Hotel Winston". gila, kaget gw. kayaknya gw belom pernah denger&/lewatin.. truz kta bokap gw ntu mank hotel baru. (kebiasaan bokap buat nyobain hotel bintang baru sebelom harganya jadi overpriced).
eniwey, gw peginya ke bandung, like always. kayaknya ga ada liburan tanpa nginep di bandung deh.. wkwkwk. ahh, sudahlah.. pokoknya gw seneng bsa bener2 liburan.
gw c udah ber-ohh2 ria aja..

btw, minggu depan gw rencana mo ke cisarua. plisplisplis, rencana ini jadi. uda pusing gw, setiap kali ngerencanain sesuatu pasti gagal. huhh..
truz gw jadi inget. kn tadi gw lagi maen pokemon sapphire. karena gw udah ngulang entah keberapa ratus kalinya, gw bertekad yang kali ini gw cuma mencet enter(buat fast forward) kalo lagi diperluin aja.
btw lagi,, TRANSFORMER 2 UDA KELUAR!!!!!!!! X) mau nonton niii.. truz harry potter jga juli uda keluar~~ mau nonton,, mau nonton~~~ wkwkwk
sekalian biar bisa lebih nikmatin cerita. truz uda gtu, didepan woods, kirinya petalburg city, ada seorang trainer. tebak namanya sapa?? yupp. "Rich Boy Winston". Ahh, ada apa dengan nama Winston ari ini??
segini aja deh post gw kal ini.. hmm, jarang2 yaa gw post pendek.. wakakakk. gw panjang2in dikit deh.. haha
apa pertanda gw bakal sekelas lagi? ato justru pertanda klo Tuhan uda puas mempertemukan kita di kelas yg sama? tau deh.. jadi pusing sendiri..

Scary, angry, happy,.. weird.

2009-06-23T05:26:00.000-07:00

hari ini aneh.. hahaha. ok, gw menghabiskan seluruh pagi ini dengan berguling2 di tempat tidur seperti biasanya. padahal gw uda bangun jem 9, tapi gra2 mimpi gw yang aneh banget, akhirnya gw males bangun ampe jem 11an.. bis itu gw makan n langsung keramas gra2 rambut gw uda kacau banget walopun gw ga kemana2 2 hari ini.. bis itu mpe jem 3an gw maen pokemon. haha, game lama banget tu.. dlu hot2nya kelas 8-9. apalagi waktu booming PokeNet. huaa, jadi bernostalgia.. X) bis itu jem 3.30 gw ngerengek pesen pizza, soalnya rencananya gw ari ini mo cabut gigi. sejak gw pke behel, gw berusaha membuat pemesenan pizza tiap kli gw mo check-up jadi tradisi.. wkwkwk. well, setelah gw kenyang -ato bisa dibilang ampe belenek- makan pizza n cookie dough dri PHD (yg ngomong2 ampe tgl 30 juni gratis asal pnya brosurnya. n waktu kita mo bayar di struknya disteplesin brosur tsb. jdi klo mo jahat lu pesen aj, bilang ada brosurnya, truz wktu uda nyampe di rumah lu copotin brosur yg dikasih dia. haha) gw ke dokter gigi jem 1/2 5an..

nah, ini bagian yang nyebelin banget. nyokap ma cici gw kan amat sangat traumatik ama yang namanya dokter gigi, jadi mereka ga setuju banget klo gw cabut ggi lagi. cici gw bahkan dengan bego dan gobloknya bilang ke gw kalo mending gigi gw renggang seumur idup (alias copotin aja behelnya sekalian) dari pada gw disuruh cabut gigi lagi. knapa dia bisa bikin statement sebego itu?? well, sebenernya ketraumaan nyokap gw tuh berawal dari cici gw jga.. cici gw punya indra perasa yang super-duper sensitif, jadi klo lu coel dia aja dia bisa tereak2an kayak lu nonjok dia. truz, yg namanya manusia kan kudu kedokter gigi buat nyabut gigi susu ato nambel dkk. nah, suatu hari, waktu cici gw masih kecil, dia n nyokap gw k dokter gigi buat nambel kayaknya. well, cici gw mulai lebai dah. kata nyokap gw cici gw udah aduh2ah padahal belom disentuh ma dokter gigi. kata nyokap gw ampe ujung gang tereakannya kedengeran. litteraly. soalnya nyokap gw kaga kuat ngedenger tereakan cici gw n kabur k ujung gang. wkwkwk.

well, gra2 itu cici gw jadi strez banget klo mo ke dokter gigi n di umurnya yg 22 skarang, di sekitar gusinya masih ada kira2 3-5 gigi susu. ekstim yakh.

yahh, gra2 nyokap n cici gw gtu, bokap gw jga ikut2an n tadi waktu di dokter, rencananya qta mau nanya, bisa nga klo ga cabut, klo ga bisa, kita mo minta undur dlu. well, YANG TERJADI BUKAN KAYAK GTU!! bokap gw malah bilang k dokternya klo gw 2 hari ini begadang gra2 strez mau cabut gigi. pokoknya semua kata2 bego, goblok, dan idiot dari orang2 sok tau n sok pinter (nyokap n cici gw!!!) malah dibilangin k dokternya atas nama gw. najis. pada akhirnya gw ngomel2 k bokap gw waktu gigi gw selesai dibengkek2 n sempet ngambek bentar. haha

hmm, sebenernya gw ngambeknya bsa lebih lama gra2 gw mank marah banget. cuma kejadian bis itu bikin gw ga kuat ngambek. bis dari dokter gigi, gw k mitra buat ronsen gigi. nah, kn waktu mo ronsen musi isi form dlu,, beneran deh, susternya galak bangeettt.. T.T truz uda gitu, abis gw isi form mbanya bilang gini. "kamu ga hamil kan?". anjrit. DIA KIRA GUE UMUR BERAPA?!? GW KELIATAN KAYAK IBU2 APA??!? TT.TT. bis itu, kn gw n bokap duduk bentar. truz tba2 lewat sorang dokter. dokternya cakep, gila. n walopun ga secakep carlisle di twilight, suster2 disekitar langsung sumringah wkt doi lewat. wakakakk.. eniwey, setelah nunggu beberapa lama, gw disuru masuk,.. sendirian. ama suster galak itu. TTT.TTT. gw dibawa masuk k 1 ruangan yg ada beberapa mesin aneh. truz gw dijelasin, bediri harus tegak, muka ga boleh gerak sama sekali, truz gw disuru gigit tisu. mesin yang pertama, mesinnya muter2 di sekeliling gw n gw bedirinya ngebelakangin pintu, jadi gw ga liat apa2. bis itu gw ditinggal bentar n waktu itu gw gunakan buat foto keadaan tuh kamar. wkwkwk. hebatnya, hape gw low bat sebelum gw foto semuanya. oh, well.. oh ia, dan selama mba itu pgi gw jga sadar klo ini ronsen tuh pke radiasi. pantesan gw ditanya lagi hamil ato nga. radiasi tuh amat sangat ga bagus buat janin. n setau gw jga radiasi yg terus menerus kayak terapi kemo bikin sel telur jga mati. pantes gw ditanya lagi hamil ato nga. tp ttp aj, cara nanyanya bikin nyinggung banget. =P. eniwey, wkt mbanya balik lagi gw pindah k mesin k 2. di mesin ini kedua kuping gw ditutupin semacam karet. peraturannya sama minus tisu. well, di mesin k 2 ini gw ngadep k pintu n gw tau ternyata waktu kedua mesin lagi bekerja susternya langsung ngibrit keluar ruangan. sial. sementara gw lagi terekspos radiasi tuh orang ngacir gitu aja. ckckck. bis mesinnya berenti kerja, susternya masuk lagi n ngelepas karet di kuping gw. gila, kuping gw langsung berdengung dengan parahnya. gw jga ngerasa rada enek. bis itu gw ditinggal gitu aja n disuru kluar sendiri. sempet nyasar gw.. wkwkwk

nih, foto2 gw selama di mitra

ini mesin yang muter2 itu

palang2 di pintu

ini tisu yg gw gigit waktu ronsen

n ini hasil ronsen gw

ok gw sedikit besyukur dengan ronsen dari samping ini.. belakangan ini gw suka ditegor suka cemberut n monyong ma nyokap n tante gw.. sekarang gw tinggal ngasih nunjuk KALO PAKE KAWAT EMANG JADI MONYONG! =P

oh ia, ari ini jason mraz ultah lohh!!! X) and thanks very much to twitter, gw bisa ngucapin selamat secara langsung k dia.. yeaaa~ Happy birthday, Jason!! love u! wakakakkak -^^-

The Unknown World of Social and Science

2009-06-15T09:00:00.000-07:00

3 days ago, on Friday the 12th of June, I got my raport card.. well, my hard work paid off.. I can get in both social class and science class.. you know, before the final test I couldn't even get in the social class.. my history grade wasn't very good.. so, for the final test I worked my ass off to study for that particular subject.. back then I thought I wanted to get in the social class REALLY bad.. but when I got the results, somehow everything changed.. well, my mother isn't and has never supported me to get in the social class because of her dreams to have 1 child in the science class. and because back then my sister has no choice but to choose social, guess who's burden with her dreams now? the thing about my mother is that she will do anything to make what she wants happens.. and by anything, I meant ANYTHING. first she told me about that 'dream' of hers, then she started suggesting me to get in to science, suggesting for me to be a doctor or mechanic and/or any job that specialize in science. then when I told her that whatever she said I would still choose social, she changed her plans.. she stared whining about how I'm incompetent and doesn't have what it takes to pick social.. I don't know if that's really what she believes in or so, but it started to give an effect on me.. and also, thanks to her now my father and sister is also telling me the advantages of being in the science class.. well, that friday, I decided to keep choosing social. but today, when I returned my raport card to school and I have to confirmed my choice, though I said social, I had doubts in my heart.. I started to think, what if they're right? what if I DO belong in science class? and the more that I think, I found more reasons NOT to pick social.. well, I'm sure everyone who's reading this blog knows about my history with someone in my class.. yep, my four-years-combo classmate. up till now I'm still confused about what kind of feelings do I have for him.. is it crush? love? or just solidarity for a long time aquantence? well, the word is he picked social. and that's what finally hit me. what if I chose social so I know that there's at least a chance for us to be classmates again? and that's not all. I've had some bad times with a certain 'gank' and almost everybody in that gank chose social.. well, I had the bless not being classmates with them last year. with the smaller range, I don't think I'll be lucky this year too..

You know guys, when I was in that dillema, a dear friend told me, that I shouldn't think about all those thing. I shouldn't think about whom I want (or doesn't want) to be my classmate. nor should I think about what my parents say. sure, they pay for school and all, but it's still my life, not theirs. so I have to make a desicion that depends on what I want, not theirs. and about the classmate thing, she told me that it's just going to be a little obstacles. a little rock that accidently gets in your shoes..
well, that's not exactly what she said, but I think being a little dramatic wouldn't hurt anybody, would it? lol

well, what she said really made my eyes opened.. I started collecting my notes of math, chemist, biology, and phisics. It really brought back a lot of memories.. both good and bad. memories that made me laugh and cry, happy and angry. I guess, I'm just not ready to give up on those subject. I guess I'm just not ready to move on from those memories. after I finnished looking at them, I put them in my cabinet. Then, I don't know what got into me, but suddenly I wanted to hear songs from my mobile.. and I also didn't play it on my playlist as usual, but from the song folders with random playlist. the first song I heard was Catch the Sun, by Jamie Cullum. it wasn't the first time I heard it before, and it's really not a sad song. rather funny, one could say. but when I got to the line "Catch the sun, before it's gone..", I started crying. and I cried good. when the song's finished and I thought the weird emotional phase was over, A Beautiful Mess is on. well, that song always can make me weep when I feel blue.. well, if you think all of the make-you-weep song over, then I'm going to tell you something. Coincidences is a way of God telling his unknown plans. And if He wants me to cry all night, then there's nothing in the world that could stop Him. after A Beautiful Mess, Absolutely Zero comes out, then Life Is Wonderful, and after that Love Is Real walked in. well, while I'm in my crying because of I don't know what, I decided on one thing. It's time for me to grow up. I have to let go of some to get some more back. If I can't let go of the past, then I can't possibly have the guts to try to make a better future. there are many things up ahead and I have to concentrate on it. I'm not saying that I'm going to litteraly forget about the past, but I just have to learn not to let them bug me doing what I need to do right now. So, when I thought I'm ready, I stopped crying, ended it with Live High, then I opened my laptop to write this.
Well, right at this moment, when I type this, the clock says it's already 12:42. So why do I type this blog now when I have to wake up very early tomorrow? well, I want this blog to be a reminder for me. for every time in the future when I don't have the mood to study, for every moment that I think I made a wrong desicion, I want this post to remind me that I have decided I want to be in the social class. that I have decided I'm in because this is what I want. and I decided I'm going to take full responsible for it and I'm going to study like hell. So, that's that..

Ah yes, also, I heard some shocking news about people that doesn't make it on friday. you know, for some of them, I thought they could make it. And I want to apologize to all of you. If I didn't contact you at all, it's not because I don't care. Nor because I for hadgotten about you. But because I don't know what to say. It's because I still think that you guys could've made it. So, I sincerely apologize for my behaviour this view days.

God bless.
-kirana

Joyeux Anniversaire, Moi!

2009-05-29T09:48:00.000-07:00

ok, seperti yang gw duga, kebanyakan orang di skul lupa ma ultah gw gra2 ulum.. tapi yasudah lah, pda tetep ngase selamat koq abis diingetin ma radio siswa.. wkwkwk

well, hari ini ada beberapa kejadian aneh yang berhubungan ma wish list gw kmaren..

pagi2, gw bangun entah kenapa lebih pagi dari biasanya.. terus, wktu gw masih 1/2 sadar, tiba2 gw denger cici gw tereak, 'NA!! JASON MRAZ!!!'. beneran deh, gw langsung lompat dari tempat tidur gw truz ngibrit ke kamar cici gw.. well,, bukan Jason Mraz secara 'person' c yang ada di kamar cici gw (secara dia lagi camping di sebuah hutan di Costa Rica n baru balik ke peradaban minggu depan. so, kecuali dari costa rica ke rumah gw tinggal ngesot doank, waktu gw setengah sadarpun gw uda tau klo yang dimaksud cici gw itu bukan orangnya asli),, tapi music videonya.. dan music videonya dia tuh bukan Make it mine, I'm Yours n Lucky yang uda sering banget dipasang, tapi You and I Both, lagunya di album Waiting For My Rocket To Come. Video klipnya lucu bangeeett!! rada aneh n sedikit amatir c, cma bolehlah.. ceritanya cute c.. jadi c jason mraz critanya naksir ama cewe, cewenya tuh teller bank.. nah, waktu c jason mraz mo ngedeketin tuh cewe, pasti ada yang aneh2 deh.. mraz mo nabung di tellernya cewe, tapi pake piggy bank X).. truz uda gtu wktu uda nyampe depan piggy banknya bocor lagi.. jadi tumpah deh tuh semua koin2 didalemnya.. wkwkwk. truz uda gtu ada lagi yang dia uda senyum2 n beraniin diri, cma tba2 dia liat cewenya itu diajak ngobrol ma bosnya, nih scenenya..

gra2 itu dia langsung patah semangat n balik lagi.. padahal bosnya jelek gtu.. uda bangkotan lagi.. ckckck.. truz ada lagi yang waktu dia dateng, teller cewe lagi ga da antrian, langsung dia ngibrit ke Queue line-nya.. efek larinya bener2 ampe bebayang gtu loh,, tapi waktu uda nyampe pas depan tellernya, cewenya mo istirahat, jadi teller itu ditutup dlu.. wkwwkk.. truz waktu uda mo ending2, akhirnya dia pkkny uda pake jas gtu, rapi banget. truz waktu dia datengin teller cewenya, dia kasih note ke cewenya dengan tulisan 'give me what I want'. cma itu note dibaca ma bosnya cewe n mraz dikira mo ngerampok bank.. jadi ditekenlah panic button, dan terlihatlah kejayusan dan kegilaan mraz.. semua orang yg di bank itu langsung panik2, ada yang lari2an, ada yang langsung pasang pose karate gtu, tapi semuanya sambil setengah joged ngikutin lagu.. wakakakkk.. well, akhir videonya, mraz ditangkep polisi, tapi abis itu dibebasin. ga taunya waktu dia keluar, uda ada cewe teller bank itu lagi senyum.. lalu mraz jga senyum, truz abis deh tuh

anyway, itu video klip kira2 dibikin taun 2oo2-2oo3 loh,, entah kenapa, di hari ulang tahun gw video jebot itu dipasang.. that's really something.. well,, in a weird way, itu adalah ucapan ulang taun dia (atau Tuhan) ke gw.. jadi, gw anggep wish list gw yang no. 1 udah terkabul.. X)

well, waktu gw dateng skul, kn dia uda dateng dluan.. truz uda gtu,waktu gw mulai diselametin ma yang inget2, dia ngeliatin gw.. yah,, gw jga uda ga mau mikir yang macem2 jga c.. truz uda gtu, waktu istirahat, kan dia lewat didepan gw.. truz kebetuan jga gw lagi ngomongin ulang taun gw, dan dia ngeliatin gw lagi.. teruz,, tadi waktu pulang.. kn gw lagi ngobrol2 gaje gtu.. cma gra2 gw kurang ngerti ma yang diobrolin, jadi gw bengong sendiri.. nah, kebetulan gw tuh bengongnya ngadep tempat dia lagi ngobrol jga.. terus dia kn ngadepnya ke gw jga.. tba2,, dia jalan kearah gw.. n jalannya tuh kayak kaku n ragu2 gtu.. truz uda rada deket, dia berenti.. waktu itu gw bener2 uda sadar dari bengong gw, cma pandangan gw masih kosong.. teruz gw liat dia kayak uda mo julurin tangan truz ngomong sesuatu.. tapi truz entah kenapa dia tiba2 lemes, mundur, truz balik badan.. mungkin ga itu dia lagi berusaha buat ngucapin gw selamat ulang taun?? dlu waktu dia ulang taun gw bener2 berusaha buat ngucapin selamat ke dia, tapi akhirnya gw ga berani padahal dia uda didepan gw.. kalo emang bener tadi tingkah anehnya adalah gra2 mo ngasi gw selamat, betapa tragisnya gw ama dia.. tapi, klo emang dia tadi berusaha ngucapin selamat ke gw, setidaknya itu berarti dia care ma gw.. dan gw masih berharap klo dia care ma gw sama kayak gw care ma dia.. gw masih berharap klo nanti gw ma dia bisa kayak dulu lagi, waktu masih ada klub gitar.. waktu dia belom terlalu 'gaul' buat temenan ma gw.. huh, sudahlah..

anyway, dengan kejadian itu, gw anggep list no. 2 gw 1/2 setengah tercapai..

teruz, waktu malemnya, kan gw mo tidur.. gw matiin lampu kamar gw.. dan ternyata, setelah gw peratiin ternyata di AC gw ada lampu biru kecil yang bikin kamar gw ga gelap gulita.. dan ternyata setelah beberapa lama mata gw adaptasi jga ma gelap.

jadi, wish gw yang ke 7, gw anggep terkabul.. wkwkwk

bis itu, tanggal 3 juni (tepatnya 5 hari setelah posting ini, thx to pengaturan di blog ini yang bisa membuat gw ngatur tangal posting diterbitin.. :P) gw ma temen2 gw makan dicoldstone.. di coldstone lagi ada diskon 25% buat kartu kredit BCA.. so there you have it, tempat traktir yang enak, tergolong murah dan bikin semua orang seneng, wish gw yang terakhir terkabul..

well, selaen ngasih info tentang wish2 gw yang uda terkabul, kali ini gw jga mo ngebuat list tentang apa aja yang gw syukuri selama ini.. well, kayaknya selama ini yang gw lakuin cma komplein tentang semua hal.. time to start thinking positive..

THINGS THAT I'M THANKFUL FOR

by kirana

1. My magnificent new room and my oh, so comfy bed..

2. Gitar gw yang masih bertahan walopun uda jatoh2 bekali2..

3. Jason Mraz, yang karena bakat nyanyi n maen gitarnya bener2 bikin gw ter-inspired n kembali semangat buat melajarin gitar lagi. dan thankful list ini jga mungkin ga ada klo ga ada dia.. He IS also known as a positive thinking person.. X)

4. Headphone gw. yang uda berjasa banget ngasih denger gw secara detail kebagusan dan kejelekan semua lagu yang gw dengerin..

5. Album We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things yang juga merupakan CD asli pertama yang gw punya.. ini album yang memulai kegilaan gw ama jason mraz.. well, bisa dibilang nomor 2 n' 3 bermula dari waktu gw beli album ini.. ngomong2, gambar yang ini bukan gambar di album yang biasa loh.. kayaknya ini album special edition deh.. duh, harus hunting nih.. haha

6. Laptop dan modem. yang mengenalkan gw kepada dunia internet. blog ini sekarang ga ada loh klo ga ada mereka bedua.. wkwkwk

7. Boneka anjing gw yang sebenernya bukan punya gw.. (loh??) wkwk, ini boneka sebenernya punya cici gw, tapi cici gw hanya membiarkan dia tergeletak begitu aja.. akhirnya gw yang urus dah.. yang pernah kerumah gw pasti tau betapa attached-nya gw ma boneka ini.. X)

8. kaos gw.. tadinya gw ga yakin buat beli baju ini.. tapi akhirnya baju ini jadi salah satu baju yang paling sering gw pake gra2 warnanya yang shocking banget..

9. Semua temen2 gw yang paling keren. hahaha. harap jangan terlalu membalon buat kalian yang baca ini.. wkwk.

ini adalah bukti ke-barbar-an gw n temen2 gw di coldstone.. sayang gw lupa foto beforenya.. haha

10. Hadiah2 yang temen2 gw kasih k gw waktu gw ultah.. well, dengan ini gw bisa memastikan klo kegilaan gw dengan warna ungu sudah tersebar luas.. wkwkwk

huahh,, ok deh segini dulu.. cape gila ngatur2 foto sebanyak itu..

H-1 before my birthday..

2009-05-28T07:03:00.000-07:00

Ok, walopun gw uda bertekad klo gw ga mo ngeblog sampe weekend dan/atau ampe ulum kelar, tapi kayaknya hari ini tuh kudu banget ditulis di blog..
Hari gw dimulai dengan gw bangun tidur dalam keadaan ngantuk banget.. entah kenapa beberapa hari ini gw memaksakan diri buat begadang. Emang c buat belajar juga, tapi ga terlalu banyak yang masuk tuh.. ahh, pokoknya gw bener2 uda kucel banget deh.. terus uda gtu waktu perjalanan ke skul, gw lagi berhayal (biasalah, masih belom kekumpul nyawanya, pikiran masih kemana2.. haha) klo misalnya gw nyampe ke skul barengan ma orang2 tertentu.. tapi bis itu gw mulai sadar dan melupakan khayalan gw tersebut.. tapi, ga tau emang uda jodohnya gw (maunyaa.. haha) ato gimana, gw beneran dateng barengan ma orang2 tertentu itu.. gw jadi binggung.. itu bukan pertama kalinya loh kejadian gitu.. dlu2 jga gw uda pernah dengan kejadian yang sama persis.. tapi, klo misalnya gw berhayalnya uda yang tingkat tinggi yang ampe ngebayangin klo gw ngobrol ma orang tertentu tersebut, truz ngebayangin ngobrolin apa aja, dll dkk,, pasti kaga kejadian.. hmm, mungkin gw pnya suatu kekuatan yang cuma bisa bekerja klo dalam keadaan 1/2 sadar doank.. haha
OK, nyampe2 diatas (gw nyampe duluan karena ga tau gw yang jalan kecepetan ato orang tertentu itu jalan kelambatan) gw mulai baca2 eko bareng2 temen gw truz abis bel masuk klaz.. hari ini,, renungannya lamaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa banget.. ampe 1/2 jeman.. ceritanya tentang seorang ibu2 yang berusaha nyuruh Tuhan buat ngebikin kedelai jadi tempe dalam waktu yang cepet.. pake metode tumpang tangan gitu.. truz pake metode 'the secret' yang meminta dengan spesifik.. well, gara2 itu renungan, klo gw ngeliat ato disuguhin tempe selama beberapa hari ini mungkin tuh tempe bakal gw injek2 ato sesopan2nya gw jauhkan dari pandangan gw.. enek gila..
abis ulum akun/eko, gw mulai belajar bahasa prancis. tapi, tumben2an banget, orang2 tertentu yang tadi pagi itu ngetem ditempat yang strategis banget buat diliat dari tempat gw lagi belajar.. wkwkwk.. oh, truz kunci jawaban eko/akun ditempel dan essay gw dua2nya bener!! XD
Ulum BAS berjalan lancar. bis itu kan mo pulang, cma gw nungguin dea ma anya dlu.. waktu nungguin,, muncullah orang2 tertentu itu lagi.. wakakkak.. tapi bis itu mereka turun duluan.. ya gw kira mereka uda pulang dunk.. truz ya uda, gw nunggu dijemput.. waktu uda dibawah, kira2 10 menit dari kejadian diatas, tiba2 mereka muncul lagi.. dan dua2nya ngetem deket banget dari gw.. OMG. ga pernah ya, kejadian 4x dalam sehari gw ketemu kayak gitu.. tapi yang bikin gw bener2 binggung, gw ga tau yang mana yang bikin gw seneng karena ada dideket gw.. huhh.. sudahlah..
Pulang2, gw dikejutkan oleh sesuatu waktu gw buka pintu kamar gw.. ranjang gw ga ada.. pertama2 gw diem dulu sambil cengo.. kemana lagi tuh ranjang gw?? tapi terus tiba2 gw konek lalu ngebuka pintu geser disebelah tempat gw berdiri.. yapp, ranjang+bantal+guling+boneka gw udah manis ada dikamar baru gw seberangan ama meja belajar baru gw.. XD excited banget gw ngeliatnya.. akhirnya gw punya kamar sendiri!!!! goodbye stressed-out sister!! cari penumpahan kesetresan lu keorang laen!! wkakakakkkk..
anyway, abis itu gw langsung benah2 dikit n hasilnya bisa lu liat di picture time part 2.. wkwkwk
bis itu gw nulis di twitter tentang hari yang sangat beruntung ini. bis itu gw ke dokter gigi buat check-up kawat gw.. di dokter gigi itu, gw dapet kejadian yang bener2 buruk.. pertama, dokternya bilang gw harus cabut gigi lagi.. T.T beneran gw langsung pucet waktu dokternya ngomong gtu.. katanya gigi gw jadi ga balance klo misalnya gigi gw itu ga dicabut.. truz uda gtu waktu mo dipasang tarikan gigi, entah kenapa gigi taring atas gw berontak.. waktu karetnya baru nyentuh gigi gw, tiba2 tuh gigi kayak di martil n waktu dokternya mulai narik tuh karet gw langsung mo nangis n langsung tereak2an.. bneran deh, selama gw pasang kawat belom pernah rasanya sesakit itu..
Pesan moral dari kejadian ini..
kalo lu ngerasa hari itu lagi hari keberuntungan lu, jangan bilang ke sapa2 ato ke apapun. it wuld totally jinx it..

Anyway, by the way, busway.. besok kan gw ulang taun nii (wakakakkkk),, gw mo membuat sesuatu yang belom pernah gw bikin sebelumnya.. daftar hadiah yang gw pengen buat ulang taun gw.. wkwkwk.. here goes..

10 things that I really want for my 16th birthday..
(nomor menunjukan prioritas)
1. dapet ucapan 'happy birthday' secara personal dari Jason Mraz.<-ini yang most unlikely to happen.. kalo beneran kejadian (masih ngarep.. hwhw), then miracles really do exist
2. diucapin 'happy birthday' dari ubur2<-yang ga tau dia sapa,, yahh,, nasib lu lah.. haha
3. diucapin 'happy birthday' ma tas<-keterangan idem ma no 2.. X)
4. dikasih buku A thousand things-a polaroid book by Jason Mraz<-ga dikasih jga gpp deh.. asal dkasi tau koneksi biar gw bisa beli tuh buku dengan harga yang lebih murah
5. bisa nraktir 'seseorang' di ulang taun gw ini.. untuk pertama kali dan mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali juga.. T.T
6. dikasi kaos Jason Mraz ato dari Blend Apparel<-OK, gw udah too attached ama Jason Mraz.. parah..
7. lampu tidur<-sekarang option gw klo malem2 adalah tidur dengan sinar lampu yang terang benderang ato bener2 gelap gulita. either one, dua2nya bikin gw ga bisa tidur..
8. denger dia manggil gw 'dwi' lagi.. miss those times..
9. hape baru. W 595. tapi itu bentar lagi gw yang beli sendiri c.. wkwkwk
10. ke masquerade mask ball / ketemu tempat makan2 yang irit dan enak selaen pizza hut.. bosen gw dari SD disono mulu..
ok deh, segini dulu.. gw harus belajar kimiaaa!! duh, begadang lagi deh.. huhuuu..

Final Test Prep

2009-05-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

uaaahh, bentar lgi ulummm.. T.T ahh, gw bahkan uda lupa mau cerita apa aja kemaren.. parahh.. yasudlah.. let me star over.. blog gw keteteran mulu nih..ngomong2, kayaknya minggu ini gw mo vakum dlu deh ngeblog.. harus berjuang di ulum!!! kalian tau kenapa? soalnya fisika gw pas2an n sejarah gw merah.. NOOOO!! kenapa bisa yang buat jurusan yang merah dua2nya? T.T tapi bener deh, baru pertama kali sepanjang hidup gw, gw belajar ulum sebelum hari ulangannya itu sendiri.. biasanya tuh gw belajar klo emang besoknya tuh ulangan.. jadi klo besok misalnya ulum geo, gw baru nyentuh buku geo ari ini, kemaren2 ga gw anggep ada sama sekali tuh pelajaran.. wkwkwk

ngomong2, gw sudah memecahkan misteri + mau klarifikasi soal jason mraz n tristan prettyman.. yang lagu shy that way waktu itu.. kan dlu gw bilang mreka jadian 11 taun sebelum break-up.. cuma kmaren gw ketemu semacem artikel. disitu c tristan diwawancarain n salah satunya nanyain soal shy that way.. nah disitu dia bilang klo dia tuh baru ketemu jason mraz taon 2001 n jadian taon 2002an.. nah gw binggung dunk.. di blognya jason mraz dy bilang dia jadian ma orang yang begitu romantisnya ampe2 perlu blog laen buat ngomongin soal relaionship mereka dari taon 1996. nah, tadi, gw lagi dengerin lagu di WMP truz muncul lagu curbside prophet.. gw lagi denger2 n agk nyanyi2 juga.. nah, kan di liriknya ada yang kayak gini..

"... February ‘96 win a guitar picked it up in the mix. I committed to the licks a like a nickel bag of tricks"
Ok, ini adalah salah satu lagu favorit gw n ampir tiap ari gw dengerin. tapi entah kenapa tuh lagu baru bikin gw konek sekarang..
YANG DULU JASON MRAZ BILANG PACARNYA SELAMA 11 TAUN TUH GITAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DEA!! KITA DIBOHONGI!!!! wakakakakkkk
OMG, gw ga percaya gw sempet depresi gra2 hal ini.. seharusnya gw uda pnya feeling c, org di polaroid booknya ada tlisan "...he is married to his cat, Holmes". ternyata dia emang suka menggunakan kata yang kelewat puitis buat hal2 yang dia sayangin.. --;
jadi, kira2 c tristan ma jason tuh cma jadian 3-4taunan.. ohh, well.. tapi menurut gw mreka ttp pasangan paling keren koq.. soalnya gw baca di artikel yang diatas tadi, mereka tuh bener2 pertama kali ngomong didalem shy that way itu.. jadi mereka tuh bener2 belom ngucapin satu katapun, tapi mreka uda bikin lagu bareng yang isinya kayak gtu.. ckckck

ngomong2 soal shy that way, GW UDA BISA MAENIN GITARNYA+NYANYIIN DARI AWAL AMPE AKHIR!! XDD senangnyaaa.. tapi ada gantinya juga loh.. tangan gw dri beberapa hari yang lalu jadi kesemutan mulu n jari2 tangn kanan gw bengkak n sakit banget klo memegang permukaan benda sealus apapun.. yah, setidaknya gw uda bsa maenin 1 lagu dari awal ampe akhir.. mwahahahahaha

ok deh, segini dulu yaa.. btw, bis ulum gw mo posting 'picture time 2'.. uda banyak kekumpul lagi nii fto2nya.. wwkwk

kirana. out.

Picture time~

2009-05-16T10:04:00.000-07:00

ok, gra2 kmaren gw ga berhasil ngedownload banyuakk banget foto, kali ini gw mo bikin posting yang isinya foto smuah+ penjelasannya.. wakakakkk.. belakangan ini gw lagi demen foto2 nih.. entah kenapa.. haha. well, sebenernya banyak yang mau gw ceritain c.. tapi mending ceritanya besok aj deh, secara skarang uda jem 12:30 malem n gwa bahkan setengah binggung sendiri ngapain gw masih bangun jem segini..
anyway, this is some of the pictures taken by yours truly~

Tuesday, 12th May 2oo9

gwa pegi ke mal bareng nyokap truz belanja di farmers.. truz gw melihat beberapa pemandangan yang cukup unik..

ini namanya jalapeno.. gwa ga tau dah ini tuh sayur ato apa.. pokoknya gwa pertama kali denger ni taneman dari game wedding dash. ada menu namanya jalapeno cheese.. truz waktu gwa liat ini di farmers, gwa langsung ketawa.. ternyata kayak gtu bentuknya.. haha

dibawahnya taneman jalapeno itu, ada beginian nih..

sumpah waktu ngeliat ini gwa langsung cengo.. apaan lagi tuh??!? well, yang bulet2 kayak mantau itu namanya squash kuning, n yang lonjong2 itu namanya zukini kuning.. nama yang aneh yaa.. hahaha

mmm, ini klo ga salah namanya alang2 dii, ato rumput dii, ato apa gtu.. pkkny depannya menunjuk ke suatu jenis taneman n belakangnya dii.. ini kira2 buat apa yaa.. klo gw disuguhin itu c kayaknya gw ga mo makan deh.. wkwkwk

yg ini tuh keranjang yang jual paprika.. kayak yang lu liat di gambar ntu, kebanyakan warna paprikanya ijo, tapi yang diujung itu warnanya ngejreng banget.. kuning n oren.. keren yaa.. X)

ini namanya jengkol lilin.. mm, gw ga banyak komen deh ama yang ini.. gw klo lama2 ngeliat bulet2 yang ngejendol2 gtu jadi gatel sendiri.. hiyy.. :P

ini tuh pemandangan troli gw waktu lagi ngantri kasir.. kayaknya yang paling popped-out tuh magnum yaa.. I love Magnum~ XD

ok, waktu lagi ngantri mo bayar, gwa ngeliat sesuatu di deket kasir.. semacem pemberitahuan gtu. untuk lebih jelas dan biar lu semua ga binggung ma jalan ceritanya, gw mo jabarin ke bawah kejadian berikutnya..
Pemberitahuan (gwa baca): Plastic Bag Free Day
Gwa (ngomong dalem ati): wao, keren juga nih.. tiap ari ato gimana nih?
Pemberitauan (gwa baca lagi): Setiap selasa minggu kedua setiap bulan
Gwa: oww.. setiap selasa doank.. haha kirain... ehh, ari ini bukannya ari selasa yaa? (liat hape) ehh, ia bener.. wakakakkk.. seru nih.. kalo ga pake plastic bag pake apa yaa? (celingak celinguk, ngeliat tas kaen dipajang). wuihh,, gila, pake tas gituan? modal amat.. beneran apa pake itu?
Pmbritauan: Kami menyediakan tas yang bisa didapatkan di counter barang.
Gwa: wao, gila.. beneran pake itu.. nga bangkrut apa farmersnya?
Pmbritauan: (posisi dibawah dengan tulisan yang sangat kecil) *Harga tas @Rp. 50.000,-
Gwa: behh,, bayar ternyata.. eh, gila, klo qta beli barang banyak masa jadi kita harus bayar2 goban terus gtu? itu mah namanya pemerasan.. ngomong2 koq gwa ngantrinya lama banget yaa..
Pmbritauan: (dibawah tulisan yang tadi) *Kami menyediakan kardus
Gwa: (speechless, major-denggg moment)(pengen ngeliat kenapa didepan gwa cma ada 1 orang yang belinya cma dikit tapi lama banget)
and guys, pemandangan yang gwa liat setelah itu menjawab semua pertanyaan dan ngebikin gwa ngakak abis2an..

"Plastic bag free day" at Farmers Market

kesimpulan moral : Jangan belanja di farmers di hari selasa minggu kedua!! ato nga bawa tas sendiri.. diperbolehin koq.. wkwkwk

pulangnya dari farmers, gwa langsung maen kompi n cici gwa baru pulang dari kantor.. tiba2 tiba ngomong 'aduh' truz tba2 ketawa.. bingung lah gwa, knapa lagi nih orang, apa sarafnya ada yang ga bener, dari aduh tiba2 ketawa.. tapi truz gwa dikasi tau knapa dia ktawa..

yang panjang itu gagangnya, dan yang lebih kecil itu geriginya.. yapp, itu sisir yang gwa ma cici gwa pke dan copot gitu aja waktu lagi dipake ma cici gwa.. wakakakkk,, gwa binggung, rambut cici gwa sebenernya kebuat dari apa yaa,, plastik2 gitu kan pasti lumayan kuat jga tuh sisir.. aneh2 aj y cici gwa..

ok deh.. segini dulu posting kali ini.. nanti gwa mo bikin part 2nya koq.. gwa uda banyak foto2 lagi, cma lum dikirim ke hape cici gwa buat dimasukin kompi.. huh,, ribet banget yaa.. ckckck

Living prove that LOVE DOESN'T EXIST!

2009-05-11T03:40:00.000-07:00

ok, gw keteteran lagi.. ckckck. yasuw deh.. sekalian biar panjang.. wkwkwk.
btw, keyboard laptop gw lagi rusak nee.. tuts yg 'P' tba2 menghilang, jadi klo mo nulis ntu hurup gw uda kayak pke touch screen.. hwhwhw.. okei, mulai di hari...

Kamis, 7 Mei 2oo9
hari check up gw k dokter gigi. harusnya c gw check up ari selasa, cma bokap gw lagi males nganterin, jadinya diganti hari kamis.. nah, waktu mo nganterin, bokap gw tba2 ngajak gw ke tempat furniture dulu, soalnya kan gw minta meja belajar bwat kamar gw.. truz, gra2 ntu tpt furniture di deket MAG n dokter gigi gw ad di MOI, jadi bokap gw ngambil jalan yg keluar kelapa gading terus masuk lagi. kan jadi lebih deket tuh, ga usa muter2.. nah, waktu uda mo masuk k kelapa gading lagi, tiba2 bokap gw berdecak truz ngomong, 'duh, kir.. harusnya kamu pake si belt tuh.' mungkin bokap gw uda pnya feeling ato gmana,, tba2 beneran,, mobil gw distop polisi truz disuru parkir dulu di pinggir.. HUAAA.. T.T beneran deh, gw takut banget waktu itu. truz uda gtu waktu kaca mobil dibuka polisinya ngomong ke gw lagi, 'kamu kenapa ga pake sit belt ya?' cuma nadanya uda yang sinis gitu.. gila, gw ampe lemes n cma bsa cengo, ga bsa ngomong apa2.. untung bokap gw amat sangat jenius n mengambil keuntungan dari kelemesan gw saat itu.. bokap gw bilang 'ia, soalnya dia lagi ga enak badan, (jadi makin pusing klo pake)'. well, waktu denger ntu, langsunglah gw makin lemes2in badan gw.. wakakakk.. truz uda gtu bokap gw disuru keluar. (untung bukan gw yang disuru keluar.. thanks god!! T.T). waktu masuk lagi c kata bokap gw dia cma minta maap doank. dunno deh klo ada salaman yang berkaiatan dengan bebasnya bokap gw dan gw.. (duh, kayak gw ngapain aj ye.. norak nii.. wakakakk)
eniwey, akhirnya sampe lah gw di dokter gigi, truz mulai deh penderitaan gw.. tahukah anda? saat2 paling menyakitkan waktu pake kawat gigi adalah waktu lagi check up? 'coz karet yang narik gigi kita dicopot yang ngasih kenyamanan sementara tapi truz tba2 dikencengin lagi 2x lipet.. and the process of putting the rubber onto my tooth isn't much of a holiday either. gigi gw yang uda rentan makin sakit lagi gara2 dokter giginya ngebengkek dan ngacak2 gigi gw, apapun dia lakukan biar ntu karet sialan nempel ke gigi gw.. tapi terus dokter gw bilang sesuatu yang bikin gw seneng banget. 'eh, gigi kamu uda lurus ya??(gigi gw kan ad yang masuk satu tuh..)'. truz gw cek pake lidah gw, dan ternyata bener!! gigi gw sekarang uda ketarik ma karetnya, jadi sekarang uda maju n hampir lurus ma gigi2 tetangganya.. yeyy!! XD

Jumat, 8 Mei 2oo9
ari terakhir skul sebelum libur lumayan panjang.. wkwkwk. kemarennya gw uda ngajak syeanne, dea, amel, ma winnie buat maen ke rumah gw. cuma, c agus mo ikut. truz uda gtu maureen belom dijemput, jadi kita berangkat bareng2 deh kerumah gwa.. wakakakk.. truz, uda gtu cathy nelpun n gw ajak jga kerumah gw.. yasuw lah, jadinya makin rame.. XDD
dirumah gw, qta ngedeprok di kamar baru gw truz manicure rame2.. wakakakkakk. truz uda gtu qta nonton video2 klip dari utub n gambar2 keren yg dikirim ke email gw. wkwkwk. pkknya seru banget deh.. truz uda gtu syeanne bawa alat khusus manicure gtu, kayak jarum, jadi qta bisa gambar2 di kuku kita. truz entah apa yang ngerasukin gw, tiba2 gw ngegambar bunga2 di kuku gw dan hasilnya lumayan keren. kayak manicure2 yg uda ahli gtu.. wakakakk.. *narsis..*
hmm, sebenernya gw uda foto c jari gw yang keren itu,, (cuihh.. :P) cma gra2 hape gw yang bisa dikonek ke inet uda dijual, jadi nanti harus kirim dlu ke hape cici gw truz baru masukin kompi. huhh.. menyebalkan.. liat aja, bentar lagi gw beli hape baru!!!

Sabtu, 9 Mei 2oo9
Gwa pegi ke bandung.. dan komputer+inet gw ditinggal.. gara2 cici gw dengan nyolotnya ga mau ikut.. dan dia bilang dia mo ngerjain tugas,(yang setelah gw tanya waktu gw balik dia ga bikin sama skalii).. grrr.. gedeg banget gw kmaren.. eniwey, bokap gw mo nyoba hotel yang baru dia temuin. hotelnya,, well, clearly not very decent, but still acceptable.. seengganya masi ada cici sepupu gw, jadi ga orang tua semua.
oh, ia.. gw mo cerita dlu soal beberapa bulan yang lalu soalnya nyambung ma cerita yang ini. jadi, dlu tuh waktu kita lagi di bandung jga, koko sepupu gw lagi ama temen2nya. namanya ko didi ma ko arman. truz qta makan bareng2 di the valley. nah, c ko arman tuh tantenya yang pnya villa yang dinginepin ma koko sepupu gw, jadi c ko arman ntu ngajakin qta buat liad2 villanya. cma gra2 cici gw uda ngiler makan wedang ronde, jadi cma bokap nyokapnya sepupu gw yang ikut. nah, waktu tante-om gw balik dari villanya, mreka bilang villanya tuh keren banget, uda gede, desainnya unik, truz ada kolam renang di lantai paling atas yang bisa dibuka-tutup sesuai keperluan. yahh, pkkny kayak villa2 orang kaya gtu lah.. wew, gw ma cici sepupu gw jadi nyesel dunk.. gra2 cici gw napsu makan ronde, qta jadi kaga ngeliat villa keren gitu..
kembali ke sabtu kemaren, om gw ngajakin buat ngeliat villanya c ko arman. ya kita ayu2 aj dunk. nah, abis qta muter2 di komplek villanya, om gw tiba2 nunjuk 1 villa truz bilang yg itu villanya. yauda qta keluar mobil dunk. truz uda gtu kn disono ada yang ngejaga gtu, cma dia asal ngasi masuk aja, kita makin kira klo mank bener villanya yang itu.. tapi terus waktu uda masuk tba2 tante gw ngomong, 'EH! kayaknya salah deh. dulu ga kayak gini ah rumahnya!' duennggggg~ gila, gw ma cici sepupu gw langsung ngibrit keluar ambil ketawa ngakak. wkwkwk. tpi uda gtu villanya ketemu c, n bener keren bangett!!! gw ma cici sepupu gw foto c, cma gw lpa ngambil dari hape cici sepupu gw.. dan foto gw yang lagi rame2 di the valley tiba2 ilang.. not a good day for uploading picture i suppose.
btw, waktu pulang2 dari the valley, qta kan lagi ngomongin tuh ko didi ma ko arman, cma gw dlu tuh kebalik2 gtu arman ma anwar, jadi waktu lagi ngomongin c ko arman, gw nyeletuk, 'ih, mank masi jaman yaa nama anwar?' cici sepupu gw ma tante gw langsung ngakak. truz dikasitau klo namanya tuh arman. tapi ampe skarang gw masih suka ketuker2, n bahakan pernah bikin cici gw ikut ketuker,, wakakakkk~ piss

Minggu, 10 Mei 2oo9
gwa dari kmaren dan ampe sekarang lagi shock karena suatu hal. pada tau kan Jason Mraz? yah, klo lu ngomong ga tau c berarti sekarang lu lagi ga baca blog gw.. ini blog kn belakangan ini isinya dia semua.. wakakakkk.. btw, kan dulu dia pacaran dengan seseorang bernama Tristan Prettyman. dari taon 96, truz putus klo bukan taun 2oo5 ya 2oo7. jadi kan klo bukan 9 taun 11 taun tuh. gw c tadinya uda tau lumayan lama, cma gw nganggep itu cma sekedar pengetahuan asal aj. truz kn gw pernah baca, mereka tuh bikin 1 lagu bareng. judulnya 'Shy That Way'. truz gra2 lagi iseng, gw download deh tuh lagu n gw liat liriknya.. dan waktu gw baca liriknya,, o my God.. O MY GOD!!!!!!!! gw uda mau nangis gilaaaaaa!!! lagunya sweet bangeeeetttt!!!!!!!!!! kenapa mereka bisa putus??!?!?? mereka uda pacaran seengganya 9 taun, dan dengan lagu ciptaan mereka yang kayak gtu.. kenapa???!?!? T.T kayaknya cinta tuh mank ga ada yang di dunia ini.. huhuuu.. TT.TT
dan ngomong2, ketika gw masih shock gtu, entah kenapa gw malah nyari lagi suatu informasi.. gw kan dari dulu ngikutin princess diaries, cma di skul tuh volumenya ga lengkap. kmaren gw minjem buku ke 9, buku ke 8 ga ada di perpus. waktu gw baca, gw kaget banget, soalnya c Mia ma Michael uda putus!!!! Amelia Thermopolis ama Michael Moscovitz yang lagu ciptaannya masuk salah satu lagu terkeren menurut gw!!! T.T. bis ntu gw search di yahoo answers knapa mreka bisa putus.. dan waktu gw baca jawabannya, gw yang uda depresi gra2 Shy That Way makin terpuruk lagi.. jawaban yang gw baca adalah.. "karena Michael ketauan uda pernah tidur ma cewe lain." OMG. walopun Michael tuh tidur ma cewe laennya waktu lum jadian ma Mia, tapi menurut gw jga itu salah banget!!! di buku2 sebelumnya uda dijelasin klo Michael ma Mia tuh uda lama saling suka, cuma ga berani aja dua2nya.. kalo Michaelnya sayang ma Mia ngapain dia ma cewe laen coba??!? T.T
well,, dengan informasi2 itu, gw bener2 da memutuskan.. yang namanya CINTA tuh ga ada. hikz2..

last, gw mo ngasi liat lirik Shy That Way. gw jga uda nonton video mreka waktu lagi nyanyi. disitu mreka jelasin kalo mereka tuh uda sering konser bareng, tapi mereka ga ada yang berani ajak ngomong satu sama lain.. well, ni deh.. lagunya.. T.T

Shy That Way

Jason Mraz ft. Tristan Prettyman

[Tristan Prettyman]

You know you're stunning

You're absolutely stunning

And I'm running, I'm always running

And now I'm crying

It's only 'cause I'm caring

And if you were more daring

Maybe you'd stop staring

And come over and talk to me

Tell me 'bout how you've been waiting so patiently

And how you tried, but I just turned away

And I'll say yeah well you know,

I'm shy that way

Shy that way

Maybe I'm shy that way

[Jason Mraz]

Ohh you know you're stunning

You're absolutely stunning

But you're always runnin'

But I'll catch up to you

The way you keep your distance is

Keeping my interest

So I'll keep it consistent

Ohh maybe someday

Someway, somehow in some town

We'll get together and

We'll break it down

And I'll ask why you've been

So shy, gotta be that way

Maybe baby, oh love, I like it that way

Shy that way

You know I love you so shy,

Shy that way

[Tristan Prettyman]

There's always too much talking

And I wanna just keep walking

But I keep staring baby

Keep staring

Though I may not know the right things to say

I'll get it out to you one day

[Tristan and Jason]

I'm shy that way

You're shy that way

Do you like it?

When I'm shy this way?

Yes I like it

When you're shy

Shy that way

I like it

I like it shy

You know it's alright, it's ok

'Cause we're

Shy that way.

Beauty in Ugly?? Hmph, not so much..

2009-05-05T02:28:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is way too much to bare.. In this few days I feel like a living zombie. Not that I really know which monster is a zombie nor I know what would a zombie feels and does,, but still..
And I came up with many ideas at school to write in this blog and somehow the ideas just vanished as I went home. How great is that?

speaking of vanished, I remember one of the ideas.. lol. well, it still has to do with the zombie problem. Well, lately I've been feeling strange. It's like I'm slowly evaporating because of everything that's been happening. I think I'm stressed out 'coz I'm trying to deal with the problems in school and at home, but trying to run from all of the problems. I want to do what I want without thinking of anyone's feeling but I try to keep everyone's feelings happy. all of that at the same time. I mean, who could DO that???!? You know, you really should feel how my brain works (if it's not retarted, then it's working too fast. either one, it's not working as it should have). for example, one time a person pissed me off and I felt an extreme rage for that person. But a second later, I started to think that he must have a good reason for him to do that. But then I thought again, 'To the heck with that! even if he has he has a reason, it doesn't give him permission to do that!'. And yes, I started to defend him again, then hate him again, and again, and again, and again... Until I myself forgot what was really the problem.. And I don't only think like that when I'm pissed. I think like that on EVERYTHING. You know, I think it's because of all the adults keep telling me to calm down, don't hold grudge, everything have a positive side, bla bla bla bla bla... Well they never told me how to deal with the negative side!! Ugh, psychology sucks. Life sucks. We're ALL SUCK.

Btw, remembered another one. Remember that dufus I told you about on my last posting? Well, I've been dodging him since that first day. Thanks god he doesn't sends me text message anymore. But he still comes to my class every now and then.. Gosh, I hate him!! I'm starting to be nauseous just to think about that.
Anyway, one of the ways I tried to dodge him is to put my 'I will hurt you if you dare come near me'-face. But because every reccess has a possibility that he 'bumps in' to me, now I'm used to put the-unwelcoming-face everywhere I goes. In some cases it's not that big-a-deal, but in other cases, well that's just plain ugly. I really hope he finally comes to his senses and LEAVE ME ALONE... before that face really becomes a habit.

GOD, WHEN WILL ALL OF THESE END??

The ugly, unstable me..

2009-05-01T06:07:00.000-07:00

oke,, belakangan ini banyak banget kejadian yang bikin gue mau gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. T.T

well,, hari rabu kemaren, gw kn lage ngegosip wkt pel prancis =P,, teruz gw lupa gmana jadinya,, gw ma temen2 sekeliling gw malah jadi ngobral.. qta cerita ttg org yg kita ska+yg pernah qta suka.. wkwkwk,, gila.. seru banget kemaren.. teruz, kn gw cerita ttg seseorang, truz c yoko ngasi tau gw, katanya,, seseorang itu kyaknya lagi persiapan mo nembak seseorang.. weqq,, lsg strez gw.. uda dlu gw perna mimpiin mreka jadian DI RUMAH GW. mank aneh tu mimpi, ngapain jga k rmah gw buat adegan penembakan bis itu mesra2an dirumah gw.. ckckck.. tapi, karena mimpi gw banyaaaaaakk,, banget yang jadi kenyataan,, entah kenapa gw pnya feeling klo nanti seseorang ntu bakalan nembak tepat didepan mata gw.. bahkan kemaren tba2 gw pnya feeling klo didunia mereka sendiri, mreka tuh ud saling memiliki,, belom official aj.. mungkin buat kalian pemilihan kata 'memiliki' agk lebai c, tapi menurut gw itu kta yang paling tepat bwt mendefinisikan mereka bedua.. I mean, you should see them when they're together! It's kinda heart-breaking.. *sigh*

OK, jadi gini ceritanya,, gw pnya temen cewe, kita panggil dia A. dlu gw sekelas ma dy.. teruz di kelas yg sama jga ada seorang cowo.. kita panggil dia B.. waktu ampir akhir semester, B ngomong ma gw, dia demen ma A, truz dy minta tolong gw.. yauda gw bantuin donk.. teruz,, setelah beberapa lama, gw tau klo A tuh ga ska ma B.. dan sebelum itu gw jga uda tau c klo A tuh demen ma co laen.. pkkny tuh c B masi keukeuh pedekatenya.. cuma gra2 wkt itu lulus SMP n A pinda skul, surut jga tuh pedekatenya c B. singkat cerita, kira2 2-3 bulan yang lalu, tiba2 B ngomong ma gw klo dia mo nyoba pedekate lagi.. yauda gw coba konekin lagi donk.. cuma gra2 itu gw jadi ngerasa klo A yg dlu deket banget ma gw jadi ngejauh gra2 gw kyk maksain c B gtu ke dia.. dan gw jga uda ga ska ma cara B ngedeketin temen gw c.. jadi gw desek pelan2 lah biar B nyerah aja.. terus, kira2 2-3 minggu yg lalu, c B ud menunjukkan tanda2 nyerah.. truz gw nanya kan, mank knpa dia uda misah ampir setaun tapi masi mo pedekate,, dan dijawab gra2 dia tuh pertama kli demen ma cewe, jadi ga tau gimana ngelupainnya.. teruz setelah gw prep-talk,, akhirnya diantara sabtu-senen kemaren gtu dia bilang dia uda nyerah.. TAPII, ga tau kenapa hari selasanya B tba2 sms gw, nanya bahan ulangan.. binggung lah gw,, orang gw ga sekelas, mank kelas dia ga ada yang tau apa bahan ulangan?? cma akhirnya gw kasi tau bahannya.. teruz ternyata bis itu dia ngajak gw nemenin dia ngobrol n dia teruuuussss,, ngajak gw ngobrol padahal tuh gw uda pake kalimat yang kalo orang normal bakal ngerti klo gw ga mau sms-an ma dia.. akhirnya gw bilang aja gw mo belajar, padahal gw baru belajar jem 10 malem(^^V)
teruz, besokannya di skul dia makin nunjukin klo dia ada tanda2 pedekate ma gw.. GILA, gw bener2 jijik bangeet!!!!!!!!!!!! PLIS DEH, GUE BARU KELAR BANTUIN DIA PEDEKATE MA TEMEN BAE GW SENDIRI AMPE TEMEN GW ITU UDA GA TAU MASIH NGANGGEP GW TEMENNYA ATO NGA!!!! EMANG DIA GA PUNYA OTAK APA?!?!!!?! KATANYA DIA BARU PERNAH DEMEN MA ORANG,, GA TAU CARA LUPAIN.. TAPI 2 HARI SETELAH DIA NYARAIN GIVE-UP, DIA UDA NYOSOR KE ORANG LAEN!! DIA KIRA GUE APAAN!!??? DIA KIRA GUE BAKALAN MAU AMA DIA??!?!!!?! AMPE KAPANPUN GA MAU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND YOU WANT TO KNOW SOMETHING??? GUE TAU KENAPA TEMEN GUE JUGA GA MAU AMA DIA. TERNYATA EMANG TUH ORANG BENER2 GA NORMAL,, CARA PEDEKATENYA JUGA GA NORMAL. MANA ADA ORANG PEDEKATE KAYAK LAGI INTEROGASI????!?? BAHKAN WAKTU GUA PERTAMA KALI DEMEN MA ORANG GA SEPARAH ITU
OMG, sumpah gw kesel abiss.. akhirnya wktu dia sms gue kacangin n gw langsung kabur waktu dia lagi kekelas gw..harusnya kalo dia masih ada sisi orang normal c nyadar yaa klo gw mau dia GA PERNAH GANGGU GUE LAGI SAMPE KAPANPUN.
Nb: Semoga gw cuma lebai soal ini n gw jadi bener2 ga ada urusan lagi ama dia. AMIN

OK, dari semua kegilaan diatas, at least ada 1 kejadian yang bikin gw lompat2an n histeris saking senengnya.. here goes..

GUE KETEMU BLOG-NYA JASON MRAZ!!!!!!!! XDDDDD

well, tadinya gw lagi nyari tab gitarnya lagunya dia, tapi truz gw kebuka suatu web yg salah satu linknya nulis 'Jason Mraz's journals/blog'. gila, gw langsung shock. gw pernah ngebayangin c Jason Mraz pnya blog tapi gw ga pernah menggangap khayalan gw cukup normal untuk dipastikan.. cuma setelah gw liat tu link, gw langsung buka google(hidup google!! wekekekekk) n ngetik "Jason Mraz Blog". dan ternyata mank ada!!!!!!!! XXDDDDDDDD

DAN INDONESIA DITULIS DI BLOGNYA!!!!!! XD DAN INDONESIA JADI JUDUL BLOGNYA!!!!! XDDDDDDD dia lagi ceritain konser keliling dunianya di bagian Asia.. dia ke hongkong, singapore, KL, n jakarta.. walopun gambar yg dia masukin kayaknya di KL, tapi judul postingnya 'the Indo Endo'. yeaaa,, u lose, suckers!!! <=maksudnya ke negara2 laen yg tadi gw sebutin yang ga dipilih buat jadi judul.. wakakakkkk =P

hmm,, klo diliat sekilas mungkin kita binggung yaa.. apaa,, artinya 'Endo'? kenapa harus Indo-Endo? pertama bahkan gw kira itu artinya mirip2 kayak endoderm ato apaa,, gitu.. cuma entah kenapa tiba2 gw mendapat pencerahan..

Indo kan negara terakhir yang dia kunjungin.. dan 'end' tuh artinya akhir.. jadi dia pengen bikin rhyme dengan nambain 'o' ke 'end'.. walopun aneh buat kita, tapi klo judul itu disebut pake aksen amerika jadi ga aneh koq.. 'o' di 'end' cuma kayak salah satu gaya mereka ngomong.. ahh,, mank kreatif banget c Jason Mraz.. ckckckck.. uda jatuh cinta banget gw kayaknya yaa ma dia.. wakakakakkk

ahh, gw jadi inget salah satu wawancaranya Mraz di majalah.. katanya dia selalu berusaha ngeliat segala sesuatu di sisi positifnya n ga mau biarin masalah2 yang numpuk bikin dia kacau.. mungkin gw harus nganut prinsip kayak gitu.. gw bener2 lagi ga stabil sekarang.. huhh..

A day @ the mall

2009-04-22T06:53:00.000-07:00

O mai God gw cape bangeettttttt!!! gila, ari ni gw jalan di mal, dari jem 1 siang ampe jem 7.30.. kaki gw uda mo gempoorrrrrrr.... T.T

tadi, gw pertma maen dlu di timezone.. bis itu gw diajak nonton.. well, tadinya c gw ga mo nonton.. uda kapok klo nonton bareng2 gtu.. soalnya uda 2x gw diajak nonton dan akhir2nya gw tidur selama film.. bukan gra2 ngantuk, tpi gra2 gw ga kuat nontonnya.. kadang2 gw ga ngerti jga deh,, uda tau gw sensitif ma setan, adegan pembantaian,, pkkny sesuatu yg serem2.. tapi tetep aj gw diajak nonton film begituan.. film pertama judulnya 'the happening', di cerita itu, ceritanya tumbuhan ngeluarin semacem feromon yg ngebuat manusia berusaha ngebunuh diri mreka sendiri.. dan waktu mereka bunuh diri DIKASI LIAT. dan bunuh dirinya tuh ngelindesin diri ma traktor lah,, nusuk arteri leher pake sumpit rambut lah,, ahh,, pkkny serem banget deh..

truz, film kedua tuh the mist.. dari gambarnya kn uda agk serem kan, dan gw uda dapet sedikit pengalaman dari the happening yg dari judul n posternya ga keliatan serem sma skali.. klo ini kn judulnya aja uda 'the mist'. kabut kan biasanya dihubungin ma yang serem2.. gw uda bilang ga mau, cuma tiba2 gw uda dikasi tiket.. yapp, gw uda dibeliin tiket buat film n mau ga mau gw harus nonton.. alhasil, gw tidur wkt film berlangsung..

eniwey,, tadi gw nonton 'knowing'.. agak creepy c, tapi topik ceritanya cukup unik.. tentang kiamat.. yahh, bener kata temen gw,, abis nonton itu qta bakalan punya penghargaan yang baru soal hidup..

ngomong2, hari ini terjadi suatu musibah wkt gw di mal.. kn tadi gw abis makan coldstone,, XD,, truz gw minum kn, dan entah knpa gw bisa bego banget,, gw kurang kenceng nutup aernya.. well, beberapa menit kemudian, gw tiba2 ngerasa celana gw koq basah n di tas gw kayak ada yang netes2.. dan netesnya tuh bukan seiprit2 doank, tapi uda ngucur..
sadarlah gw klo tas gw isinya uda aer semua!!!!
gila, tentu aj gw langsung panik gra2 hape gw dua2nya plus dompet gw ada di tas.. well, dompet gw ama hape gw yang jelek selamat, tapi hape gw yang bagus uda ga ketolong.. hikz2.. padahal tu hape bentar lgi uda mo dijual n harganya masih 500rbuan.. sekarang tu hape tinggal seonggok besi yang ga ada harganya.. TT.TT
well, gw hanya berharap bokap gw kasian ma gw n inisiatif nawarin hape baru.. tapi gw jga c yang harus bayar.. huahh,, sudahlah mank nasib..
well,, segini dlu deh.. kaki gw bener2 uda ga mo kompromi.. sakiiiiiiiitttttttt... T.T

ahh, gitu lah pkknya..

2009-04-06T03:51:00.000-07:00

OMG, gw uda lma banget ga nulis blog!!

sori yaa,, belakangan ini gw kehilangan 'gereget' buat nulis blog.. wkwkwk
huahhh,, padahal banyak banget kejadian seru2.. hikz2..

eniwey, baydeway buswey,, tadi tiba2 gw illfeel ma crush gw.. ckckck
ntah knapa tba2 gw ngerasa tuh orang amat sangat kecentilan n pecicilan ma semua cewe.. dan sebenernya beberapa lama yang lalu gw jga uda tau spa yg dia suka.. well, MUNGKIN sebenernya dy ga pecicilan kyk yg gw kira c.. di satu sisi gw mikir klo begitulah cara sosialisasi orang2 yg 'populer',, lawan jenis jga bsa jadi temen baik.. dan klo dia ga deket ma gw, gw jga ga bsa ngomel2.. siapa juga gw, smpe2 dia mo ngobrol ma gw. cuma disisi lain,, MENURUT GWE SMUA CEWE DIEMBAT MA DIAAAAA!!!!!!!!!! TT.TT
huaaa,, gw bnr2 uda ga ngerti ma cara pikir gw.. gw bsa sadar klo gw mungkin bkan spa2 buat dia,, tapi pada saat yang sama gw jga berpikir klo gw pasti di 'highlight' ma dia diantara org2 lain.. duhh,, entah nmanya narsis ato apa.. beneran gw uda pusing banget deh..
huhh,, sudahlah,, mari kita membicarakan sesuatu yang lebih menyenangkan..
pertma,, gw mo ngasi lirik lgu Jason Mraz (lagi.. =P) yg berjudul Mr. Curiousity,, yg mnurut gw lgi cocok banget ma keadaan gw skarang..
beneran deh, kayaknya gw uda jatuh cinta ma Jason Mraz.. I mean, he's not just tallented,, he's also HOT!! wakakakkk,, yasuw lah.. nih liriknyaaa

Mr. Curiousity

Hey Mr. Curiosity
Is it true what they've been saying about you
Are you killing me?
You took care of the cat already
And for those who think it's heavy
Is it the truth
Or is it only gossip
Call it mystery or anything
Just as long as you'd call me
I sent the message on did you get it when I left it
See this catastrophic event
It wasn't meant to mean no harm
But to think there's nothing wrong is a problem

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(trying not to ask why)
Love is a mystery
Mr. Curious...

Come back to me
Mr. waiting ever patient can't you see
That I'm the same the way you left me
In a hurry to spell check me
And I'm underlined already in envy green
And pencil red
And I've forgotten what you've said
Will you stop working for the dead and return
Mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(trying not to ask why)
And love is a mystery
Mr. Curiosity
Be Mr. please
Do come and find me, oh
Find, find me, find me

I'm looking for love this time
Sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
(Trying not to ask why)
Cause love is a mystery
Mr. curiosity
Be Mr. please
Do come and find me

Love is blinding when the timing's never right
Oh who am I to beg for difference
Finding love in just an instant
Well I dont mind, at least I've tried
And I tried, I tried...

hikz,, lagunya sukses bikin gw nangis.. padahal lagunya cepet.. gw binggung, knpa lgu2nya Jason Mraz selalu pas banget liriknya buat kehidupan gw.. huahh,, mank uda jodoh kali yaa.. (maunyaa.. wakakakkk)

ok2,, kedua..
gw mo promosi sebuah toko ice cream yang sangat enaakkkkkkkkk~~

COLDSTONE CREAMERY

well,, coldstone tuh toko eskrim yang unik banget, karena mereka nyiapin eskrim, tanpa topping apa2,, dan mereka juga nyiapin topping n fudge yang terpisah.. dan toppingnya jga banyaaakkkk,, banget n macem2.. dari yang biasa kayak chocolate fudge, chocolate chip, karamel n stroberi,, ampe yang ga normal kayak adonan kue, pie crust, yellow cake, sampe health bar yang bahkan gw ga tau apaan dan gimana rupa rasanya.. jadi kita bisa piih eskrim mana yang kita mau, truz milih topping apa yang kita mau.. klo toppingnya lebih dari 1 di charge yaa.. coldstone jga nyediain signature creations yang bisa kita pilih.. harganya uda dipukul rata, jadi berapapun topping yg ada di signature creations itu, harganya tetep sama.. nih beberapa diantaranya..namanya lucu2 kn?? wkwkwk yang uda pernah gw coba, chocolate devotion(buat pencinta coklat,, pilih yang ini..),, cookie doughn't you want some( cookie doughnya enak bangeeettt!!)
sma the pie who loved me(cheesecake ice cream, graham cracker pie crust, oreo cookie, fudge.. klo mo coba sesuatu yang baru, pilih yang ini.. enak juga koq..)

ok deh,, uda malem.. sebenernya masih banyak yg mo gw promosiin.. tpi gw uda ga kuat.. jadi promosinya segini aj yakh.. wakakakkk~

Last but not least,, beberapa hari yang lalu gw gw ketemu sebuah pepatah, ato semacem itu lah.. nih dia..

Life is short ...
kiss passionately, love truly
laugh constantly
And never stop smiling
no matter how strange life is
Life is not always the party we expected to be
but as long as we are here, we should smile and be grateful.

A big blow and ends with a kiss..

2009-04-02T06:24:00.000-07:00

ok, hari ini gw kesel bangeeetttttt!!
well, kejadiannya dimulai kmaren, wkt gw debat.. yah,, tau lah gw gmna klo uda didepan umum.. sering ngeblank2 gtoo.. pkkny, tim gw diteken abis2an.. tapii,, kita tuh ngerasa mereka neken kita bukan karena alesan yg jelas.. topik mosinya tuh 'dihapusnya remedial ulangan umum'. tim gw pilih kontra. gw uda binggung banget deh, semua usaha yg uda kita kerahin di counter dengan "kn harusnya semua murid berusaha lebih giat wkt ulum biar ga usah remed sekalian..". tpi hasil2nya lumayan lah.. pa Maraman masi bisa liat koq klo kita tuh berusaha..
TAPIIIIII,,, nih bagian yg bikin gw mulai gondok..
kn kelompok2 laen disuru kasi komentar ttg perdebatan kita.. terus, ada satu anak rese (ga usa nyebutin namanya, kalian jga pasti sebagian bsar uda tau spa..) yg ngomong klo kelompok gw (tapi ngeliatnya ke arah gw) itu terlalu banyak ngasih pendapat yang omong kosong.. wkt itu gw binggung kn, mank gw ngomong apa mpe dibilang omong kosong, n pa Maraman jga mpe nanya, maksudnya omong kosong contohnya apa?? n tuh anak cma bilang 'yahh, gtu lah paa.. hahaha'
swt bangeettt.. uda mulai keki tuh gw waktu itu, tpi kmaren gw masih bisa melupakan dengan mudah.. mungkin mank dy lgi sensi ma gw ato gmana gtu..
LALU HARI INI... gantian tuh anak satu yang debat.. mosinya 'dikirimnya pemuda indo ke jalur gaza'. ntu anak dapet pro. and you know what?? selama debat berlangsung, yang bisa gw pikirkan adalah 'ok, klo kemaren omongan gw omong kosong, omongan dy sekarang tuh SAMPAH!!'. plis deh, walopun tim dy tuh dadakan n ga ada persiapan sama sekali tapi ga usah ampe "menciptakan" sebuah fakta donk! pkkny gw uda enek abis deh ngeliatin dy debat. cuma banyak gaya doank, tapi yang keluar dimulutnya cuma 'blablablablabla....'
pertama2 mreka ngomong klo dikirimnya pemuda indo tuh gra2 empati antar negara, tapi, uda mpe akhir2 tuh anak ajaib tiba2 ngomong dengan pedenya..

"tapi Indonesia kan negara islam, n di al-quran tuh ditulisin klo harus saling ngebantu, apalagi sama2 negara islam.. (palestina tuh negara islam..)"

Whad the hell!!??!?
ok, gw mank ga tralu meratiin KN tapi gw tau kalo INDONESIA TUH BUKAN NEGARA ISLAM. emank mayoritas penduduknya negara islam tapi Indonesia BUKAN negara islam.. No offense (actually, LOTS of offense), tapi ITU KALO BUKAN OMONG KOSONG APA!!?!?!???!!

ugh, gondok abis2an gw tadi.. tapi sudahlah.. alesan gw ngebahas panjang lebar gini adalah biar gw bisa ngelupain kejadian ini.. buat apa nambah dosa gw dengan dendam ma dy??

hmm, truz ari ni pa lgi y yg seru..
oohh,, iya.. wakakakakk.. gini2.. entah knpa, tba2 gw inget suatu cerita wkt gw klaz 7..

di klaz 7f, ada 2 orang, mreka sebelah2an.. yg atu ce, yg atu co.. truz pada suatu hari mreka tuh mo ngomong barengan, jadi nengok bareng2.. nahh, pada saat itu, terjadilah suatu insiden..
wkwkwk, they were accidentally kissed.. and yes,, on their lips.. wekekekekekekkk

well, bis gw inget crita itu gw jadi penasaran.. gw kira2 masih inget spa tuh dua orang 'beruntung', tapi ga yakin.. akhirnya gw tanya temen gw, temen gw tanya temennya lagi, dan pada akhirnya semua orang menebak2.. truz ternyata bener ingetan gw.. yg meyakinkan adalah Maureen yg langsung tereak wkt kita lagi saling bertukar pikiran, "eh, itu kan ***!!!". beneran deh tadi tuh heboh banget.. dan begonya yg ngalamin tadinya ga inget.. lalu akhirnya kita semua ngakak gila2an.. yg ngalamin jga ampe tereak2an mpe naek2 bangku.. wakakakkk,, gw uda lama ga ketawa mpe selepas tadi.. pokoknya tadi seruuuuuuuuuuu..

btw, it happened again.. selama 30 menit dia berada kurang dari 10 meter dari tempat gw berdiri. just when I think I could forget about him, let him be happy with some chick.. life is SO unfair.

boy, oh boy..

2009-04-01T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today, I just found out about something..

my crush,, he is currently close with someone.. and from what I've heard they have gone out for a view times.. dont know if they went together with their friends or just the two of them.. and to tell you the truth, it doesn't really matter to me.. the point is, they are already THAT close..

well, that information frustrated me.. but the crazy thing is, just when I finnished telling myself to forget about him, he showed up right in front of me in a period of 2 hours, more than he ussually does in 2 weeks.. I wonder why does that always happen.. when I think he's not right for me, he suddenly suprises me and makes me even crazier about him..

At that time, I was thinking.. "What if he IS right for me? What if I wait a little longer he will fall for me? What if we are meant to be together??"

But just now I realized something.. "What if.." is all that I could think of since.., forever..
I don't need "What if..". I can't just think a fairytale's gonna happen to me just like that. I'm not saying that it won't happen, but still.. I don't want to miss my real fairytale while I'm trying to make one in my mind.. besides, all this time, I'm way too persistent. Even if some guy means more than the world to me, if God say no, there's nothing I can do, right??
BUT, that makes me think of another problem..
What if the person that is given for me is not what I think he should be? (see, again with the what if.. --")
I know that it would be for the best, but doesn't I deserve a guy whom I like?
I mean, come on.. I want someone that is MY type.. I know that this kind of thinking is not right, and I know that I'm SO selfish.. but don't tell me you doesn't think the same way as I do!!?!?!
We're teenagers.. I suppose It's fine to think like that, for now.. we'll grow up when it's time.. Right?? LOL

Last but not least, song lyrics.. X) this song was sang by Jesse McCartney. I think this is quite the right moment to put the lyrics in this posting. Well, here goes..

Just so you know

by: Jesse McCartney

I shouldn't love you

But I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you

But I can't move

I can't look away

And I don't know

How to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help itI won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

But I don't want to

I just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me to hide the feelings

And look the other way

And I don't know

How to be fine when I'm not

'Cause I don't know

How to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me

I'm wondering why I've waited so long

Looking back, I realize it was always there just never spoken

I'm waiting here... Been waiting here...

[Chorus]

A beautiful mess

2009-03-27T00:04:00.000-07:00

ari ini gw bolos skul~ wkwkwkwk. tpi bukan bolos jga c.. tepatnya lagi sakit, makanya ga masuk..
cuma setelah gw pikir2 kayaknya mubazir banget gw ga masuk hari ini.. emang c semaleman gw ampir ga bisa tidur gra2 meriang n pagi2nya gw masih panas banget.. tapi mulai jem 1/2 10an gw uda mulai baean.. parah bangettt.. uda ari ini ul kimia, ada psychotest, ada ekskul, truz gw inget ada gru jga yg ngomong ari ini jangan ampe ada yang bolos, cma gw lupa alesannya knpa.. ahh, gw jadi nyesel ga masuk..
gw mulai sakit c sejak kmaren.. kayaknya ketularan radang tenggorokannya agus, gra2 bbrapa hari yg lalu gw dengan konyolnya minta makanan agus yg uda terkontaminasi ama virus/bakteri(yang mana c yg bener?? gw lupa.. wkwkwk, ketauan ni jarang ngedengerin pel bio.. :P) radang tenggorokan.. (peace gus, I'm just saying loh.. bukannya nyalain lu..)
cuma binggungnya, gw makan tuh makanan uda lumayan lama, koq baru sakitnya kemaren siang.. truz gw jadi mikir2 lagi..
ada yang inget ga waktu kita kecil,, kalo kita ditinggal ma org2 yg ngurusin kita (misalnya klo ortu ada tugas diluar kota gtu) kta bsa tba2 sakit n langsung sembuh wkt tuh org balik lagi?
well, kayaknya itu yg kejadian ma gw.. tpi bukan gra2 orang tua.. wkwkwk.. klo kalian uda lebi kenal gw pasti pada tau gw kurang terikat ma mereka.. so I think I would survive if that's the case..
Mmm, gw ga bsa bilang c spa yg ninggalin gw.. trust me, if I do, you guys gonna think I'm even crazier than you think I already am..
well, gw cma bsa blang, I said goodbye to 3 very important pieces of myself.. kalo mo nebak sendiri silahkan deh.. wkwkwk..

duhh, kayaknya skarang gw uda mlai demam lagi deh.. gawattt------

ok deh, buat ngahirin posting ini gw mo masukin lgi 1 lirik lagu yg ketinggalan di posting kmaren.. mnurut gw ni salah satu lagu terindah yang pernah ada.. wkwkwk, agk lebai emang pake kata indah.. tapi beneran deh.. kalian baca liriknya, agk hayatin, download lagunya klo perlu, truz bayangin seseorang yg lu sayang (ga harus gebetan ato pacar.. tapi seseorang yang bener2 berarti buat lu) nyanyiin lagu ini.. X)
and actually this is our song, too.. me and my pieces..

NB: ni lagu bikinan Jason Mraz jga.. Mwahahahahahahaha~~~

Beautiful Mess

You got the best of both worlds; you’re the kind of girl

Who can take down a man and lift him back up again

You are strong but you’re needy.

Humble but you’re greedy

Based on your body language and shoddy cursive

I’ve been reading

Your style is quite selective but your mind is rather reckless

Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is

Hey what a beautiful mess this is

It’s like picking up trash in dresses

It kind of hurts when the kind of words you write

Kind of turn themselves into knives

Don’t mind my nerve you can call it fiction

I like being submerged in your contradictions, dear

Cause here we are, here we are

Although you’re biased I love your advice

Your comebacks they’re quick and probably have to do with your insecurities

There’s no shame in being crazy depending how you take these words

I’m paraphrasing this relationship we’re staging

Its a beautiful mess yes it is

It’s like we’re picking up trash in dresses

It kind of hurts when the kind of words you say

Kind of turn themselves into blades

Kind and courteous is a life I’ve heard But it’s nice to say that we played in the dirt

Cause here we are, here we are

Here we are, here we are, we’re still here…

what a beautiful mess this is

It’s like taking a guess when the only answer is yes

Through timeless words and priceless pictures

We fly like birds not of this earth

Tides they turn and hearts disfigure

But that’s no concern when we’re wounded together

And we tore our dresses and stained our shirts

But it’s nice today, the wait was so worth it

Greatest Songs EVER!!!!

2009-03-16T07:22:00.000-07:00

With this posting, I want to give an announcement..

Today's officially my last day of freedom

I celebrated it by going to the mall.. it's kinda fun.. but still, all that I could think of is "ok, this is the freaking last time I'll be able to have fun, the last time I could hang out with my friends outside of school.. you can't mess this up.. you just can't",, and that pretty much messed thing up.
well, at least now I don't have to make promises and than brake them all the time anymore..

but, enough talking about that. Today, I'm going to talk about songs.. I've been thinking about writing about this for quite some times. SO, today I'm going to write about songs that I love to hear. I also recommend the songs to you. trust me, these songs are spectacular.

NB: You will find LOTS of Jason Mraz's songs from the list. I just bought his CD and I LOVE it!!

FIRST SONG: If it kills me
ne lagu yang bikin jason mraz.. wkwkwk. gw baru denger tadi, dan pertama kali gw denger itu, yang gw tangkep dari lagu itu bener2 bikin gw kaget.. liriknya kereeennnn!!!!!!! dan ceritanya kasian.. agak mirip yang gw alamin sekarang. tapi org yg gw demen lum pacaran n gw ga deket ma dy.. untunglah.. cerita di lagu ini terlalu.., menyakitkan.. been there, done that.. anyway, ni liriknya.. walopun liriknya gitu, tapi lagunya ngebeat koq.. tipe lagu kesukaan lu nih, dey!! wekekekekk

If It Kills Me

Hello. Tell me you know. You figured me out.
Something gave it away.
It would be such a beautiful moment to see the look on your face.
To know that I know that you know now
Baby that’s a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
You and I why we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend

All I really want to do is Love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been thru
All I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside it keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me
If it Kills Me…

How long can I go on like this wishing to kiss you?
Before I rightly explode
This double life I lead isn’t healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught - I could be risking it all
Cause maybe there’s a lot that I’ll miss in case I’m wrong

All I really want to do is Love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can’t say it after all we’ve been thru
All I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside it keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me

If it Kills Me…
If I should be so bold
I’d ask you to hold my heart in your hand
I’d tell you from the start how I longed to be your man
But I never said a word
I guess I’ve gone and missed my chance again

Chorus

..it might kill me.

SECOND SONG: ALL ABOUT YOU
lagu ini dinyanyiin McFly.. O MY GOSH, ini lagu adalah salah satu lagu paling perfect yang pernah ada!!!! lagunya singkat, jelas, padat, pokoknya kereeennnn!!!!!!!!! apalagi klo yang maenin diaaaaaa~~ keren banget lohhhhhh.. tapi cupu c.. tapi kereeeeennnnnn~ XD
ehm-ehm, anyway.. nih liriknya..

All About You

It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you

Verse 1:Yesterday you asked me something I thought you knew
So I told you with a smile, it's all about you
Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too
Said you'd make my life worthwhile, it's all about you

Chorus:And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles, it's all about you, yeah!

(Guitar solo)

Chorus 2:And I would answer all your wishes
If you ask me to
But if you deny me one of your kisses
Don't know what I'd do
So hold me close and say three words like you used to do
Dancing on the kitchen tiles
Yes you make my life worthwhile
So I told you with a smile
It's all about
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)
It's all about you (it's about you)
It's all about you baby (it's all about)...
It's all about..
You...

THIRD SONG: GEEK IN THE PINK
more Jason Mraz songs~ lol. hmm, soal artinya gw kurang bisa jelasin.. takut malah salah kaprah.. langsung liriknya deh..

Geek In The Pink

Yo, Brotha A to z,
Yo, wussup B,
Yo, What time is it?
Ha-ha, It's laundry day!

(do do do...)
Well let the geek in the pink take a stab at it
If you like the way I'm thinkin' baby wink at it
I may be skinny at times but I'm fat for the rhymes
Pass me the mic and I'm a grab at it
Well isn't it delicious crazy way that I'm kissin'
This baby listen to this don't wanna miss it while it's hittin'
Sometimes you gotta fit in to get in
But don't ever quit cause soon I'm gonna let you in but see

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
Well,I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
That I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
well like the geek in the pink, yeah (geek in the pink)

Well my relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody
But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her
Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter
At least when i'm talking about it keep a pattern of flattery and
She was starin' through the doorframe,and
Eyeing me down like already a bad boyfriend
Well she can get her toys outta the drawer then
Cause I ain't comin' home I don't need that attention, see

I don't care what she might think about me
She'll get by without me if she wants
well, I could be the one to take her home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgettin' what you already know
that I could be the one to turn you out
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away

Hey baby look at me go
From zero to hero
You better take it from a geek like me
Well I can save you from unoriginal dum-dums
Who wouldn't care if you com....plete them or not

So what I've got a short attention span
A coke in my hand
Because I'd rather have the afternoon, relax and understand
My hip hop and flip-flops well it don't stop with the light rock
A shot to mock you kinda puts me in the tight spot
The hype is nothing more than hoo-ha so I'm
Developing a language and I'm callin' it my own
So take a peek into the speaker and you'll see what I mean
That on the other side the grass is greener

I don't care what you might think about me
You'll get by without me if you want
I could be the one to take you home
Baby we could rock the night alone
If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down
But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know
I could be the one to turn you on
We could be the talk across the town
Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another
You might regret what you let slip away
like the geek in the pink (do do do...)
I'm the geek in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink
so i'm the geek ya'll
in the pink ya'll
geek is the color for fall
i'm the geek in the pink

FOURTH SONG: TALL DRINK OF WATER
hmm, pasti skarang kalian lagi berpikir.. "Lagu dari planet mana lagi nehh???"
wkwkwk, well, ini lagu berasal dari novel bestseller "The Princess Diaries". Ceritanya, lagu ini dibikin Michael (pacar Mia-->tokoh utama) buat Mia sebagai hadiah valentine pertama mereka. di bukunya, dicritain klo Michael pertamanya agak anti-Valentine, cuma gra2 Mia ngasih hadiah Valentine yang disukain banget ma Michael, doi langsung luluh.. masih anti-Valentine sih.. tapi dy jadi bikin itu lagu, setengah sebagai permintaan maap gra2 hampir ngebikin valentine pertama mereka ancur.. Michael nyanyiin lagu itu malem2, di kamar Mia, dia manjat fire escape dengan gitarnya truz nyanyiin lagu itu.. abis itu dy pulang lagi koq, ga macem2.. hahaha
intinya: Michael Moscovitz romantis bangeeetttttt!!!! kayaknya dy perfect gtu.. yahh, maklum lah, tokoh fiksi.. sayang banget lagu ini ga pernah dijadiin lagu beneran..
well, ini liriknya..

Tall Drink Of Water

Tall drink of water
Can't tell you how much you want her
How long you've tried to stay cool
But she doesn't even see you

Wait for her in the lobby
Your knees are getting wobbly
She glides by in her pink dress
Towers over all the rest
Hands starting to get sweaty
You really think you're ready
To take a little walk over there
Tell her how much you care

What will you say now
Will she make your day now
She looks this way now
Get moving, don't delay ow

You think you're ready for your close-up
But she's not China-doll made up
Or a picture-perfect teacup
She's more real than any girl you've ever seen

You're not gonna make it
But this is it, you just can't fake it
She's the girl who makes your heart sing
means more to you than anything

She's a tall drink of water
Can't say how much you want her
How long you've tried to stay cool
But she doesn't even see you

FIFTH SONG: I'M YOURS
last but not least.. I'm yours.. ok, klo gw ga masukin lagu ini mungkin gw adalah orang paling bego di dunia ini.. hmm, mungkin nanti gw bikin posting lirik2 lagunya Jason Mraz aja kali yaa.. hahaha. pkkny, thumbs up, J.. You Rock!!!
NB: tahukah anda?? semua lagu2 di We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things lirik dan aransemen lagunya dibikin sendiri oleh Jason Mraz~ mank dia yg paling keren..

I'm Yours

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved
So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours
Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear
I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue
But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you will find that the sky is yours
so please don't, please don't, please don't,
there's no need to complicate,
Cause our time is short
This, this, this is our fate,
I'm yours

He's a freak, he's a genius, he's Jason Mraz!!

2009-03-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

OMG, konser Jason Mraz keren bangeeettttt!!!!!!!!!
hmm, skarang gw akn coba sedikit jadi peliput berita.. wkwkwk
gw baru ngantri jem 1/2 6 sore n tempat ngantrinya uda penuh bangeett.. beberapa saat kemudian qta ud dikasi masuk k tempat konser, gw n semua yg ngantri langsung lari begitu dikasih masuk. sayang walopun gw lari gtu gw masih berada di tengah2.. truz qta smua yg ad disitu nunggu jam konser, jm 6.45.. wktu itu lampu di panggung dimatiin, jadi masih gelap banget. selama nunggu itu, gw n cici spupu gw ampir taruhan, gw bilang Mraz bkalan pke fedora, cici gw bilang dy pke topi kupluk. wkwkwkwkwk
anyway, kira2 jem 6.25, para pemusik uda mulai ngecek sound.. bahkan sekilas Jason Mraz jga keluar dan tentu aj langsung disambut sorakan heboh dari qta2, para penonton..
tepat pukul 6.45 (tumben nga ngaret.. haha), lampu nyala n keluar mc.. bis itu ternyata qta disuru nyanyi dulu lagu 'Indonesia Raya' (gubrak moment banget wkt itu.. :P). lalu, keluarlah para pemusik diikuti dengan JASON MRAZ.. XDD tentu semua orang langsung heboh.. (seperti yg gw kira, dy pke fedora.. n kaos, off course.. :P)
konser dimulai ma lagu 'Make It Mine', n qta smua langsung menggila, 1/2 joged sambil nyanyi bareng.. pokoknya heboh banget deh saat itu.. Mas Jason (cieh, ileh, kyk paan aj gw manggilnya.. wakakakkk~) nyanyi banyak banget lagu hitsnya, kayak The Remedy, Wordplay, Bella Luna, n tentu aja I'm Yours.. bis itu dy jga nyanyi Lucky ma seorang cewe, ga tau spa.. mnurut gw ceweny suaranya kurang bagus ahh.. truz abis nyanyi Jason cipika-cipiki tu cewe lgi.. parahh..
selama konser, Jason Mraz jga interaktif banget ma penonton.. dy bilang betapa senengnya dy k Indo n dy ngomong 'terimakasih' buat kehebohan qta nyambut dy muncul..(yg setelah gw pikir2 adlh modal dasar klo mo bikin penonton konser heboh. pasti tanya cra ngomong 'thanks' dgn bahasa ngara itu.. haha). slaen itu, dy jga ngomong 'thanks dgn bahasa prancis.. 'Merci Beaucoup..', katanya.. tpi kykny ga banyak yg ngerti deh.. haha
dan terbukti sudah Jason Mraz seorang freak sejati.. bayangin aj, dy pura2 ngedance walts(ato semacem itu lah.. haha) n maen air saxophone, n pura2 duel ma slah stu pemain saxophonenya.. wkwkwk.. truz dy jga sering banget ganti2 gitar.. dy bawa gitar klo mo konser brapa yaa.. haha
bis itu, wkt uda akhir2, dy bagi2 foto pemain musiknya + fto dy sendiri.. dy lemparin gtu.. n tebak apa lgi yg dy lempar??
yg dia lempar jga adalah anduk yg abis dy pake buat ngelap keringetnya. ckckck, yang dapet jadiin itu harta warisan kali yaa.. pasti diciumin n ga dicuci2.. wakakakkk..
konserny kelar jem 8.15. n mereka mengakhirinya dengan perfect bangeettt.. gw ga bisa deskripsiin dengan kata2 deh.. pokoknya I luph Jason Mraz~~

k, skarang gw mo menceritakan beberapa keresean selama konser..
sekeliling gw terlalu heboh sehingga gw malah ngedenger konser penonton, bukan Jason Mraz.. keki jga gw lma2.. swt.. bis itu kiri gw tdinya sekelompok cewe yg sangat heboh n norak, n salah satunya berusaha nyelak gw dengan cara yg sangat gw benci. tpi bis itu entah knapa sebelah gw jadi ganti 2 orang yg lgi pacaran. itu lebih swt lagi.. yg cowo berusaha gendong yg cewe gra2 yg cewe ga keliatan.. (secara semua penonton jinjit n tu cewe sepundak gw.. ), pertma ceweny ketawa2 c, tpi kykny lma2 dy keki jga ma 'semangat' cowonya ngangkat2 dy.. sukurin luu!! lagi konser pke pacaran.. wkwkwk
slain itu abis konser jga kaki gw uda sekarat n gw harus berusaha keras buat jalan ga pincang..
maklum, ad sum1.. wakakakk.. tpi dy malah ga liat gw.. yg liat gw, dan bahkan nyapa adalahh....

well, segini dlu deh.. uda malem banget n kmaren gw bru tidur jem 12an.. hehe

BRACE myself.. XP

2009-03-04T23:46:00.000-08:00

dengan ini gw mo ngasi tau sesuatu..

I'm officially a girl with a braces.. lol

hmm, sepertinya gw kurang memikirkan tindakan2 gw.. alhasil, uda skarang gw poninya rata, gw pke kacamata, pke kawat gigi lgi.. duh, udah jadi geek sejati deh..
dan 1 lgi yg gw baru sadar.. kawat gigi adalah alat penyiksa diri paling efektif yang pernah dibuat sepanjang masa.. XP
tpi gw ga tau jga c, gw anti nntn SAW dkk.. hahaha

intinya gw belom siap mental kaga bisa makaannn!!!!! T.T
emang c gw yg maksa2 bokap gw biar gw cepet2 dipakein kawat. bis klo nga kyk gtu yg ada gw bru pke wkt gw uda kuliah n itu lebih madesu lgi. sekarang aj temen2 gw uda banyak yg copot.. gw uda tau c gigi gw bakalan kayak digebuk ma martil 24/7, tpi gw ga ampe kepikiran cuma buat gigit roti yg uda gw potong kecil aj gigi gw lsg berontak.. huhuuu

tpi lumayan c, gw jadi bayi lagi.. dri kmaren gw cma makan bubur n makanan bayi.. makanan bayi jaman skarang enak2 lohh.. wkwkwk

anyway,, bsk Jason Mraz konser!!!!! XD

duhh, sebenernya mo pulang cepet nih dri skul. kmaren aj antrian buat tiket, tiketnya doank loh, ngantrinya ampe 1km. apalagi wkt konserny nanti? ad yg ngantri dari subuh kali biar bsa yg paling depan.. kn percuma jga uda bayar mahal2 truz malah dapet tempat paling belakang.. apa yang ditonton klo kyk gtu??? tpi wlopun bgtu gw tetep cinta Jason Mraz.. makin ari lagunya makin keren aj.. X) nanti dy nyanyi apa aja yaa~~

ohh, ia.. kmaren cici gw ngasi tugas yg bikin gw shock.. gw disuru ngedesign baju seragam guru buat mitra penabur!! ktanya dripada dy ato atasanny yg ngebikin n hasilnya ga tau jdi apa mending tugasny dy kasi k gw.. gw sendiri skarang masih ga percaya.. gw kn masih SMA, belom dillesin ato semacemny, apa bener klo gw design tu seragam design gw bakal dipake?? klo ampe ia..,, wow. Just, WOW..

whad a long story..

2009-02-27T03:17:00.000-08:00

ok, karena kmaren gw uda nyoba mo posting tpi inet gw ngelag gila2an, jdi mo nga mau skarang crita gw numpuk-puk-puk-puk..

btw, gw uda mutusin bwt nulis blog lgi, salah satu alesannya adalah, seperti yg gw uda kira, anya bakalan ngoce2 klo gw kelamaan ga nulis2 lgi. wakakakakk.. lagian istirahatny uda lumayan koq.. skarang gw uda agk baean, tpi makin pusing.. ckckck.. binggung jga gw jadinya..

well, gw mulai aj posting gw dengan nyeritain soal

1 hari sblum lustrum

karena, skul ngerayain lustrum n osis nyuru qta pke bju wrna merah ato pink, gw ma anya ma dea ma nyokap gw berburu baju di mal.. dea langsung nemuin baju di polo, truz gw ma anya masih nyari2.. akhirny gw ktmu baju yg lumayan, nih fotonya..

bis itu, qta balik lgi k polo, soalny anya mutusin bli bju di polo aj.. slama di polo, gw berhasil foto c anya wkt lgi nyoba bju.. nii ftonya..
gaul banget kn mkanya.. wkwkwk.. ^^V
btw, gw mo ngasi tips nii buat OSIS,, gmna klo laen kli kasih aja tema? kn itu lebih general n bisa bikin kreatifitas ank2 k5 berkembang.. lagian kn lucu klo ad yg alesannya sbenernya ga nyambung, tpi dibikin nyambung ma dy.. contohny kyk temen gw wkt mos.. yang disuru adalah kue alat musik tradisional. jawabannya adalah roti gambang dan dia bawa semprong.. mungkin gra2 mirip stik drum kali yaa.. wakakakkk~~

lustrum

besokny, gw berangkat dengan semangat, n sesampenya di skul, gw dikagetkan oleh sesuatu..

baju yang gw beli ad yg make juga!!!!!!

beneran gw shock banget n langsung ganti baju gw.. eh, tpi bukanny gw sengaja bwa 2 baju, tpi tdiny tu baju buat temen gw, cma dia ga jadi minjem.. aguuss,, gw berhutang budi ma luu.. X)

truz, wkt perayaan lustrum, ad kejadian yg bikin gw strez, lalu ad kejadian lain yg bikin gw euforia tba2, truz strez lgi, truz jdi lumayan seneng lgi.. ahh, pkkny uda gila lah gw hari itu..

bedah cumi

ari senen kmaren, qta ad lab bio n qta bedah cumi.. XDDD dri dlu uda memimpi2kan ngebedah2 binatang gtu.. well, singkat crita 1 kelompok disuru mili 1 cumi buat dibedah n kel gw dengan napsunya mili cumi yg paling gendut :P

truz wkt gw mulai ngegunting mantelnya, gw binggung, koq dalem perutnya penuh n putih banget.. kayak ad dagingny gtu. lalu setelah ngegunting mantelny mpe kira2 di tengah2, gw tau knpa u cumi penuh banget.. didalem tuh cumi ad ikan. yaph, IKAN, n ikan itu bukan ikan teri dan kawan2ny.. tuh ikan gedenya hampir sama ama tuh cumi.. spontan gw ma temen sklompok gw tereak2an. secara mulut tuh cumi cma 1/2x kuku kelingking qta, n tenggorokanny setipis benang. gmna caranya tuh ikan bsa masuk di tu cumi gila?? hmm, mungkin itu adalah salah satu misteri yang ga akan terpecahkan.. wkwkwk

"MAK"

di ari yg sama, gw, mungkin untuk yg pertama kali dalam idup gw, ngerumpi a la cewe.. wakakakk

awlny kn agnes ma melinda lgi ngomong2, truz gw nimbrung. jadilah qta akhirnya ngegosip gila2an.. bnran dh, bru pertma kli gw ngegosip mpe tereak2an 'kyaaa~' ato semacem itu lah.. kykny kyaaaa terlalu lebai dri wkt itu.. wakakakk

sekali2 seru jga ngegosip gtu.. saling berbagi pengalaman jga..

ohh, ia, MAK tuh singkatan yg iseng2 dibikin melinda.. Melinda-Agnes-Kirana. haha

Kamp

ari rabu ampe ari ini, gw ikut kamp kepemimpinan.. cape bangeeetttttttt!!!!!!!! T.T

tpi seru c.. n mnurut gw berguna banget bwt gw.. tpi sebelnya hape n semua barang2 elekronik harus dikumpul.. uda ampir gila gw ga denger lagu berhari2..

bis itu, outbondny jga nga kira2.. outbondny tuh ga santai2 kyk outbond2 laenny.. ad games2 yg mengharuskan anggotany buat saling gendong, n bener2 digendong, ampe kira2 1 1/2 meter. jadi yg semuanya harus tabah digendong ama lawan jenisnya.. gila lah pkkny.. n ada lagi 1 games yg nyuruh 3 orang ngangkat sebuah bambu setinggi 1 meteran, truz di itu bambu harus naek 1 orang, truz diangkut ampe finish.. klo yg itu bukan gendong2an lgi.. gw ampe meluk temen gw yg cowo biar gw ga jatoh.. beneran deh, di games2 itu yg nmanya gender uda ga ada.. ckckck

highlight of that moment: dari 4 games, kelompok gw menang telak.. wakakakk.. ga percuma temen2 seklompok gw yg cowo berat2 ngangkatin yg cewe.. kasian jga loh ngeliatnya..

You and I Both(peringatan! dibawah ini adalah salah satu pelampiasan cara pikir gw yang uda gila. kalian boleh bilang gw lebai, kalian boleh bilang gw sinting, kege-eran, ga punya otak,, tapi ini cara pkir gw. lagian gimana cara gw berenti berpikir kyk gni klo gw ga pernah utarain sama skali??)

kmaren gw baru denger lagu dari Jason Mraz ini n gw langsung jatuh cinta pada nada pertama.. XDD

tpi lagu ini jga entah knpa cocok banget ma keadaan gw sekarang..

gw punya temen.. well, kita punya semacem history.. sampe skarang gw masih suka ngerasa dy soulmate gw. dan,, hmph, gw binggung ngejelasinnya..

pkkny, gw bener2 pengen jadi temen dy, tpi kayakny gw satu2nya orang yg garing banget klo ngomong ma dy.. dan, gw ga suka klo gw ngeliat dia demen ma orang laen.. gw bener2 ga suka.. mungkin itu namanya cemburu.. tpi tau ahh..

btw, gw bisa mikir dy soulmate gw gra2 kadang2 qta kyk berasal dari satu otak, satu pikiran.. gw pernah ngerasa gw aj yg lebai, tpi gw uda ngecek.. berkali2 respon kita sama, qta ngomong hal yang sama pada waktu yang sama, sama2 punya nama samaran buat orang2 waktu ngegosip n tu nama ga ad yg kreatif :P.

tpi, tdi gw mikir. kalo bener kita satu pikiran, kalo bener kita punya respon yang sama, pengetahuan yg kurang lebih sama luas-sempitnya,, kalo bener cara dia berpikir sama complicatednya ma gw, artinya dia juga sekarang musingin hal yang sama ama gw..

dia juga sekarang lagi ngehindarin gw, selalu ganti gaya kalo ketauan gaya kita lagi sama, selalu berenti ngomong klo kita lagi ngomong barengan, selalu berusaha meratiin gw, tapi langsung balik badan waktu dia liat gw jga lagi liatin dia, selalu kayak orang sinting yang ngomongin gw tiba2, truz ganti aluan jadi k orang yg dy suka ke temen2nya..

dan dengan keadaan yang sekarang,, dimana dia lgi pdkt ma cewe n gw lagi heboh2nya ama seorang cowo,, mungkin semua ini juga berarti gw harus ngelepasin dia. gw harus biarin dia bahagia. gw harus ngelanjutin hidup gw. mungkin itu juga yang lagi dia pikirin. walopun mungkin yang terbaik adalah sebaliknya..

so, I think it's time for me to bow out gracefully

tapi, gw berharap, dan gw cuma bisa berharap,, semoga gw bisa jadi temen dia.. karena gw tau, gw bisa ngertiin dia.. dan gw tau dia bisa ngertiin gw, lebih dari siapapun..

YOU and I BOTH

by: Jason Mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me

Oh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice

I'm looking on the bright side

And balancing the whole thing

But often times those words get tangled up in lines

And the bright lights turn to night

Until the dawn it brings

Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

And others just read of

Others only read of the love, the love that I love.

See I'm all about them words

Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words

Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards

More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

You and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore

And with this silence brings a moral story

More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

Cause you and I both loved

What you and I spoke of

And others just dream of

And if you could see me now

Well I'm almost finally out of

I'm finally out of

Finally deedeedeedee

Well I'm almost finally, finally

Well I'm free, oh, I'm free

And it's okay if you have go away

Oh just remember the telephone works both ways

And if I never ever hear them ring

If nothing else I'll think the bells inside

Have finally found you someone else and that's okay

Cause I'll remember everything you sang

Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of

and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.

I'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede

well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.

V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E

2009-02-14T08:06:00.000-08:00

Hey, just wanna drop by for a moment 2 say

Happy Valentine's day~

by the way, do you realize yesterday was Friday the 13th?? how did your day go?
well, mine wasn't much of a holiday.. maybe I'll tell it to you when I have a chance..
anyway, I'm still in recovery,, or what ever it's called.. recovery's a pretty big word for my situation now.. :P
Well, it's not really working right now.. In the last view days I felt crazier then I already did. At one point I really think that I've lost my mind completely.. that's one of the reason I'm using english now. It's preventing me to slip something that I don't want to say..

well, since this is valentine's day, I want to write about a poem that I wrote on Tuesday, if I remember correctly.. It was a task that a teacher gave to the class. and I don't know what happened that time, but I wrote the poem amazingly in less then a minute.. lol
So, the task is pretty simple.. we had to wrote a poem, and every line have to start with the letter V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E,
and this is what I wrote..

V ery nervous I can be
A t this time of year.
L ove is in the air.
E verything seems to be falling in place, I know
N othing can go wrong
T oday I'm going to tell you,
I n my heart there's only you.
N ever break my heart, for you're my
E VERYTHING

I'm really proud of the poem, though it still has some flaws.. XD
well, I guess that's all I want to say for now..
wish me luck..
right now,, I can't even understand the way my thoughts work, the way my brain respond to every problem that's been happening in my life, and the way my feelings react to those problems..
I don't know how much longer I can take this..
I really don't know....

NOTICE!!

2009-02-09T07:40:00.000-08:00

ehm,, guys..
kayaknya,,, selama beberapa hari ini gw bakalan vakum nulis blog dlu deh..
gw harus ngejernihin pikiran gw dulu..
tadi gw baca blog yg gw baru bikin..
rasanya uda beda banget ama posting2 gw yang sebelumnya, padahal cuma beda beberapa hari..
gw takut.....
........
ahh, sudahlah.. pokoknya gw harus ngontrol dlu pikiran gw sebelum ga ada yang mo baca blog gw lagi (termasuk gw sendiri) gra2 isinya strez smua..
nanti pasti gw nulis lagi koq.. walopun mungkin lama tapi pasti gw nulis lagi..
gw cuma butuh waktu....

well, segini dulu deh..
gud bye for now, blog..
au revoir~

ahh, posting ini ga jeee.. T.T

2009-02-09T05:59:00.000-08:00

huaaaa,, gw sebel niii.. lgi dilanda gelombang strez scra tba2.. huhuu..
ahh, sudahlah.. nanti gw jdi parabola gelombang strez truz smuanya jdi ktularan.. ckckck
tpi boleh jga tuhh.. wakakakk,, nanti dh gw critain alesan gw strez..hwhw
btw, nnti di akhir2 gw mo pke bhasa ciptaan gw wkt klaz 9 yaitu bahasa 'itu'.. yang ngerti bagusss,, yang ga ngerti, ya nasib lah.. hahaha~ tpi hebat kan gw bsa nyiptain bahasa.. tpi skarang gw uda jarang sosialisasikan nih.. hmm

ok, skarang gw mo update keadaan baw2 dlu.. kmaren tuh dia makin lemes, buat jalan aj kykny uda ga kuat gtu.. truz kn dy diksi resep obat ma dokternya, yowes gw mo ksi makan k dy.. tapiii,, c baw2 ga mau buka muluuuuuttt. hadoooo, mpe pusing gw.. bayangin aj, setengah jem gw abisin buat ngebengkek mulutny supaya kebuka.. dan wkt uda kbuka(keciiilll,, banget kebukanya), ga ada tangan ekstra yg bisa dipake buat masukin tuh obat k dalem mulutnya.. --"
akhirnya gw cairin aj tuh obat ma madu, truz masukinny pke alat yg mirip suntikan gtu, tpi ga ad jarumny.. dari cairan yg gw bikin dri tu obat, yg berhasil dikonsumsi tuh cma 1/5nya.. bener2 deh gw uda lemes.. akhirnya yasud gw biarin aj dy makan obatnya segitu dulu..
terus hari ini bis pulang skul, kta nyokap gw dia uda mo makan.. huehehehehe~~ senangnyaaaaa..
kta nyokap gw tdi baw2 demen banget mkan pedigrie.. ya uda gw iseng ngasih obatnya didalem tuh pedigrie.. ternyata langsung dia makan tanpa ngendus2 lgi.. wkwkwk, tdi tuh perasaan gw diantara seneng ma gedeg.. seneng gra2 artinya jerih payah gw masukin tu obat kmaren berhasil, gedeg gra2 setelah jerih payah itu ternyata cara yg bsa bkn dia buka mulut buat makan obat itu sangat mudah.. --"

ari ni gw ngepump lgi setelah sekian lamaaa!!! XDDD
kykny gw bnr2 uda ketularan virus ngepump deh.. haha. tpi kaki gw masih kaku n masih sering banget ngeloss di tengah2.. dan uda pasti gw ga bsa sering latian.. huhh..
tpi uda meningkat banget loh kemampuan gw.. dlu wkt pertma kli, yg satu2 n jarang aj gw masih bisa miss.. skarang sekali2 gw bsa ngikutin yg bejejer n dua2.. X) tpi gw langsung kagok gtu waktu dihorein ma yg laen.. wakakakk,, demam panggung.. memang saia sepertinya tidak dilahirkan di dunia entertaiment.. :P

oke, skarang, alesan gw strez.. siap2 teman2.. wakakakk
NB: klo mau tetep waras mending ga usah baca bagian ini.. apalagi klo udah happily dating.. beneran deh, ini cma bikin kita mikir yang negatif aja.. klo mo bca, scroll k bawah..

hmmm, sudah saia peringatkan masih mau dibaca.. yasuw.. nihh..
semester lalu, gw diceritain sesuatu ma dea n cathy.. entah mreka masih inget ato ga crita ini, pkkny tuh cerita masih nyangkut di otak gw mpe skarang..
katanyaaa,, 2 orang yang jodoh itu biasanya mukanya mirip..
lalu mereka memberi contoh beberapa pasangan di skul yang mirip2..
laluu sekarang, setelah sekian lama gw mendengar itu cerita, gw langsung strez wkt ngeliat 1 foto gra2 gw baru menyadari klo ad yg mirip banget ma itu yaitu itu.. mereka tuh kykny deket bangeeettt.. dri dlu gw uda sering liat yg itu c tpi gw baru kepikiran sekarang klo itu mirip ama itu.. gw makin curiga yg itu itu ma itu.. katanya itu c itu ma itu cma temenan.. tpi kykny ga gtu..
abis gw prna bca di itunya itu.. tpi dy ga ngomong2 soal itu disitu c..
ahh, coba gw amnesia aja,, biar ga usa mikirin hal ga jelas ini.. belakangan ini yang gw pikirin sangat ga jelas n ga ada gunanya.. kapan jiwa, raga, dan pikiran **<=Lebai** gw mau nerima klo dia bukan punya gue?!?!???!! T.T

yahh,, intinya adalah,, klo mo ikutan strez bareng gw (ikutan ga lu!?! sohib dikit lah!! haha..),, bayangin orang yg lu suka terus lu cari orang yg mnurut lu mirip ma gebetan lu.. semoga jadi sama streznya ma gw.. hahaha semoga berhasiiill~~
NB2: klo mnurut lu, lu uda mirip ma gebetan lu,, mungkin mank lu dua uda jodoh.. haha.. mungkin lohh.. jangan ge-er dlu, jodoh tuh ditangan Tuhan..
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wew.....,,
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jodoh tuh ditangan Tuhan yaa..
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gw baru inget..
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my gosh..
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ahh!!! bener kn,, saking uda buntunya gw, gw sampe lupa BERPIKIR
AAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! bisa gila beneran gw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

Ahh, spechless buat judulnya..

2009-02-07T07:07:00.000-08:00

oke, klo kmaren gw bilang mungkin hari ini gw ga akn nulis blog, I have another think coming..

hari ini cukup kejadian gila, ad yg bikin gw sedih, ad yg bikin gw ketawa ngakak, ad jga yg bikin gw histeris gra2 jijik.. well, neh critany..

pagi2, gw bangun bwt les.. nah, waktu lgi les, lgi ngerjain soal, tba2 gw merasakan sesuatu di kaki gw.. biasanya kn klo kyk gtu ad nyamuk yg ngegigit gw.. yaudah gw nyilangin kaki buat nepuk2 di tempat yg gw kira digigit (klo digaruk takutnya betanda.. pengalaman.. haha) terus wktu gw menjulurkan tangan gw, gw binggung.. koq agk bejendol n rasanya alus2 keset.. cma krena masih blom konek ya gw kibas2 aj pke tangan gw dengan santainya.. tpi krena gw penasaran gw liat lagi k lantai, benda apa gerangan yg tdi di kaki gw.. dan waktu gw liat apa yang ada dilantai, gw kontan langsung pucet pasi n tereak2an kayak orang gila.. ternyata kaki gw tuh digerayangin ama kecoak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uda itu kecoak gw pegang2 lagiii.. Arggghhh.. gila tuh, tadi bener2 didepan guru les gw tereak2an n merinding bkali2.. knpa kaki gw kayaknya didemenin banget ama kecoak????? kayaknya uda 3x kaki gw jadi rutenya sebuah kecoak.. amit2 deeehhh.. *tok* *tok* *tok*<= ngetok2 meja.. ^^;

abis les, gw langsung ngurusin anjing gw yang 1 lgi. gw jga binggung nama resminya spa.. kadang2 dia dipanggil leci, kadang2 dia dipanggil bawbaw (bukan bau-bau loh,, bawbaw~ wkwkwk). anyway, anjing gw itu lagi sakit. setiap dia makan pasti dimuntain lagi, ampe2 tdi dy bnr2 ga mo nyentuh makanan lgi. gw uda binggung banget.. baru anjing gw yg satu mati, masa yang satu lagi mo nyusul?? duh, jangan ampe deh.. pkkny tdi tuh gw paksa dia minum aer, itu jga kdg2 dy batuk2 kyk keselek gtu. pkkny uda ngeri banget. akhirnya bokap gw ngebawa dia kedokter. sepulangnya bokap dari dokter hewan, dia cerita k gw.. kn di rumah gw, yang berani megang baw2 tuh cma gw n tadi gw ga ikut k dokternya. jadinya, bokap gw masukin baw2 ke plastik gede yang bening truz dia gendong.. katanya di dokter hewanny dy ampe diliatin majikan2 pasien laen gtu.. yah, secara semuanya sangat terawat dan kata bokap gw c dsna anjing yg diperiksa kecil2 semua.. duh, pkky tuh klo gw ngebayangin bokap gw melok c baw2 yg lgi ad didalem plastik gw tuh langsung ngakak.. hwhwhwhw

yang ini tuh waktu bokap lagi di dokter hewan. gw kn iseng2 buka internet tentang renesme. di internet tuh uda banyak banget ilustrasi2 renesmee.. nih ilustrasi yg mnurut gw cocok banget. XDD
Renesmee tuh digambarin sebagai sebagai ank yg tumbuh cepet banget. dalam umurny yg 1 bulan dy uda bsa bca literatur inggris n uda keliatan kyk ank 2 taun.. yah, 1/2 vampir gtu loh.. karena dy stengah vampir, dy punya kekuatan khusus kyk bbrp vampir laen. dy ngereverse kekuatan bapaknya. renesmee bisa bikin orang ngeliat/ ngedenger apa yg dia pikirin.. dia punya rambut ikal yg panjang. mungkin kelemahan ilustrasi diatas cma dimatanya. di buku dia dideskripsiin punya mata coklat gelap kayak bella, bukan emas cair kyk edward.. tpi tetep aj, ilustrasinya cantik bangeeeetttt.. X)

tadi gw baru ngelarin contoh buletin buat komisi remaja greja gw.. nmanya siput.. gw tuh lgi mo ngelamar jdi redaksinya. nah, tugasnya tuh disuruh bikin salah satu edisi lalu, tapi dengan leyout yang berbeda.. nih hasilnya..

beneran deh, gw bangga banget bisa ngelarin ini.. untunglah gw pernah ekskul kompi photoshop.. klo nga pasti skarang gw buta photoshop sma skali.. dan itu siput juga bisa jadi karena banyak uji coba juga c.. klo boleh jujur gw baru dikenalin ma dea ttg macem2 brush.. gw baru tau klo ukiran2 yang selama ini gw kagumi bikinny tuh pke brush.. wkwkwk

SEVEN in a row..

2009-02-06T03:59:00.000-08:00

oke, hari ini gw mo bahas banyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakk banget hal..
bosen, bosen deh yg ngebaca.. saia tidak peduli, yang penting smua yg diotak gw kluar.. paling akibatnya selama beberapa hari ini gw ga nulis blog lagi.. hahaha ^^V

oke,, mulai topik pertama
gw mo ngebahas sebuah peribahasa inggris:

a friend in need is a friend indeed

klo diartiin, pribahasa ini kira2 jadi "teman yg membutuhkan adalah teman yang sesungguhnya" dari dulu gw kurang ngerti arti peribahasa ini.. kenapa teman yg lagi ngebutuhin sesuatu yang adalah temen yg sesungguhnya? bukannya temen itu harus tulus, tanpa minta balesan? cuma, setelah gw ngalamin sendiri, akhirnya gw ngerti artinya.. tadinya gw kira yg dibutuhin itu suatu barang, tapi ternyata nga.. yang dibutuhin itu perhatian, rasa setia kawan, rasa diinginin, dan mungkin yang paling penting adalah temen ngobrol yang nyambung ma kita.. bukannya semua itu yang dicari ama kita? dan dari pengalaman gw itu, gw juga ngerti sisi lain dari peribahasa ini.. klo seseorang uda ga merasa ga dikasih syarat2 yang diatas tadi, forget about the whole 'best friends forever' crap,, pasti terjadi perpecahan di persahabatan itu.. hebat juga yaa, peribahasa simpel n umum kyk gtu punya arti yang dalem banget.. ato mungkin gw yang lebai kali yaa.. wakakakakakkk~ entahlah..

Topik kedua
hari ini gw dikagetkan oleh suatu hal.. melinda pke kawat gigi.. ckkckc, klo misalnya uda ad pemberitahuan sebelumnya(cie ileh, pemberitahuan.. mank gw apaan coba --") pasti gw ga sekaget tadi.. tpi kawat giginya ga keliatan loh klo ga diperatiin bener2.. gw baru tau ada kawat gigi yg kayak gtu.. hebat ya jaman sekarang.. anyway, hal itu jdi menguatkan gw lagi buat pke kawat gigi.. tapi takut sakiiiitttttttt.. >.<

Topik ketiga
untuk pertama kalinya sejak entah berapa lama, gw bolos ekskul.. wakakakakkk~

knpa ini penting?? gila gra2 tadi gw baru nyadar klo gw itu terlalu ngikutin aturan belakangan ini.. gw selalu bilang 'ahh, males ekskul', 'ahh, males remed', tapi toh akhirnya gw ikutin juga semua itu.. jadi hal ini mank perlu juga.. dan emang untuk hari ini hal itu bener buat dilakuin.. dalem perjalanan pulang gw melihat pemandangan indah.. XDD

Topik keempat
tadi didi bilang k gw klo dy baca blog gw yg ada nama dianya.. hahaha.. abis itu kita jadi berdebat kecil.. soalnyaa,, gw yakin banget klo gw terbitin tu posting jem 11.46 malem, tpi dy keukeuh bilah dy bacanya sebelum jem sebelas.. wew.. yang mana yang bener yaa.. gw jga blom cek.. hahaha.. ohh, truz uda gtu gw jga tdi uda janji k dy,, gw mo ngomongin didi yg selalu mengikat rambutnya... wakakakkk.. diiiii, sekali2 dilepas laahh, kn ribet di lu jga klo smua ank co di klaz ngincer iket rambut luu..

Topik kelima
kmaren di skul gw ad yg ngebagiin selebaran dari dapur coklat edisi valentine. gila tu beneran deh, design2 coklatnya keren2 banget.. gimana coba bikin sepatu high heels pake coklat??? n sepatu itu ga ad apa2nya.. ad yg bentuk tas, jam tangan, kotak perhiasan dll n semuanya 100% coklat.. X) gra2 itu gw jadi tertarik ma dunia coklat n pastry.. cuma agak susah c buat seorang cewe bisa jadi koki yg 'berpenghasilan'. nyokap gwpun entah knpa menganggapnya sama serius ma gw wkt gw bilang keingginan gw ini.. dy lsg ga setuju n khusus ngedatengin kamar gw buat bilang klo misalnya gw mo belajar bikin coklat les aja, ga usah ampe terlalu serius gtu.. well, serius ato ga serius, gw mau beli itu coklat!!!!! XDDDD

Topik keenam
topik ini brhubungan ma topik sebelumnya.. valentine. the day where love is all around you, you can even smeel it in the air..(HUEEKKKKK!!!!!!!!) oke mungkin gw terlalu mendramatisir, tpi kykny mank itu yg dialamin beberapa orang.. anyway, gw mo ngomongin tentang pendapatan coklat gw di hari valentine.. taun ini valentine kn jatoh di hari sabtu.. biasanya, gw n temen2 gw tuker2an coklat di hari valentine, walopun harus keluar banyak, tapi banyak pemasukan juga kan? klo ga bsa ngasih gimana gw dapet coklat? sebel.. T.T

selain itu, gw jga mo ngomongin tentang para penerima coklat.. well, bukan para c, tapi cuma 1 orang.. gw tau gw ga mau n ga akan bisa ngasih coklat ke dia.. tapi klo gw mikir ada cewe yang ngasih coklat ke dia, dia terima coklat itu n dy makan dengan seneng,.. gw,,.. ga suka.. mungkin itu juga yg memacu gw buat mengiyakan tindakan gila temen2 gw taun lalu.. gra2 gw iri, egois,.. posesif..,, ama sesuatu yang SAMA SEKALI bukan milik gw.. ugh, sifat dasar manusia sialan..

Topik terakhir dan yang paling penting
gw bener2 uda ga tahan lagi.. BENER-BENER ga tahan.. mau tau kenapa???
karena kondisi rumah gw bikin gw kadang2 ga mau pulang, pelajaran di skul uda kayak dewa, pkkny lingkungan hidup gw uda kyk neraka dunia.. TAPI ironisnya, dengan semua masalah yang bertebaran disekeliling gw itu, yang bikin gw ngerasa mo gila n strez berat adalah seorang COWO.. gw ga ngerti, knpa otak gw berjalan kayak sekarang ini.. klopun gw yakin gw ga mungkin suka ma dia, tapi knpa otak gw cma bisa mikirin dia?? walopun gw tau dy keganggu banget gw liatin, knpa mata gw ga bsa lepas dri dy?? knpa walopun gw uda berusaha konsen dengerin guru ngomong, yang bisa gw pikirin cuma dia yang lagi belajar entah dimana di gedung skul.. kenapa walopun gw uda janji ke diri gw sendiri klo gw ga akan ngomongin dy lagi di blog gw, posting ini isinya dia semua??? kenapa gw ga bisa berenti ngomongin dia??? gw binggung banget.. pkkny ga mungkin gw suka ma dy.. gw ga boleh suka ma dy.. itu cuma akan bikin gw sakit hati lagi, cuma bikin gw nangis lagi.. gw ga mau.. pokoknya ga mau.. somebody please help me.. please....

sambil menyelam minum air

2009-02-05T07:53:00.000-08:00

allo blog.. sudah lama qta tidak bersua.. (halah)
ok, gw akn mulai crita gw dri kmaren..

kmaren gw bru mendengar cerita dri melinda n maureen.. well, krena pembicaraan soal gebetan uda di banned dri blog gw, gw cuma bisa bilang..
ENAK BANGET JADI MAUREEN!!! GW JUGA MAUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!! hahahaha

kmaren didi bilang k gw, blog gw bahasanya enak dibaca. hahaha, saia jadi tersanjung.. (hadoo, geer dah gw XD) kykny itu gra2 efek kebanyakan bca novel terjemahan deh. yah, gw rada anti jga c bca novel indo.. knpa?
coz ev'rything seemed to be more impossibly monotonous than the last<-nyontek midnight sun dgn perubahan seperlunya.. wakakakakk~
mnurut gw pngarang indo yg lmayan bikin gw tertarik cma Agnes Jessica.. itu jga mungkin gra2 bhasany mirip novel terjemahan..
ah, susah lah gw ini.. perfectionist gaje.. --"
ayo teman2, buktiin klo gw salah.. kasih gw novel indo yang bkin gw tergila2~

teruz waktu pulang skul, gw kn bareng ma dea n anya.. dlm prjlanan turun, anya tba2 ilang.. gw binggung lah, tdi dy disblah gw.. stelah gw celingak celinguk, gw mnmukan klo dy msih di ats, ngobrol ma gru.. nga tau efek klo gw lagi sakit ato mank gw uda sinting, gw tereak dengan lantang dengan nada dan artikulasi yang ga ada duanya..
'NYAAAAAA~~~'
duh, pkkny nadany geli banget deh.. orang2 di sekitar gw ampe ngeliatin gtu.. beneran dh gw malu banget, kenapaaaa, coba tiba2 gw tereak kyk gtu.. anyany ga denger lgi.. percma banget gw tereak separah itu..
aaahhhhhhh,, saia maluuuuuu.. XP

hari ini ulangan mat.. gila tu soal uda kayak dewa.. bayangin aj cuma buat ngerjain 1 soal essay gw ngabisin 45 menit alias 1 jem dri 2 jem plajaran yg dikasih bwt ngerjain tu ulangan laknat.. itupun jawabanny gw lum ketemu.. 1 angkatanpun yg bisa amat sangat langka.. pokoknya ulanganny harus her!!! HIDUP HER!!!!! X)

pelajaran OR, senam lantai.. (tiddaaaakkkkkkk!!!!!)
knpa harus ujan di hari kamis? da gtu ujanny tanggung banget lagi, kayak ngeledek. banjir kn lbih mengguntungkan semua pihak.. anyway, yg cewe disuru posisi lilin, yg cwo nmany lobstand klo ga salah.. lobstand tuh posisi dmna seluruh berat tubuh disangga ma kepala ma tangan kita.. mirip yg break dance gtu lah.. yah, ga usah dijelasin deh gw gmana wktu latian.. gw jga speechless n cma bsa ktwa pasrah.. tpi yg cowo wktu latian lucu bangeetttt.. tpi serem jga c, klo misalny keceklek bsa mati keabisan napas tuh.. weww..

waktu pelajaran seni rupa, gw lagi 'asik' ngebersiin gambar gw yg cacat banget gra2 gw ngerjain tugas pke karbon (hasilnya kotor n item2 gtu).. biasa lah, klo uda konsen gw ska OW(=Own World=punya dunia sendiri) gtu.. truz samar2 gw denger gru gw ngomong "sambil menyelam minum air" ga tau tuh dy lgi ngomongin apaan.. anehnya hari ini tuh pribahasa menginspirasi gw tentang banyak hal.. salah satu contohnya adalah topik yg di banned(:P),, atu lagi, soal pet society.. itu tuh salah stu game di facebook yg gw maenin.. kn ad bbrp friend gw yg pke cheat.. dari dlu tuh gw mikirnya cma
1. mreka parah banget, dapet level tinggi gra2 pke cheat.. ga bisa fair apa??
2. mreka jdi perlente banget.. masa beli taneman yg sama ampe 15??? dijejerin smua lgi.. bikin pusing aj.. mentang2 mahal.. --"
terus, gra2 tuh peribahasa, gw jadi mikir.. toh mreka uda pke cheat, jdi penghasilanny unlimited donk.. knpa ga sekalian bagi2 rejeki aja?? jadi,, gw minta salah satu temen gw yg pke cheat buat beliin barang yang mahal2.. huehehehehe
kra2 tmn gw itu beliin gw 35000 coins.. diliat dri barangny, klo dijadiin rupiah bsa 50jutaan tuh.. hahahaha~ senangnyaaaa~~~

KLARIFIKASI!! KUDU DIBACA!!!!!!!

2009-02-02T05:59:00.000-08:00

Dengan ini gw mo mengklarifikasi beberapa hal yang berhubungan ama klarifikasi yang pertama..

pertama..
blog gw bukan cuma dibaca lebih banyak orang yg gw kira, tapi ternyata JAUH lebih banyak dri yg gw kira.. klo boleh jujur alesan gw bikin blog adlh gra2 gw kira ga ad yg mo baca.. blog gw gtu loh, spa cba yg mo baca.. ternyataaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. T.T
oke gw ngerti skarang knpa yoko nyuruh gw jangan nulis ap2 soal gebetan dkk..
BUAT SEMUANYA!!!! awas loh klo mpe bocor.. Grrrrrr..
^^V

kedua..
gebetan gw cuma 1!! itupun belom bisa dibilang gebetan.. kenal aj gw kaga.. --" mungkin ad yg bilang gebetan itu ga kenal jga gpp, asal uda demen liat tampangnya, tpi mnurut gw ga gtu. mnurut gw tuh gebetan adlh klo misalny kta uda knalan ma orangny, truz kta ska ma kepribadiannya.. gw ga percaya ma cma suka gra2 tampang. gw yakin klo jadian dengan dasar gtu PASTI ga nyampe 1 bulan putus..

ketiga..
yg dulu gw kira gebetan di klaz, gw uda tau perasaan gw k dy.. gw bener2 cma nganggep dy temen.. mungkin perasaan gw tuh muncul gra2 suatu kejadian yg ngebikin gw ngerasa klo seharusnya gw ma tu orang lebih deket dari kenyataan sekarang (oke, gw uda mulai kedengeran agk melodramatis ga je gtu.. --") pkkny gw uda tau klo gw ga ad perasaan yg mnuju kearah 'situ' ma dy..

keempat,,
soal invisible wall yg waktu itu gw critain.. hmph, gw ga tau dimana harus mulai.. pkkny, gw mohon jangan dibahas2 lgi ttg ini.. waktu itu gw cuma,, well,, iri.. soalny tuh kykny dy perfect banget, manis, gampang cari temen, pinter, jago or,, de el el, de ka ka, de es be..
as if she has a perfect life.. tpi mungkin gw aj yg ga tau.. semua orang kn punya masalah.. pkkny bener2 jangan diungkit lgi y.. skarang gw ga ngerasa gtu lgi n gw jdi ga enak sndiri klo misalny inget2 soal itu terus.. please, tolongin gw teman2..

yah,, kira2 gtu dlu deh.. nanti klo ad yg perlu diklarifikasi lgi nyusul.. huhh,, semuanya lagi kacaaaauuu.. T.T

ehem2,, skarang gw mo posting dlu bahan yg lupa gw posting kemaren..
baru2 ini kan ujan2 lagi, jadi nyokap gw membuat gebrakan dengan jemuran di rumah gw..

wkwkwk, pkkny kocak banget deh waktu gw liat tu baju2 ngeggantung gtu. dbawahny bju2 itu tuh tangga mnuju lantai 2, jdi klo naek tangga tuh kyk ad kelambuny.. wakakakk gw binggung gmna gantungny y.. sebelah kiriny kn kyk void gtu.. ckckck

I have a dream.. :P

2009-02-01T03:48:00.000-08:00

aaahhhh,, blog gw keteteran lagiiii.. T,T

duuhh,, ngeringkas lgi dh gw.. oohh, iy, mulai skarang gw mo nulis nma dlm crita ah, klo nga nyeritainnya susaaahhh..

beberapa hari yg lalu, gw dikagetkan oleh sesuatu.. ternyata blog gw dibaca lebih banyak orang dri yg gw kira.. wakakakakkk.. truz gw dinasehatin, katanya jangan sering2 nulis di blog ttg gebetan, nanti klo dibaca orang yg salah bisa gawat.. wekekekek,, oke dh prend, gw nulis ttg dy lginy klo lgi kepepet aj.. tpi lu jdi makin ga bsa nebak loh yg mantan gebetan gw yg diklaz spa.. hahaha,, peace, yoqq~

ehem2, alesan gw ninggalin bukan cma blog, tpi jga inet, tu gra2 kebeblasan ngebaca breaking dawn.. hahaha.. 2 1/2 ari doank gw ngonsumsi tu buku.. ngebut bgt gw.. breaking dawn kereeeennnn!! X) sumpah deh bella ma edward napsu abis.. mentang2 uda nikah.. aplgi wkt bella uda jdi vampir.. ckckck.. ahh, sayang critanya tamat mpe situ.. huhhuuu...

Jumat, 30 Januari 2009

dimulai di istirahat 2 klo ga salah.. abri ma winston berantem.. tdiny 1 klaz kira mreka cma bcanda, cma tba2 winston kyk disudutin n dikata2in gtu ma yg laen2 jga.. truz pda bingung kan, ada apaan coba dri sohiban gtu tba2 berantem,, teruzz abis gw ma melinda nanya2, ktanya winston tu ngata2in abri di blakangny.. pkkny tuh slma 3 jem plajaran trakhir pda nyolot2 gtu dh ma winston.. abriny jga uda treak2an mo ngegebukin winston plg skul.. tdiny c gw ngerasa klo mreka cma maen2 doank, soalny kyk ktwa2 gtu mreka,, tpi gra2 2 org sedeng diblakang gw sangat meyakinkan n melinda yg langsung percya aj, gw prcya jga jadinya.. gila, waktu itu gw lsg panas dingin n ketakutan tiba2.. weiittss, jangan salah dulu.. gw jdi kyk gtu gra2 tu kejadian jdi ngingetin gw waktu masa2 5sd-1smp dimana gw dibully gtu.. kjadianny hampir sma, dlu gw temenan ma org2 itu, truz tba2 mreka mutusin klo mreka ga suka ma gw, n dimulailah itu.. bkan cma gw dicubitin, pernah ampe bdarah, tpi beban mentalny itu loh yg gw ga tahan ampe skarang.. wktu gw mikirin itu gw jdi mikirin kjadian di klaz gw n gw mkn mikirin kjadian gw, gitu terus kyk lingkeran setan.. gitu terus ampe kira2 di plajaran trakhir gw uda 1/2 trans, pandangan gw bener2 kosong n ga nyambung lgi diajak ngomong.. hmm, mungkn itu yg dinamain phobia.. anyway, by the way, buswayyy,,,, setelah kegilaan sejenak gw itu, wkt pulang skul gw tau klo ternyata beneran mreka cuma lgi sandiwara.. (GUBRAAAKKKK!!!!) well, seenggany gw jdi agk siuman dri trans gw, tpi masih agk ga nyambung klo diajak ngomong,, still caught up in the bad memories..

Sabtu, 31 Januari 2009

sebbeeeellll!!! gw uda janji2 k banyak orang mo k mal, tpi wkt uda nyampe k mal, gw shock bgt wkt nyadar klo nyokap gw ngekorin gw!! KATANYA dy c biar gw makan dlu.. tpi ttp aj, mood gw k mal langsung raib, abis makan gw lsg minta pulang.. aarrrhhhh,, uda ah, makin kesel gw klo dibahas terus..

Tengah malem, antara Sabtu n hari ini

gw mimpi aneh.. bisa dibilang indah.. tpi aneh.. gw cma inget beberapa bagian c, tpi klo ga salah c ad hubunganny ma tkoh2 di twilight dkk.. bukan yg pertma kli tuh gw mimpi kyk gtu, mungkin kbawa2 mimpi gra2 gw abis bca bkuny kli yaa.. salah satu bagian mimpi gw adalah gw dikasih mobil sport wakna putih yg kereeeennnnn,, banget.. XDD tpi abis itu mobilny dirusakin ma emmett gra2 dy ngambek ma gw.. wakakakkk, canggih bener tu mimpi..

btw, stelah gw search2 di inet, nih mobil2 yg cukup mirip ma yg dimimpi gw..

Ferrari Enzo

Ferrari FXX

wekekekek,, keren2 kaann??? itu 2 mobil ferrari, soalny seinget gw c yg dikasih k gw tu mobil ferrari, mobil yg sma ma mobil 'after'-nya bella yg dikasih edward.. hwhwhw, gw kn uda bilang mimpi gw ad hubunganny ma twilight.. huahh,, andai tu mimpi jadi kenyataan..

I have a dream,, a song to sing.. to help me trough, reality~~

just in an eggshell

2009-01-27T07:22:00.000-08:00

judul ari ini bukanny menunjukan gw mo posting resep masakan..
tpi ari ini isi posting gw cma ringkasan2 ari ini aj.. abis uda mulai minggu ulangan c, n ad 1 alesan lgi yg akn gw ceritakan di bawah ini.. XD

The highlight of today:
#BREAKING DAWN UDA KELUAR!!!!!!!
breaking dawn muncul lebih awal, 4 hari klo ga salah. gila gw langsung ngibrit k mal waktu denger kabarnya. gra2 ini gw mo cepet2, biar masih sempet sekedar menyicipi prolognya.. X)

The downfall of today:
%Fisika n kimia gw uda ngeblank sma skali n tdi waktu dijelasin gru2nya dengan rese nyerocos aj kyk kereta express.. --"
%Tdi wkt les gw nangis
yg ini no comment ah.. ga mood ngomongin..

%#Ngeliat gebetan waktu pagi2
yang ini entah baik ato buruk.. burukny seharian gw cma ngeliat dy waktu itu doank n ga ampe 3 detik. baiknya, setidaknya gw masih ngeliat dy.. tp toh itu sukses bikin gw lemes seharian.. 2 detik tuh ga cukuuuppp!!!!!!!!! >.<

ok deh, segitu aj y, gw mo belajar n klo sempet baca~~ XD

Tudae, bukan tudey.. XD

2009-01-25T08:08:00.000-08:00

hahaha, akhirnya inet laptop gw bener jga. 2 posting yg kmaren tuh gw pke laptop bokap. X)
ok, skarang balik dlu k hari jmat..

Jumat, 23 Januari 2009
Hmm,, kykny gw uda illfeel ma gebetan yg diklaz gw.. bis dy bener2 kecentilan banget c ma smua ce. uda target utamanya deket banget ddkny ma gw, uda dh, kyk nntn sinetron gratis.. tapi, kmaren gw malah ketawa2 waktu liat dy lgi pdkt didepan gw.
temen gw jga awalnya binggung ma gw.. entah dy kira gw uda strez ato gila kali. tpi truz gw jelasin knpa gw ktawa..
kira2 1 bulan yg lalu, gw curhat k temen gw yg co soal gebetan gw itu.. sebutlah temen gw itu A. A tuh temenny gebetan gw jga. truz gw bilang kn k A gebetan gw uda pnya target. pertma c A msih fine2 aja.. dy bilang 'lumayan lah gebetanny dy'. tpi, truz gw bilang target gebetan gw ganti, & dy langsung ngomong, "hah?!? bangsat tuh orang! sok gaul banget dy skarang!"
well,, perkataan temen gw itulah yg bikin gw ketawa ngeliat gebetan gw pedekate didepan mata gw.. dan itu jga ngebantu banget buat gw ngelupain dy.. wakakakk..
makasih ya, teman.. jasamu takkan kulupakan sampai akhir hayatku.. XD

truz, waktu pulang skul menuju ekskul, gw nunggu didpan klaz ekskul gw. sbnrny bsa masuk klaz aj c, tpi pengen mejeng aj, soalny pengen ngeliat gebetan gw(skarang tinggal 1, yg kaka kelas gw, yang laen lupain aja.. wkwkwkwk). truz kn gw lgi ngegosip ma temen gw, truz yg digosipin panjang umur banget, lgi turun tangga. ya spontan gw tereak, "eh! itu tuh dy lgi turun tangga!!", tpi temen gw malah ngomong, "lah, koq ngomongny k gw? elu kali!". tentu aj gw langsung binggung, secara dy sama napsunya ma gw waktu lagi ngegosip, koq waktu orangny lewat dy mala ngomong gtu.. truz gw balik badan lgi ngeliatin tangga, n gw ngerti apa maksud dy dengan 'bukan dy yg perlu, tpi gw'..
gebetan gw lagi turun tangga, dan kayaknya ngeliatin gw..
NOOOOOOO!!!!!
uda gw tereakny kenceng2 lagi, pasti dy kira gw lgi jingkrak2an n tereak2 gra2 dy.. arhhhhh!!!! makin minus deh gw di mata dy.. huhuuu..
ah, tpi sudahlah.. gw jga cma demen liatin koq.. gw masih lum lupa ma janji gw waktu itu..
yang gw takut skarang adalah gw suka beneran ma dy.. gw ga mau patah hati lagi -- yang pasti bakalan terjadi klo gw ska ma dy, secara gw ga kenal sma skali n klo kenalpun ga mungkin dy ska ma gw --
ohh,, iya, truz waktu ekskul gw maen igo.. serius deh, itu board game paling seru yg pernah gw temui.. uda gw ma temen2 gw maennya napsu lgi.. wakakakk,, kocak abis deh..

Sabtu, 24 Januari 2009
pagi2 gw makan dimsum di Hailai.. parah banget, itu restoran uda ga keurus. yah, gw ga mo terlalu ngebahas itu lah..
truz, siangny cici gw ngajakin k mal. yauda skalian gw bilang k temen2 gw yg tiap ari sabtu k mal buat nge pump(senacem ddr) klo gw mo ikutan mreka.. tdinya c gw kira ngepump tuh biasa aj, tpi wkt gw ikutan mreka kmaren.. wao..
gw kenalan ma cukup banyak orang dalam waktu singkat, n gw ngeliat orang yg ngedance *bukan cma mencet2 tuts pke kaki, tpi bener2 ngedance* dengan keren bangeeeettttt..
gw jadi napsu ngepump jga.. XD

Hari ini, Minggu, 25 Januari 2009
di gereja gw kedatengan tamu, orang aussie.. semacem ketua sinode disana gtu. perawakanny lucu deh. dy lumayan pandek, ramburny utih n gondrong sebahu.. well, karena dy orang aussie, tentu aja waktu kotbah aksennya kedengeran.. aksennya lucu bangeeetttt.. X)
contohnya kyk di judul tuh, klo orang amerika ngomong 'today' tuh 'tudey', dy ngomongny 'todae'
truz musiknya juga keren banget.. gw jadi semangat bwt belajar gitar n piano.. cma yg piano harus pikir2 dlu c, skarang kn uda agk telat bwt gw belajar.. tangan gw uda kaku.. tpi asal bisa satu-dua lagu gw uda puas koq.. XDD

~La Vie Extraordinaire~

Birthday Wish List

Traveling 101

Roller Coaster Ride

Trendsetter

Fashion 101

condescendingly

travel "around the world"

This Year's Last Posting. *Happy Christmas!*

A letter for my brother

sleeping disorder=great instinct?

tests are here

my super-valuable bag is gone!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mainly just topics..

Happy Halloween!!

Photos from Safari Park

PYPL

One of the greatest day of my life

Giving up before fighting

holiday is over. :) :(

libur libur libur

Boys vs. Girls

HAPPY 09.09.09 DAY!!!!!

Guess Who

Boys. Sport. Heart. (Break?)

Being number one..

Independence. Dream. Day @ School. FT.

The Tale of Remora Fish and Nintendo.

WSWDWSTLE<-We Sing, We Dance, We Steal Things. Limited Edition.

Dreams come true

I'm sick...

Catching-up!

Toothace or Heartache??

Wish upon a STAR

Best day EVER!!

A real holiday!! FINALLY!! X)

Scary, angry, happy,.. weird.

The Unknown World of Social and Science

Joyeux Anniversaire, Moi!

H-1 before my birthday..

Final Test Prep

Picture time~

Living prove that LOVE DOESN'T EXIST!

Beauty in Ugly?? Hmph, not so much..

The ugly, unstable me..

A day @ the mall

ahh, gitu lah pkknya..

A big blow and ends with a kiss..

boy, oh boy..

A beautiful mess

Greatest Songs EVER!!!!

He's a freak, he's a genius, he's Jason Mraz!!

BRACE myself.. XP

whad a long story..

V-A-L-E-N-T-I-N-E

NOTICE!!

ahh, posting ini ga jeee.. T.T

Ahh, spechless buat judulnya..

SEVEN in a row..

sambil menyelam minum air

KLARIFIKASI!! KUDU DIBACA!!!!!!!

I have a dream.. :P

just in an eggshell

Tudae, bukan tudey.. XD

This Year's Last Posting. Happy Christmas!